Tonight, you were wearing a black corsair and tight jeans… black really suit you… I can't deny it… I widely smiled.

I loved when you tried to tempt me… you look like a panther… dark, amazing and dangerous…

I can't deny I completely fall to your trap and I did not even resist…

You seduce me, you made me crazy drunk, and I loved it to be the weak girl in your lustful fangs.

I enjoyed every moment we shared, I was not anymore… the sweet Elena in your dark and perverted eyes.

Nor your shadow, your clone, twin or something else.

We were two different people in a different world who collapses in one.

But in fact, we were so similar. Broken with a harsh life.

We lost our family and sanity, but we are alive. That was probably the reason I could not let you go. You are the only one who can understand my pain, and how I suffer.

Nobody else but you.


The first time when met, I was mesmerized. Afraid but mesmerized.

It was as if I was facing another part of me, what I could be if I was not this way.

I could not share my real thoughts about you.

And when you slightly touch me, I could not think clearly.

I licked my lips at the view especially when you let swing your hips… you were so perfect…so curvy… I remembered the sweetness of your skin against my touch and taste… I craved for more… I was so addicted to you…

I notice that you dislike showing your weak side, you like to dominate, to show your entire power.

I needed to be near you, to see what you are doing without me and I finally found you, my other self…


I clenched my fists when I saw with that blonde. You were flirting with her…

You touch her hair and you smirked as you use to do with me.

You whispered in her ear and I bit lower lip until the blood sank down my chin, I did not feel anything except anger.

Jealousy is gnawing at me, I knew she was nothing to you, like the other, it was just for fun, your fun… but I wanted to be her, your play thing…

I have been watching you… and you knew it… I noticed your eyes flicker in my direction… few seconds but it was enough.

You did not realize that… you only belong to ME.

You made me this way. Possessive, jealous and murderous…

I saw you kiss that slut… are you defying me? I squeezed the steering wheel sharply, I could light the engine and hit you.

I wanted so badly to kill her… and you….

I loudly breathed.

"Katherine… you can always fuck her as you want, but I am sure deep inside that you are only thinking about me. How wet you make me when you bite my collarbone and lick my neck, how hard you give me a lot of orgasm and I violently scratched your back because it was so strong for my body, I know you not only like my blood… each time you touch her, I know you are thinking about me only. Is she soft? Her juice is better than mine? Don't you prefer to devour mine? I finally find you my love... " I growled in anger, and you stopped as if you were so shocked that you could not move.

I smiled.

I knew it you could hear me. I loved to know I have some effects on you. You could always pretend that I was nothing, but I knew it was not the truth. I will do everything to make you realize I was the only one for you even if in exchange, I had to lose all my humanity. And I did not care.