"Breath, Alec. It'll be okay. He wouldn't do this to you, you know that," Izzy said, rubbing my back while I cried in her shoulder. After the door slammed behind me when I got pushed out, I nearly collapsed from fear, but Izzy and the rest came just when they heard the receptionist calling the doctors to Magnus' room.

"If Magnus wouldn't do it to me, then why has he done it? This is the second time, Izzy!" I cried, yelling into her shoulder. I know I was making a mess, but I was too messed up and lost to care. This is the second time Magnus has… died. He has lost his pulse twice, and it hasn't been 24 hours yet. Maybe 3 to 4 hours? Nowhere close to 24. Would they even be able to revive him again?

I could hear the doctors, and no matter how loud Izzy or anyone shouted at me, I could always here them,

"Charging… Charged! Clear!... No pulse!" I gripped onto Izzy tighter as I sobbed into her shoulder. Clary was silently crying with her hand over her mouth while Simon had his head in his knees while he was crouched on the floor, and Jace was staring blankly at the closed door with the sounds of electric thumping and doctors yelling inside. "No Pulse.. Again. Charging… Charged, Clear! No Pulse… Again!"

"Shh. It's okay, Al. Everything will be okay, I promise." Izzy whispered.

"Clear. No Pulse! Again! Charging...Charged. Clear!" I lifted my head up from Izzy's shoulder in hope as they said nothing, "Pulse! We have a pulse!" I gasped and put my head back on her shoulder, still sobbing,

"Is he okay..?" I asked. I felt something wet on my shoulder and I brought my head up to see Izzy crying. She gave me a small smile, nodding,

"Yeah, yeah, he's okay…" I sighed before smiling at her and wiping away the tears on her cheeks and under her eyes.

"Are you?" I asked. Throughout this whole experience, I have never seen Izzy cry once, but that was because I didn't pay attention to her or anyone at the time. I never cared what anyone else said or done unless it was news about Magnus. But now, seeing Izzy cry, I realise that I need to take care of not only Magnus, but also the rest of the group as well.

"Don't worry about me, Alec. I'm fine. You need to take care of Magnus, and make sure he is okay." She said. I shook my head,

"Yes, but I need to make sure you are as well. You're my little sister, Izzy. That's my job." I smiled at her and she smiled back. She sighed before looking down at her hands,

"Everything with Magnus… I feel so guilty." She muttered, almost so I couldn't hear what she said.

"Why? You did nothing wrong…" I said. She reached in her pocket and brought out piece of paper and unfolded it. It was Magnus' letter,

"Yes I did, Alec. I saw his walls in the beginning, but I never saw it after. I should have noticed something was wrong with him because I did before, but I was so… involved in other people and other things that I never saw anything wrong with him. If I did, I could have saved him from doing this." She said, but continued before letting me reply, "He wrote in the letter "don't let your brother be hung up on someone like me' and 'I don't want him to be sad over someone who broke his heart, and someone who didn't deserve to be here in the first place' and do you know who told him that he didn't deserve to be here in the first place? Me. Me and Jace. We told him that after he broke your heart, and when Jace beat him up, I was there but I didn't do anything besides watch and only pulled Jace off a couple of minutes later when I knew that it would be too much for Magnus." She had tears in her eyes,

"You were just saying that because you were protecting me…" I started but she shook her head, tears falling down her eyes,

"No Alec, you don't understand what me and Jace did to him…" She said, sobbing into her hands. I put my hand onto her back and rubbed it, like she did with me,

"Then help me understand, Iz. Tell me, please. I hate seeing you like this…" I replied, tears building in my eyes. Whatever her and Jace done must've been bad, otherwise she wouldn't be like… this. It took her a couple of moments to calm herself down,

"After you came home crying your heart out and told us what Magnus done, we were mad and decided we had to do something to make him feel the pain that you felt for being used." She took a deep breath, "After you went to bed, me and Jace went out to meet with Sebastian and Camille…" My hand stopped on her back, knowing where this was going, "We made Camille and Seb do those things to Magnus in exchange for money, we did those things and after all of it, we still beat him up." I gasped before removing my hand from her back, she looked up at me, but before she could say anything, I walked in the direction of the door.

When I turned the corner, I saw Jace and Simon there, and anger boiled inside of me. Instead of walking to the door, I went for Jace. He saw me coming, smiled and waved but the smile was wiped off his face when I pinned him against the wall with a handful of his shirt,

"Don't ever get people to take advantage of Magnus or hurt him ever again, do you hear me?!" I said, not yelling because I didn't want to get kicked out. He had a straight face on him,

"Izzy told you then, hm?" He said. I didn't say anything, nor move of my position and he rolled his eyes, "I didn't do it for my sake, Alec. Well I did, but it was for you. I know with Camille it was too far but he got what he deserved."

I growled and punched him in the face, letting go of his shirt and kneeing him in the balls. He fell onto the floor with a grunt of pain and looked up at me, "And you got what you deserved." I turned around and saw Simon glaring at Jace. If looks could kill, he would be dead. I knocked on the door, and in almost a second a doctor answered it,

"Sorry for the wait, but could I speak to…" He looked down at his clipboard, "Mr. Lightwood? Alone?" It took me a moment to process before quickly nodding, and stepping inside the door. He shut the door quietly behind me but my attention was on Magnus. Magnus, lying in a hospital bed. Magnus, a rape victim. Magnus, a abused child, Magnus a… a broken person. I slowly walked up to the bed, and put my right index finger on his cold, still hand. A cough behind me brought me out of my thoughts and I looked up to see the doctor looking at me with worried eyes, before turning back to normal,

"What did you need to talk about?" I asked. Without looking, I traced my fingers against his knuckles, and against his fingers and fingernails. The skin was smooth, and I slightly smiled at the feeling, even though it was cold, stiff and still.

"I would like to talk about Magnus and the condition he is in right now." He said, leaning against the wall, looking at his clipboard. After a couple moments of silence and writing things down, he looked up and walked over to me.

"Mr. Bane has lost his pulse twice, and we have been able to get him back but if this keeps continuing we aren't sure how long we are able to keep him alive for, especially not if this is going to be happening every few hours." He said, "We will be continuing to help Mr. Bane for the week, but I am afraid that a week is all we can do."

"What do we do then? What happens after that?" I asked, afraid. He sighed and looked down at his paper,

"I'm sorry." The doctor said. I closed my eyes tight, stopping the tears from falling but there was no hope. I opened my eyes,

"There has to be something you… we! Something that we can do…" I started but he only shook his head,

"We've done pretty much all we can…" He said, "It's just basically up to him now. If he wants to wake up, he can, but if he doesn't…" I shook my head, looking down at Magnus' emotionless face. "I'm sorry, Mr. Lightwood." Tears fell down my cheeks,

"Please…" I whispered. He gave me a small smile, before walking out the door, letting the others in. Once they were all in, he explained it all to them, while I was sitting with Magnus on the bed, rubbing his knuckles. Was there any hope?

After nearly a week of staying the hospital, Simon, Jace, Clary and Izzy decided it was time they went to school again, visiting Magnus right as they left school. Throughout the whole time, he has lost his pulse 5 times. It was getting to the end of the week, meaning if he lost his pulse, he would have to just… die. No help from the staff, no nothing.

I got up from my chair and sat on the bed. One hand was locked with his, while the other was playing with his hair. Recently, while the rest were gone, I had been talking to him about how the rest are, and telling him about my day.

I was in the middle of a convocation when the door opened and a man and a woman came in. The woman was the picture I found in the back of the photograph, and the other was his father. They were laughing, and when they caught me, they stopped.

"Who are you and why are you with my son?" The woman asked, taking a step forward. I tightened my grip on Magnus' hand.

"Im his boyfriend. You know, the one who has been making sure he was okay for the past 5 days? And you, who are you and why are you in the room with my boyfriend?" I snapped. I knew this woman was trouble, and I definitely knew that his father was as well. The way he described him to be, and the way he would come to my house in the middle of the night, crying and bruised up because his drunk ass decided to beat him for no reason.

"My name is Camille, and this is Asmodeus." She said, smirking. Anger boiled in me.

"Ah. The rapist and the abuser? Great duo. But could you leave the room? I don't want Magnus to catch the horrible smell and vibe in here." I said sarcastically. They both had wide eyes, and after a couple of moments, Asmodeus spoke up,

"I, for one, am not abusive, and she? She is not a rapist so you can shut your mouth, pretty boy." He growled. I rolled my eyes,

"I like the fact that you are trying to cover yourselves up, but sorry, they won't work with me." I said. I pressed record on my phone and shoved it in my back pocket before getting up and walking to the other side of the room where they were and stood in front of Camille, giving her a death stare, "I know you got payed to rape Magnus, and the little deal with Sebastian as well." She tensed her jaw. I moved to stand in front of Asmodeus, who was freakishly tall, "And you. Are you aware of the amount of times he came to my house, crying and bruised up with cuts all over his body because you were drunk and decided to abuse him? Oh wait, you wouldn't be aware of that, because you would be too busy drinking your problems away, wouldn't you?" He balled his hands into fists while I smirked and backed up, waiting for them to say something,

"Magnus deserved everything he got. He deserved getting beat by Sebastian, getting raped by Camille and the abusing off me. He deserved everything for being such a disgrace of a son, and for being a fag." He spat. I laughed. They were clearly confused. I smirked before pulling out my phone from my pocket and holding it up to them.

"Well maybe the police should decide that, hmm?" I asked. They both looked at each other, clearly stuck before growling.

"You show that to no one, you got it?" Camille snapped. I tapped my chin, pretending I was thinking before I stopped and looked at them.

"Sure! No problem! But, in order for payment, Magnus will be staying with me. In my house. And you," Looking at Camille, "will not touch Magnus or even come close to him, and neither will Sebastian. And for you," Looking at Asmodeus "You will come nowhere near Magnus, or try to find him." I said. "Unless, of course, you want me to give this to the police?" They both sighed and shook their heads. I smiled, "Great! Now, leave." They both turned around immediately and walked out the door.

Once it was shut, I sighed in relief and closed my eyes, head dropping forward. After a moment, I stood up and sat back in the position I was in before. I interlocked our fingers, and put my other hand in his hair, brushing through it.

"Did you hear that Magnus? They'll leave you alone now. No more Sebastian, Camille and your dad. You're safe." I smiled, hearing those words. He really was safe. I waited for some kind of reply, but got none. I sighed,

"Magnus, I don't know if you heard, but the only reason Camille raped you, and Sebastian beat you was because someone payed them. And that someone is… actually some people." I took a deep breathe, "Jace and Izzy. They… they payed them because you 'broke a promise' or whatever, and it was my fault that happened. It was the night we broke up…

I slammed the door shut behind me, not caring who heard it and collapsed onto the floor. Immediately, Izzy and Jace ran into the room and put their hands on my shoulder,

"Alec, brother, what's wrong?" Jace asked, pulling my into a hug. I sobbed on to his shoulder,

"M...Magnus!" I yelled, sobbing harder and gripping on to him like a lifeline,

"What happened to him? Is he okay?" Izzy asked, sounding afraid.

"He… he broke up with me…" I whispered. Izzy gasped, her hand stopping on my back, while Jace pulled me back with a stern face and a tensed jaw.

"He broke up with you?" Jace asked. I nodded. He looked over to Izzy, and nodded to her before looking back at me.

"I'm sorry bro. He wasn't worth it…"

and I didn't even realise that the nod Jace gave meant something, and if I did then this wouldn't of happened. I am so sorry, I didn't mean for it to happen, but I was too heartbroken to care…" I cried. I didn't wait for anything to happen this time, because I knew, that it was never going to happen. But deep down, I knew that he was. He was going to do it for me.

I sighed before removing my hand from his hair and sitting down on the chair, staring at our hands,

"Do you like me, or are you only doing it because you have sympathy for me?" I randomly asked. Me and Magnus were lying on his bed on our backs, but he got up and looked down at me.

"Of course I like you, Alec. You're fun to be around. You're smart. You're funny. You're adorable. You're crazy. You're weird. You're perfect, in an imperfect way. You're not fake, you're not rude, you're not disrespectful. you're the best you can be. I don't care the fact you barely have any friends, because before I came to this school, I had no friends but you changed that. You always speak your mind. You have the best laugh and the best smile. So yes, of course I do. You're you."

"I look so ugly I can't look at myself." I said with tears in my eyes. I looked up at Magnus who didn't know I was crying, and ran over to me.

"No, no, no, no, no. Don't say that, Al." He said, straddling me, sitting on my lap in a non sexual way. I shook my head, tears falling down my eyes,

"Don't lie to try and make me feel better, Magnus. It's not funny." I muttered. He put his fingers under my chin and lifted it up, forcing us to have eye contact,

"Alec, I don't lie to make you special, to make you feel better, or to make you believe it when you already should. You are the most handsome man I have ever laid eyes on, and I don't want you to think you aren't for one second, because you are beautiful. Your messy hair, hazel eyes and bad fashion sense makes you beautiful and unique. You shouldn't doubt yourself for one second when you… you're an amazing, attractive, funny guy who everyone loves." Magnus said, wiping a tear from my cheek and cupping my face. I smiled at him and he gave me one back,

"Do you want a hug?" He asked. I nodded and we pulled each other in, loving the warmth of each other.

"Magnus was literally shouting at me through the phone that he was going to beat your ass," Izzy laughed. I rolled my eyes, she looked down at her watch, "He will be here in 3...2...1…" The door slammed open and in come a crying Magnus, his eyes immediately landed on mine before he ran to over to, jumped on the bed and hugged me.

We fell back onto the mattress. I was laughing but wrapped my arms around him anyways. It felt like my bones were being crushed before he pulled back,

"You're a son of a bitch, Lightwood!" He yelled, pushing against my chest, although he knew I wasn't going to go anywhere. I laughed at him, causing him to be even more angry, "I thought you got kidnapped right in front of my eyes! I was literally going to pass out!" I laughed harder at this, ending up with tears in the corners of my eyes.

He sighed and bent back down, hugging me again. My laughter died down now, and I hugged him back, only chuckling a little bit.

"Will I be getting a punishment?" I asked sarcastically. I felt the vibration in my neck as he hummed, before nodding.

"Your punishment will be me cuddling with you every night I sleep over, which is now everyday for the next week. I hope you enjoy my cuddles, little spoon." He said into my neck, and I laughed before rolling my eyes.

It was 4th period, which meant lunch, Finally! I quickly ran over to one of the 6 chair tables and sat down, getting out my lunchbox which waiting for the others. Instead, I got Sebastian.

"Aww, little Lightwood by himself? How sad!" He sarcastically said. I rolled my eyes but continued to eat my food. When he didn't move, I looked up at him, and he didn't say anything,

"Are you and your ugly friends going to stand there all day or what?" I asked, grinning to myself. He growled, grabbed the front of my shirt and lifted a fist back, but before he could hit me, a hand went on his to stop him,

"Touch him, I dare you." The person said. I immediately knew it was Magnus and was glad he got here in him. Sebastian let go of my shirt and turned around to look at Magnus,

"And what are you going to do?" Sebastian asked. Magnus laughed before kicking him in the balls, and punching his face. Sebastian fell to the floor and put a hand on his balls, the other on his eye. Magnus stepped forward and put his finger under his chin,

"Still wanna know what i'm gonna do?" He asked. Sebastian didn't answer, just got up and left with his group trailing behind him. Magnus eyed them until they were out of sight, before looking back at me and grinning,

"Pass a crisp?"

I was walking down the corridor when I felt a tug on my arm, and then a pounding in the back of my head. I looked around and realised I was slammed into a wall, and I felt a pair of lips go to my neck. I immediately tried kicking but nothing worked,

"HELP! SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!" I yelled, but then a hand came to my mouth so I couldn't speak. I kicked the person in the balls before pushing them off me. I stumbled backwards and fell over my bag. The man came on top of me, this time trapping my hands and legs, "PLEASE!" I closed my eyes as I felt hands going to my belt buckle but then there was nothing but a sound of pain.

I opened my eyes and didn't see the man on me, so I turned my head right and saw Magnus punching the shit out of him. I quickly got up and ran over to Magnus, pulling him back by the arms. He was struggling against me, trying to get out of the grip,

"Try and do that again and I swear I will kill you." He threatened through gritted teeth. The man ran off into the distance, so Magnus finally stopped struggling and turned around. He immediately started checking me,

"Did he hurt you?" He asked but I silenced him.

"I'm okay, Magnus." I said, calmly. He looked up with tear filled eyes and I pulled him into a hug.

My thoughts were interrupted with a movement in my hand and I immediately got up and sat on the bed, looking at Magnus' face for any sign of movement.

"Magnus?" I asked. I felt a slight movement in my hand and I looked down to see his index finger moving on my knuckles. Just like I did. I breathed a sigh of relief and felt tears coming to my eyes but I didn't care. Magnus was alive!

"Magnus, come on… wake up for me. Please." I asked, cupping his face. His eyelids started to flutter and I moved closer, "Come on Magnus, you can do this, I love you, okay? You can do this.." I said. His eyelids stayed still for a couple of moments which got me worried, before he opened them fully, before squinting. I let go of his hand and put it on his face, basically holding it, and after a couple more seconds he opened his eyes again and his eyes immediately landed on mine.

"Magnus! Oh god, Magnus. I love you so much!" I cried. He smiled and brought a hand up to my face, cupping it in the way I was for him.

"I love you too."


yesyesyeysyeysyeysyyeeysy our baby woke up and u got this a day earlier yaaasssss bitch

in the next chapter i am planning to have do the reuinion and the talk between everyone because i feel like that would be really cool for the story line and to see how magnus may or may not forgive izzy and jace for what they done AND magnus' reaction on what alec said to camille and asmodeus

ANYWAYS hope u enjoyed the chapter and i will see u in the next one.

TOODLES!