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Chapter 2

Jesse didn't change at all after New York . Tho his ego did got bigger (if that's even possible) , but he still was heads over heels in love with Rachel Berry. He tried everything , EVERYTHING to get over her , but it was hopeless... He tried drinking , smoking , everything. His friends once even hired a stripper that looked like Rachel , but still , he could notice every bit of her that wasn't Rachel . He tried getting drunk and kiss random girl , but he felt even worse. So he gave up trying to get over Berry , and started trying to just stop thinking about her . At first it was hard.. And I mean really hard.. Rachel just came into his life and ruined everything. She was everywhere... He couldn't even say Hello to anyone without thinking about her , he couldn't walk to a music store , he couldn't look at care bears , he couldn't even eat eggs...Damn She even ruined porn for him , because every time he just imagined her . She ruined everything..And he was in love with her. But then , there would be days that he didn't think about Rachel. He would avoid things that remind her. It was already a week without thinking about Berry , when Puck had called at ruined everything ..

When he heard that she had a break down, that he was once again the reason of her tears , he just wanted to go on the first plane to Lima and comfort he couldn't. Jesse could not afford his heart ( no one ever though he had one ) to be broken again... But after all the things that happened she still was the girl that changed him... She made him a better though Jesse how to enjoy singing , how to care about people. But most importantly she though him how to had awoken things in Jesse he never though he had within her he was sensitive,romantic,cute,funny and all the other opposite things to Jesse the (former) leader of Vocal her he was just Jesse..


Rachel had changed a lot after Nationals...She didn't fight so vigorously for the solo's,she didn't talk about her being in Broadway much... She even changed her appearance,she didn't wear the stupid animal sweaters(which Jesse though were really cute and all Rachel.),she didn't wear skirt any much .It was because everyone had made fun of things were easier when she was with Finn , but now she's alone all she wants is to feel loved and welcomed at school...Rachel spent a really hard time forgetting Jesse too. She remember when she spent all night crying and listening to Hello by Lionel Richie because she missed Jesse so after that night she just didn't let herself miss him. She was in love with Finn. She refused to let herself love Jesse. And then she had throw herself at Finn even would always spend her free time with him,and if her mind crossed the though of Jesse she just kissed Finn...Rachel was starting to forget him , but she still felt sorry for what happened. She could almost go through a day without thinking about it .

When she heard Lily sing that song , her emotions came felt so broken,so lonely...and so only thing she wanted at that moment is a chance to apologize to she had been stupid letting her emotions take would she explain this breakdown to Finn?Thank god it was Puck who came after on the other hand , why would Finn even come to her?They had broken up anyway ... Sometimes she though that she only mattered to one else cared about her , they just pretended being friends with never felt like this with always made her feel like a always made her feel didn't feel special for a long time now.


Jesse had just came to didn't even know why he always had to come back to this contained memories , not so pleasant to yet still , for an unknown reason he always comes back here .He feels like something just calls him here.Or maybe someone,like a brown haired girl. didn't come back for anymore.

He checked his watch and went to bread-sticks , it was about time for Puck to show up , but he wasn't decided to walk around a bit. 5:15 .Strange. Puck was late sometime , but for 5minutes not more . He walked back near readsticks and then he saw her. A brown haired girl was standing in front of bread-sticks. She wore a beautiful red coat.

Rachel Berry .

He just stood there in shock not knowing what to just stared at her thinking what was she doing then those magnificent brown eyes met his...


Jesse

Rachel's mouth fell open. Could it be ? Was it really him ?Those curls , that leather jacket , that look. It was definitely she could move he turned around and started walking swell up in her eyes.

"Wait!"She cried out and run after him."Jesse wait ! Jesse!" He just kept walking not turning around , he even fastened his step."Jesse please , we need to talk !" She practically yelled , when she finally cough up to him and stopped turned around and looked at her with those stone cold eyes.

"We have nothing to talk about"She like she was freezing into an ice cube from his look. His eyes were so different from the last time she saw them filled with love and only she could only see hatred , regret and trace of love. "I'm-I'm sorry Jesse" She couldn't stop the tears now.


He felt like his heart had fallen into his stomach when he saw her only wanted to hug her , kiss her hair and say that he had forgiven he couldn' never does the same mistake twice.

"Good to know , now could you please leave me alone ?" It took all his strength to maintain his voice normal.

"Jesse please!I'm sorry , I-I didn't want to hurt you ..I'm so sorry Jesse"She was practically begging him for forgiveness"I-I gave you a chance when you came back last year ! You should give me !"

"I'm sick of this Rachel. You make me the villain , when actually it was you who broke my heart. You broke my heart twice , and don't you dare say I broke yours, because your love was never mine. Your heart always belonged to that frankenteen.I was just a second choice .You were just using me to make him jealous, never thinking of me. Yes I may be selfish , my ego is bigger than the world , I'm soulless, but I'm not that cruel to play with a humans emotions like that ."Just after he said this he regreted it. She just started at him with puffy eyes not saying a the to his surprise she fell on her knees and cried even more.

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I'm a terrible person I know, but I can't live knowing that you hate me so much" Silly , silly girl. I could never hate you .
This time he gave in. He leaned down on her and touched her shoulder. "Rachel , stand up. No star should ever be seen on her knees"She stood up and looked into his eyes with hope.
"Does that mean you forgive me?"She stared at his face, trying to notice any kind of emotion and she couldn't feel how she whispered silently"Please forgive me"

He sighted and put his hands in his pockets "Yes that means I forgive you" "Then could you please smile ?" He chuckled at her words and smiled.


She had missed that was so warm and comforting , and before he knew it she leaped into his arms and hugged him. "It means the world to me that you forgave me"He hugged her back , loosing himself in his missed her so much and only now had he realized that. "Does that mean we can be friends now?"
"On one condition." She started panicking again .He didn't want to see her in public?or maybe he had a girlfriend? "No romance , just friendship" And that's when it hit her.

He was over didn't love Rachel Berry anymore.She didn't know why , but that made her want to go throw up and cry all day , but she forced her voice up ." Sure ! Of course !" HE smiled again and she just took his hand and lead him to bread-sticks."Lets go and eat , I'm starving here, I had to meet up with Puck today , and I didn't eat anything"
"Wait you too?I had to meet up with Puck today !"They just stared at each other and then they both exclaimed "That bastard !"Jesse felt so stupid , he knew Puck was up to something"He called me yesterday telling you had a break down and telling me to meet you , when I declined he suddenly changed the subject . I should have guessed !""Well remind me to say thanks to him because if not him , I wouldn't have the chance to say sorry to you , and we wouldn't be here in bread-sticks , sitting and talking like friends." They both smiled and continued their conversation about music. Rachel felt really great, she hadn't felt this confident in a while now.

"Well , I thinks it's time I should go . And you should go to , you have to go get your beauty sleep for tomorrow" "Lets meet up tomorrow at my house ? We could watch a movie? I'll be waiting , now bye" She hugged him once again , and she never felt safer than in his arms , he breathed her scent for the last time today.


When Rachel got home , she couldn't believe how happy she ran to her room , and turned some music had missed Jesse so much , and she was glad they were friends.Just friends.But it was enough for her , right? She changed in her nightgown and was almost asleep when she remembered one thing she forgot to do. Rachel grabbed her phone and texted Puck .

"Thank you"

"Always there to help you Berry;)"

She was glad she had a friend like Puck and fell asleep , and for the first time her dream wasn't a nightmare. It was a dream about her singing on Broadway. The old Rachel Berry was slowly recovering .


Well how was it?Review please. oh and btw JON GROFF IS BACK ON GLEE I'M STILL FANGIRLING LIKE CRAZY .