THREE:

LIKE IT WAS BEFORE


Hel was too drunk to think about what she was doing. She knew that she wanted Trixie to suffer. She knew that much but there was no plan, not really. No clean cut execution of how this would all play out.

Hel stumbled into Trixie's back yard and almost into her pool before falling against the screen door.

Hel winced and shushed herself before looking for a way in.

Hel almost laughed when the door slid back easily.

It was like the powers that be were helping her out with this. It was almost too easy!

Hel stumbled into Trixie's new home and looked at the the toys on the floor. There was also a big doll's house in the corner near the huge flat screen TV.

If Trixie did love anything in this World, it was her daughter.

Hel had just been a part of her plan. Trixie had never really loved her but Hel, she had treated Lily as her own.

She heard movement and made her way to the stairs. She couldn't even walk in a straight line!

Hel was actually surprised when she made it onto the landing but just as she was about to head for the door at the end, Trixie came out of what Hel guessed was her bedroom.

She was dressed in her underwear with a silky black robe that hung open, showing off her toned body.

If Hel hadn't of been the one to come here on her own accord, she would've said that Trixie had planned this but then that was what she thought when they all ended up in the desert together, and look at what a lie that had been.

"I knew you couldn't stay away." She whispered.

"I'm not here for you." Hel slurred, her eyes narrowing and going to what she guessed was Lily's bedroom door.

Trixie followed her line of sight.

"Oh, now I'm hurt. You're not here for me?" She pouted.

Hel shook her head, trying to clear the drunken haze.

"I-I want you to know how it feels... to-to have something you love... taken away from you."

Trixie frowned slightly as though she was confused.

"But how can you do that when she's not even here?"

Hel faltered and tried to determine whether Trixie was telling the truth or not.

"You're...you're lying."

Trixie raised a perfect eyebrow.

"Am I? Why would I keep Lily here knowing that you were on the war path? What if you actually succeeded? I couldn't risk my daughter. I wouldn't."

Hel reasoned with that. Trixie was smart. She wouldn't ever put her daughter's life at risk, not for anything or anyone.

"Well, I'll move onto plan B then." Hel said as she felt herself sobering up a little.

"And what's that?"

Hel clenched her teeth as she grinned.

"I'll just have to kill you."

Trixie looked Hel up and down and backed her up against the wall, running a finger down her face.

"Is that really what you came here to do?"

Hel's lips parted as Trixie moved closer.

"I should hate you."

"But you don't." Trixie said knowingly.

The brunette then slid her other hand over Hel's shoulder and let it travel lower, over Hel's chest and stomach.

"You want to go back in time, Hel? Feel what you felt before all this happened?"

Hel closed her eyes as Trixie touched her, I mean really touched her.

"Oh God..." Hel moaned.

"You want it to be like it was when we first met? We couldn't keep our hands off each other." Trixie reminded her with a light smirk.

Hel's hands came up pushing the robe from Trixie's shoulders.

Trixie gasped as the cool air touched her bare skin. The only covering she had, being her underwear.

"It can be like that again, Hel."

The red head lent her head back and moaned as Trixie licked a wet stripe up her neck.

"We can forget all about the desert and Camero and Gage, everything. We can focus on us."

Hel opened her eyes with a slight frown.

"Is it that easy? Can we just go back like that?"

Trixie heard the hope in Hel's voice and could see it in her eyes.

She brushed a strand of hair back from Hel's forehead.

"Lily misses you and I miss you too...in my own way."

Hel rolled her eyes.

"You miss the sex."

"Don't you?"

Hel looked Trixie up and down, remembering when that body was all Hel could think about. All she dreamed about.

Hel bit her lip and nodded.

Trixie grinned, her hand sliding around the back of Hel's skirt and finding the zip.

"Is this what you want?"

Hel sneered at her.

"Since when have you cared about what I want?"

"Lily likes you. I want her to be happy and if keeping you happy is what it takes... I'll do anything you want." Trixie told her, dropping her voice an octave.

Hel raised an eyebrow at her.

"Anything?"

Trixie pulled on the zip, the skirt slipping from Hel's hips and onto the floor.

"Name it."

Hel grinned. She might not be getting the revenge she wanted on Trixie but she could make her work a little.

"Get on your knees." Hel commanded.

Trixie licked her lips.

"I don't take orders."

"I said, get on your knees." Hel repeated.

Trixie's pupils dilated. Was this turning her on?

Hel watched in amazement as Trixie slowly went to her knees.

Hel almost came when Trixie looked up at her through her dark lashes.

"What would you like me to do now?" She asked, sounding almost innocent and unsure.

Hel licked her lips, forcing herself to remain in control when all she really wanted to do was drop to the floor and ravage Trixie as much as the brunette could take.

"What do you think?" Hel asked, fighting to keep her voice level.

Hel parted her legs slightly and Trixie's fingers came up slowly, tugging on the elastic band of Hel's underwear.

"Good girl." Hel cooed as Trixie pushed the material aside and moved closer.

Hel's hand went to Trixie's hair as the brunette started licking.

Hel moaned and thrashed against the wall as Trixie started playing rough.

Oh good God, she remembered!

Hel then pulled Trixie up sharply by her hair making the brunette hiss as Hel crashed their lips together.

When Trixie pulled back an inch to allow them to catch their breath, she grinned into Hel's eyes.

"See? This could work."

Hel nodded and kissed her harder, making Trixie go weak. Hel held her, keeping her standing upright.

"Oh no, you're not going weak on me now, Trix."

"I feel sleepy." Trixie murmured.

Hel gently slapped her face.

"And that innocent damsel in distress act isn't going to work on me again."

Trixie gave her a lazy grin.

"But you like saving me."

Hel still had one hand in Trixie's hair and tugged sharply.

"No, now I like hurting you."

Trixie was the pushed against the other wall as Hel attacked her, her mouth moving over every bare inch of Trixie's skin.

The brunette gasped and moaned as Hel tortured all the sensitive areas, the areas that drove the brunette wild.

Hel liked to think that only she could do this.

Even if Trixie didn't love her, at least Hel could pleasure her like no one could, she could be content with that knowledge at least.

"Hel?" Trixie asked breathlessly.

"Hm?" Hel moaned as she sucked on Trixie's pulse point.

"Oh God...Hel, I want you-I need you to listen to me."

"I am." Hel mumbled as she licked at a spot under the brunette's jaw.

"Hel, this isn't enough."

This caused the red head to stop what she was doing and look up into hooded blue eyes.

"Then what is?" Hel asked, a frown appearing on her face.

Trixie took hold of Hel's hand and sucked a finger into her mouth then lowered that same hand to where she needed the red head to be more than anything.

Their eyes locked and an understanding passed between them.

Hel nodded her head slowly and kissed Trixie again.

They managed to make it to Trixie's bedroom and onto her bed.

Hel hovered above her, grinning down at her like a predator who had cornered their prey.

"Oh and Hel?"

"Yeah?"

"Don't be gentle." Trixie told her with a devilish grin.

Hel grinned back, leaning down and biting Trixie's bottom lip lightly, not enough to draw blood but enough to make her intentions clear.

"Don't worry. I wasn't planning to be."

Trixie growled low in her throat as Hel's nails dug into the smooth skin of Trixie's back as she flipped them.

"I've learnt a few things. I can't wait to show you them." Hel said.

Trixie giggled excitedly.

"Well, now I am intrigued."