Okay it isn't exactly easy to write AW fics these days. Not easy at all Fuck you RK for that one. However I was working on another AW project very very AU and Karo read it and loved it. But in that connection she asked me if I would ever continue this story. I had written half of this chapter forever ago and found it again and read over and finished it. So yeah here you go. If anything this chapter is for Karo! Love you chicka you have been a part of what made the last few weeks a lot better!
I don't own TGW (Do I really need to say that? If I did AW would be making babies instead of having Will in the eternal courtrooms or offices of Heaven!
Blowing his Mind
She looked at him a bit unsure, biting her lip. She really wanted to learn how to pay him back after the pleasure he had just made her feel. She had never felt anything like that before in her life. Of course she had touched herself and made herself come. Just like she had touched her college boyfriend and given him a hand job making him come like with Will hours earlier. But that was all she had done. And never when she had touched herself had she felt such a pleasure as the rush Will had just made her feel, like liquid ecstasy rushing through her blood.
She was still feeling lightheaded, how could his touches make her feel like that? Yes there had been a sting of hot flashing pain as he had pushed his fingers in too deep, something she hadn't liked. But as soon as he had pulled out a bit it had made her feel delirious once again. And now still in a post-orgasmic haze she wanted to make him feel the same. If that meant letting him take her to bed right now she would agree to it. She just wanted to be able to give him such a pleasure in return.
She really could feel his full hard erection against her back as he had held her and she would gladly give him another hand job if he wanted it, but since she was here to learn she thought he might have a better suggestions. Or maybe she could... well she hadn't done that before for sure. She had been grossed out when her boyfriend asked her to suck him. That if she didn't want to put out she could at least let him fuck her mouth like most girls on campus did. That had been the minute she really had bolted, the thought of having something like that in her mouth almost made her gag from the thought alone. But she didn't feel as repulsed by the thought of doing it for Will, not if he would like it. Even though he was by far bigger than her ex, and she wasn't even sure how something that big could fit into her mouth, but she was willing to try it.
"Do you want me to... umm..." She paused, thinking of the right word that didn't sound too clinical but not vulgar either. She couldn't find one. And the way he was looking at her in a very weird way made her blush and look down. Something he didn't allow, instead he lifted her face up once more like he had done earlier. Two fingers under her chin, making her meet his eyes.
"Another rule, Alicia. If we are to do this you need to not be afraid to look at me and letting me see your feelings about this. I know this is new, I know you feel insecure. But this thing, you need to trust me. And for me to know that you trust me I need to see your eyes. So I can read how you feel about these things." He explained in a low but persistent voice and she nodded slowly. She understood what he meant. She got it, but she felt nervous. Also because she feared if he looked into her eyes too long he would realize the mess of emotions she truly was.
That she wanted this to be educationally and wanted to try this but it was hard when she was secretly crushing on him.
"Okay, I also thought of something else I forgot earlier. We agreed to the terms of talking and calling it quits. I think on both fronts you need a safe word. One simple one if you want out of this whole thing. And another if it is a sexual issue you don't feel comfortable doing. Does that make sense?" He explained.
"Safe word" the term made her think of something dark and dangerous, something Owen would talk about but she couldn't. Was he about to make her do some SM thing? Sure she wasn't experienced but she knew the terms of things, she knew the subjects. Was she about to enter something like that? She suddenly felt more scared and he must have read it in her eyes.
"What are you thinking Alicia? That is another thing you need to tell me what you think of certain things and tell me." He told her, his fingers were stroking her cheek gently, making her feel more at ease.
"Will you... is this going to be some SM thing? I have no idea how I feel about that... but I am not sure I would like it... " She whispered softly and he nodded.
"It won't be, at least not for the first many lessons, later there might be some elements of it but again. All you need to tell me is that you don't want that. A safe word is just to protect you and make it more simple. Like I assume what you were about to ask me earlier was if I wanted you to give me a blowjob. Am I right?" He commented and his eyes held hers captured as she nodded slowly.
"Yeah... I've never done it before... and I don't know how... I never wanted to, to be fair. I have no idea how I can fit something that... big... in my mouth... I am scared I will end up gagging. But I thought it might be one of those things I should learn." She answered softly, forcing herself to not look away or blush like she was close to.
"Well that is for sure one way to say no by actually gagging." He cracked a joke, making her feel a bit better and smile a little while he continued.
"Okay see, if I had asked for that and you from the start didn't want to do that or later on have a day where you don't feel like it. I might ask for some things more than once. As some things work in different situations and we are so far covering foreplay bases. But if you have a safe word all you need to do is mention that, for either a blowjob, oral sex or anything really. Like say I wanted to blind fold you or have you dress up." She stared at him almost horrified by those words, but let him continue.
"It is simple, it is also about if I take something too far or you feel any kind of pain and want to stop the experience. Does it make sense? It is to know each others limits a lot easier. Yes I can sometimes read you very well and I don't want you in pain." He made clear and nodded slowly as she took in his words.
"However in the middle of the act it might be hard to figure out what is nerves on your end and what is real desire to stop. Like earlier when I fingered you, I know it hurt you at one point and you told me. But you have also said you trust me not to hurt you more than necessary and you know there will be a bit of pain involved in loosing your virginity." She listened to his words and understood what he was saying. She wrecked her brain for something simple if she really needed safe words. What were good safe words? She assumed something you wouldn't normally hear in the middle of sex. Finally she got an idea.
"Daffodil for while having sex. Rose, for if I want to quit completely. Daffodils are yellow after all and roses, well they are often associated with red. Does that work?" She asked and he was the one to stare and blink at her for a few seconds before he nodded.
"Yes those work. Okay so back to what you were offering me. Remember I am the one that decides the order of lessons. But to be fair yes, blowjobs would be my next. But you really should go home and rest. And we can take that one another day..." She didn't let him finish but cut him off with a finger on his lips.
"You are still hard, even after our talk. Teach me how to give you a blow job." She was persistent now. She wanted to do it. Though she still was unsure how to even start. He looked at her intensely.
"Okay, it isn't rocket science but since you actually want to learn I will guide you through what is best and how to do it right okay? Though most guys would like it anyway as long as you take their dick in your mouth, and lick and suck on it until he come." He explained and she felt a bit pale. She sort of wished in this moment she really had done it for her ex. So she could do it naturally for Will and show him she wasn't as innocent as she realized she was beginning to sound like.
"Okay. I want to make it good, so yes please." She whispered and he nodded.
"Okay, so first undress me. It is a turn on for a guy seeing a woman take off her own clothes but also to feel them take off theirs." He told her and she stiffened but nodded. He moved his hand off her face, and stood still and waited for her. She slowly moved her hand to the hem of his shirt. He had changed out of the formal wear as he got home. And she caught herself thinking it was a pity as she would have loved to be the one pulling off his tie. Instead she lifted his shirt carefully. And hesitatingly ran her fingertips over his smooth chest as she did so. She pulled it over his head and let it fall to the floor. She paused for a second before caressing his chest once more. Letting her fingers explore his hard muscles, abs, and even nipples. She looked at him nervously.
"Am I allowed to kiss your chest?" She asked, suddenly unsure. She wanted to let her tongue circle his nipple and kiss the hollow of his neck but she wasn't sure if she could.
"Do you want to?" he asked, and she nodded.
"Then you can." She didn't have to be told twice but reached in and placed a kiss on the hollow she wanted to taste as she slid her hands down and started to unbutton his pants while she ran her lips and tongue in a line down his chest. She gently bit his nipple and circled it with her tongue. She hoped she was doing it right and from the way his breathing was labored and he shuddered under her fingers and lips she guessed she was. She got his pants open and kissed her way further down, circling even his belly button. She knelt on the floor in front of him and pulled his pants down, helping him step out of them. She removed his boxers next, coming face to face with his thick hard erection for the first time.
She had seen her ex's once and her thought that Will was bigger in both length and girth turned out to be more than true. What more was her ex's had looked different. Well she had assumed cocks were as different in looks as the guys, plus the fact that Will unlike her ex didn't seem to have any foreskin. She hadn't really thought of that one. But of course he would be circumcised. She already knew he was Jewish after all, she just hadn't thought of what it would mean in this area. But she was now faced with the evidence figuratively. She cautiously took him in her hand, unable to reach all the way around him and ran her hand up and down like she had earlier. He groaned in approval, letting her know clearly that he liked it. It made her proud and glad. She cupped his balls in her other hand, kneading them gently, figuring that might be a way to go. He was moaning loudly and seemed to like her gentle touch.
She looked up at him cautiously while she kept stroking him. She felt nervous as she leaned in to lick on his tip. It wasn't a bad taste as she had feared and that made her relax. It was a bit salty but not entirely unpleasant. She circled her tongue around the tip as she kept stroking him.
"Yeah Baby keep doing that. Also lick along the length." He growled low, and she gulped and set to work, running her tongue along his shaft, taking long licks of him, moving her tongue where her fingers were not. She kept doing that for a few minutes and she could feel him swell and grow in her hand. It surprised her. She wasn't sure what she had expected but that wasn't it exactly.
"Now take the head between your lips Alicia!" He directed and she nodded and did as he asked. Gently sucking the head in between her lips, making her mouth hollow and sucking her cheeks in and out, thinking it might make better suction. She kept swirling her tongue around him, making him groan. She felt his hands in her hair suddenly and grew stiff. She had heard talk about guys pushing girls heads down during this and how it always felt like they were making it impossible to breathe. However she felt him gently push her hair back, pulling it into a thick pony tail he held.
"That is good, can you take me more in?" He asked gently and she swallowed, unconsciously but it had the effect. He slid a bit deeper into her mouth. She gulped again and tried to relax, almost groaning in triumph as she felt him deep in her throat. She swallowed and he groaned. She felt like she was close to gagging and pulled away again, feeling him slide out her mouth again until only the tip was remaining. She sucked on it like earlier and ran her tongue over it. Her hand stroked the rest of him, now covered in saliva, making her fingers slide easily over him. She was still stroking his balls gently with her other hand. And he was groaning.
She moved to take him back in like before and set a gentle rhythm in it. He was letting her move on her own, not pressing her and from the way he groaned and moaned it seemed he was straining in his control to do so. The next second he pulled her off him and groaned.
"Now make me come with your hand okay? I am close." He asked and she nodded. She wondered briefly why he had pulled her off him instead of letting her make him come with her mouth but she didn't ask, instead she did as he said and moved her hands over him. It only took a few more strokes before he came in hot jets all over her hands and some of it landing on her breasts and stomach. It felt weird and she wasn't sure how she felt about it entirely. He stumbled backward though, collapsing onto the couch. They stared at each other, none of them speaking.
"Can I take a shower?" She finally asked and he nodded.
"You can but I actually had another plan. Because the way you did it now is the gentle way to do it. But you should actually learn how to get a guy hard from the beginning and swallow too if you are up for it." He explained, her eyes widened and she felt shocked again.
She gulped but then nodded. He was right, she should learn those things. So she moved over and settled between his lightly spread legs and took his now flaccid cock in her hand. She started out like before stroking him and running her tongue over him. His hands went to her hair. And this time he didn't seem to hold as much back. He wasn't pressing her down but he was guiding her head a bit more. She took him in her mouth as he started to grow hard again. She moved her head up and down, and he held back less as she felt his hips jerk sometimes this round, pushing more of him into her mouth. She sucked him and resisted the urge to pull away.
She kept going and accepted as he guided her head a bit more. She hollowed her cheeks again and again and sucked him. His hips were jerking harder now and she was forced to take more of him in with each thrust. He hit the back of her throat. And she forced herself not to gag to just relax and take it, as he really started move into her mouth. She considered she might grow to like the salty taste of him, at least over time. Right now it didn't bother her much, it wasn't as bad as she had heard friends say in the past. The taste didn't turn her off per se.
That was when he was starting to strain like he was holding back the last inch of control he had. She knew he was close and he already told her he wanted her to swallow this time. And she did, as he came the next second, filling her mouth with his hot cum.
She swallowed jet after jet, letting it slide down her throat. When he was done she licked him clean again, feeling him twist and jerk a bit. But he didn't say anything. Finally she was done and pulled back. She sat back on her heels and looked at him.
"Was that okay?" She asked suddenly nervous because of how he looked at her. He nodded slowly.
"It was amazing." He finally answered and she felt the blush on her cheeks as she nodded and looked down.
"Thank you. Is it okay if I borrow your shower now?" She finally asked. And he nodded.
"Yeah it is cool. Let me get you a towel. And maybe a shirt and a pair of basketball shorts you can dress in after. Do you want to stay here for the night? I can take the couch if you do. It is late and I am not sure I feel comfortable sending you home in the dark." He explained and she blushed and nodded.
"Thank you, yes I would like that. But you don't have to... we have I mean... it wouldn't exactly be the first time we both slept in a bed together... wasn't that the plan not letting this thing hurt our friendship?" She asked and he nodded.
"Okay, well come on lets get you into the shower and I will make you some hot chocolate meanwhile. Maybe we can watch a movie before sleep?" He offered and she smiled and nodded.
She grasped his hand letting him pull her up again, and felt a loss as he let go of her hand and moved to the small bathroom. She let out a sigh. At least this whatever it was, was better than nothing at all.
Okay you all if you have read this please review and let me know your thoughts... also please let me know if you will still read if I do continue this further on?
