Previsouly:: Anne told Ricky that Amy had gotten into a car accident and that she had died during surgery.

Seize the day or die
Regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here
Too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on
Will undergo our same lost past

Ricky's POV:

I stood outside the hospital doors,holding John close to my chest as I felt the tears beginning since Anne told me,the tears haven't been able to stop. The girl I loved was mother of my son was gone.I took a shaky breath as I walked through the doors and into the waiting room.I saw Anne and George hugging,their bodies shaking meaning they were both was beside them,her eyes red and puffy.I walked slowly over to them and cleared my voice would crack if I tried to speak.

"Ricky"

Anne looked up at me and sniffed,I sat John on the chair beside George and felt my bottom lip trembling,I shook my head and broke down.I couldn't handle it.I felt Anne wrap her arms around me,I buried my head into her shoulder and let out loud sobs.

"I.I can't believe she's...gone!"

My voice couldn't say the word gone.I was trying not to believe was all so surreal,Amy shouldn't have died this should've died of old age with me,John and are other children.I should've asked her to marry I knew life was too short to not take risks.

"I know.I know"

"It wasn't her time...She didn't have to die like shouldn't have died like that!"

Anne nodded and we stood there for a few minutes,hugging and crying.I sniffed and wiped my eyes quickly.I looked at John and was cradling John in his arms,softly talking to knew his Mother had died,he just didn't need to know why.

"RICKY!"

I spun around as I heard a group of people calling my name.I stared the entrance and saw Grace,Jack,Tom,Adrian,Ben,Grant,Griffin and Toby all standing there.I walked over to them and frowned.

"Ricky we are so so sorry about your loss"

"We're all here for promise Ricky"

I nodded and started crying again,I shook my head and buried my head in my hands."This..This can't be happening" I sobbed as I felt all their arms hugging me,"It's not fair! She wasn't meant to die!" I felt them all murmuring softly and cried harder,I was glad my friends were here,I was going to need their were going to see Amy's body in a few minutes to say our final goodbyes.

"Thank you all for being here..It means a lot"

They all nodded and I looked at Adrian,here eyes were full of was her best friend along with Grace,and I was sure Adrian was feeling lost without Amy being here now and never being heart was broken completly in two,nobody had ever done that was my true love and I always had known it.I was just afraid.I slowly pulled back and sat down on one of the chairs,I pulled the black velvet box out of my pocket and popped the lid up,I stared at the diamond ring,feeling a huge lump in my throat.

I was going to propose to her tonight,I was going to cook her a nice dinner with flowers and her favourite after that I was going to propose to her in the most special way I could think of.I would never get the chance now,Amy would never be mine. My heart ached at the thought of never being able to marry her.

I heard footsteps near me and then a hand was on my shoulder,I looked up to see standing there,looking solemn.""I cleared my throat and stared at her,fighting back the tears."Ricky,would you like to come with me?"I nodded and stood up.I closed the box and put it into my pocket again,I looked at everyone as they stared at me sadly as I walked into a room with .The door closed and I slowly turned round,my heart pumping loudly as I thought of what I was about to see.

I found you here
Now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life
But will it be forever?

I'd do anything for a smile
Holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come
But I don't want to leave you

I stared at her body,she was hooked up to machines and there was a tube in her mouth."We have her on a life machine to preserve her body,even she's not breathing anymore we need oxygen to preserve the was a donor."I nodded and walked over to the bed,I sat down and pulled the chair closer to her.I picked up her unusually pale and cold hand,holding it tightly in mine.

"Amy...Why did you have to go like that"The tears fell onto her hand and I wiped them off."I miss misses misses you...You didn't have to die"I cried harder,holding onto her hand tightly."You should have never been in that car wasn't your was the truck driver's come back! Please please come back to me!"I put my head on the bed and cried loudly,the only thing in the room making sound was the machines,I heard beeping and sighed.

"...Ricky?"

Hmmmm who do you think that is?
Yes I know this is very different from the plot but I have had a major good idea xD
And yes it will end up going with the prolouge at the beginning of Chapter 1.
Sorry to end it on a cliffy xD