The Kim and Jared story
Chapter 3
It's been about 2 weeks since the incedent at Jason's party. I'm still kind of sad about what Jared sad to me but he is obviously not worth it. He hasn't been in school lately either, which is kind of a relief on my part. I am hoping that he didn't say anything to anybody about the party. Ugh. Time to get up again. I got out of bed and took a quick shower like I usually have to. I put on a pair of black yoga pants, a white tank-top, and a black v-neck t-shirt. I quickly blow dryed my hair and put in a pony tail. Then i put on white sneakers and a white sweatshirt.
"Good morning. I don't have a lot of time so i'm just gonna grab a gronola bar."i told my family
"Morning." they all said and went back to whatever they were doing.
I grabbed a water bottle and a gronola bar and headed for the door. Yay, time for school.
I hope jared isn't there today because I don't know if I can deal with it. I also hope he doesn't remember me. I walked into the school and started for my locker. When I got there Katie was there.
"Hey Chicky!" She said
"Hey, Where's Brian?" I asked
"Oh he is sick. He has a stomach bug or something."
"Oh i'm gonna miss him today." I said king of sad
"Yeah, Yeah I'll miss him too but guess what." she said
"What?" I asked curious
"Jared Cameron is back. I guess he is like really tall and really buff too. People are saying he looks cuter then before, if that's even possible i guess. Anyway I just wanted to warn you, okay?" she said
"Yeah, okay. I'm over my stupid crush on him so we don't need to worry." I said half truefully. I am getting over him, Getting being the key word, i'm not over him yet. Ugh this is sooo hard.
We walked into first period and I took my seat, which is next to Jared, who is not in class yet. The bell rang right at Jared had his foot through the door.
"Nice of you to join us Mr. Cameron. You may ask Ms. Wolfe to give you the notes you have missed for the last 2 weeks. Now why don't you take your seat." Mr.S said. Jared just nodded and walked ever I looked away because I didn't want to see him.
"Okay class I am going to be assigning you each partners for our next assignment. This assignment will be 1/3 of your grade and will take one whole semester. There are no changing partners and..." I stopped listening there because I was too worried that i might get stuck with Jared. OMG. I couldn't face him, NOW. My luck we will get partners and the project would have to be done outside of school too! Ugh FML.
" Okay let's see. Ryan and Sarah. Katie you will be with Brian when he gets back. Hmmm. Oh Kim and Jared. H..." Again I stopped listening. Nice I knew I would get stuck with that jerk. WTH.
" Okay everyone get with you pairs and talk about what you might do. No homework tonight because you will be talking with you partner until the end of class." Mr.S said.
I walked over to Jared and looked at him. When I didn't he had a weird expression on him face. I don't know how to explain it though. I cleared my throught and said " Let's get this over with. What do you want to do for our project?" I asked but he was just staring at me.
Jared point of view
I couldn't help but stare at the beautiful creature in front of me. It was like my whole universe shifted. I wanted to reach out and hold her, and never let go but one that would be crazt and two i feel frozen. She cleared here throught again and I snapped out of it.
"Oh umm. I don't really know it's up to you." We discussed alot about it and eventually came up with something. All her words were filled with hatred and I wondered what I did to hurt her.
"Okay now that we know what we are going to do, may I ask you a question?" i said to her. She just nodded
"What did I do to make you hate me?" She frowned and looked at me.
"Hmm let's see. Think back to Jason's party. On his porch. I'm Kim Wolfe." she said and all the images of the porch came back to me. Oh i'm such an idiot how could I say that to her. I mean she told me she liked me and I ruined what was probably my only chance with her by calling her a loser. Shit. Maybe she will let me explain.
"Will you please let me explain?" she just nodded "Okay so I was having a bad night. I broke up with my girlfriend and she kneed me in the groin. The guys were giving me crap about breaking up with the hottest girl in school and then you showed up. I wasn't feeling well either. I was hot and sweaty and I just wanted to go home but I didn't want to hear more crap from my stupid friends. This is the truth and that is not at all a reason for why I should have said that because I don't care about my rep if it means being with you and you are not a loser." I told her truthfully
"Well I don't care what your reasons." she said turning away. Then she turned back to me and said" And trust me you don't have to worry about you Rep because there is no chance of us being together, ever." she said then the bell rang and she walked off
That kind of stung. I sat around until lunch just thinking about it. I seen Kim sit at the table across from me with her friend Katie?...I think. I used me wolf hearing and started listening to what they were saying.
"Hey Kim" Katie said
" Hey K guess what." Kim said a little annoyed
"Hmm?" Katie said
"Well you know how Jared and i got partnered up right?" kaite nodded." We were done talking about what we were gonna do for the project he asked me what he did to make me hate him so much!"
"He did what?" katie said
" Yeah. Then I told him and he asked if he could explain. I just nodding not really caring one bit. He had the nerve of blaming on a bad day! He sia he broke up with him girlfriend and got kicked in the groin. Then his friends started giving him a hard time. Also he was sick and wanted to go home but didn't want to hear more crap from his friends. I was like really? That's the best he could come up with a bad day?" Kim said
"The nerve of that boy." Katie said
"Oh and it gets better. He said I'm not a loser and doesn't care about his rep if he can be with me. Is he stupid? He had him chance and he blew it. I would never want to be with him now after the way he treated me. Ugh. I Hate Him." Kim said. Ouch that stung too. I decided to stop listening because I couldn't take any more pain. God I really screwed up. How am I going to fix this?
I spent all of patrol after school thinking about how I could make this up to Kim. At that party she seemed sweet and she was and still is cute. I just really messed up and I still have no idea how i'm gonna fix it. I said I was sorry, told her I don't care about me stupid rep. Maybe my Kaylee or Mom could help me. I walked into the house and my mom was on the couch. I walked over to her and said.
"Mom I need some advise...About a girl.' My mom looked at me surprised and said.
"Okay then, Shoot."
" Well you know how I went to Jason's house about 2 weeks ago on friday?" I asked she nodded." Well I was having a really bad night and this beautiful girl named Kim Wolfe told me she liked me because she couldn't keep the secret any loger. Anyway me being the idiot I am told her I would never go out with her because it would ruin my rep 'cause she is a loser! I told her I was having a bad night and didn't mean any of it but she won't listen. I know I screwed up bad but what should I do, mommy?" I said kind of whiney at the last part.
" Well i'm sorry honey but the truth is if i were that girl and you said that to me I wouldn't even give you time to explain. She did not deserve that, even if you were having a bad day, you should never had said that." My mom said. Gee thanks Ma I love you too.
"Did I mention I can't live without her because I imprinted on her?" I said annoyed
"Well you better hope she never finds out. I know the imprint just pushs you in the right direction because you would have been together anyway but she will think that you never liked her, and you are just forced to be with her." My mom said
"Well I don't want to worry about that right now. I just want to know how I can make her forgive me."
"Okay well maybe you can go to school and..."
