p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Oh my god, a good morning text from Carmilla is the best thing I could have woken up to, especially after a dream like that. It all seemed and felt so real; it must have been a lucid dream or something. Not that I'm complaining or anything, but it was a new experience for me./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I open messages back up and reread her text. Good news? What could this even be about? We only met yesterday and it's like she has turned my life upside down. I can't worry about this too much, or I will drive myself crazy. I put my phone down on my night stand and go about my morning routines./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Today is my day off at the bakery, so I really don't have anything I need to get ready for, but something tells me that I won't be staying home today. I get dressed and make myself some cocoa. I grab my phone and cocoa and head outside to my swing. It's such a beautiful morning. I feel bad for people who aren't 'morning people' because this is the best part of my day. The way the sun illuminates the sky when it first peeks over the horizon, the scent of the sun warming up the dew on the ground and the songs that the birds only seem to sing in the morning are unparalleled to any other time of day. Sitting on my mother's swing during sunrise is my favorite place to be. Although, sometimes I kind of wish someone was here with me right now. What I wouldn't give to be wrapped up in Carmilla's arms right now./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"The phone rings. It's Carmilla./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Let's just say that you will be getting a call from the principal's secretary sometime today explaining the new hire procedures and other stuff." Carmilla says with an audible but sleepy grin./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Are you serious!?" I practically scream and jump off the swing. "I don't know how I could ever thank you!"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I could think of a few things you could do" Carmilla says knowing that I'm too excited to register it. "I should be done with my teacher duties around 4:00 if you would like to celebrate or something."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Hey, cutie. So did you dream of me last night like I told you not to?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Hmm, I'm curious as to what you were dreaming about, but I suppose I can wait until later to find out. Well, it's your day so what do you want to do tonight?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Hello Ms. Hollis, this is Elizabeth Spielsdorf, the principal's secretary at Silas High School. How are you today?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""The principal wanted me to congratulate you and to welcome you to the Silas family. She's sorry she couldn't call you herself, but she had a pressing matter to attend to in the Lustig Building. I will be sending some forms and such to your email to fill out and return to me. I will also send the dates of the new teacher training seminar and you will start shortly after that. Do you have any questions?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Haha, ok cupcake. You asked for it. I'm sure we'll find something fun to do. Have you heard from the school yet?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Can I get you anything? I have water, tea, wine and grape soda" I say tilting my head so her eyes will catch mine when she opens them./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Yea, some water would be nice."/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I get up to get Carm some water and I feel her grab my hand. I whip my head around and look at her with concern in my eyes. She looks vulnerable, which is oddly beautiful. I know I haven't known her very long, but I'm really worried. I just have this feeling that she's going through something bad but I don't know what to do to help her. She pulls me back down to the couch, but much closer to her. She closes her eyes and lets her head fall back onto the couch. I shift my weight so that I'm facing her and put my hand on her knee, hoping that will comfort her at least a little. With her eyes still closed, her head rolls so that she is facing me. She finally opens her eyes and stares into mine like she needed me. Whatever is going on, all I know is I want to make it go away. I hate seeing her like this./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""It's just been a really rough day, sweetheart. Nothing you should have to worry about" Carmilla says and then looks down./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Hey" I say to get her to look back up at me. She let her eyes slowly make their way back up to mine and she takes another deep breath. "Whatever is going on, I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do to help?"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I see the muscles in Carmilla's face relax for the first time since she walked in and I see the faintest grin appearing. I have never seen her look more beautiful. I could stay right here forever. She reaches up, putting her hand on my face so gently and slowly runs her thumb along my cheek bone. I melt into her touch and I'm starting to find it hard to breathe normally. Even the most innocent moments with Carmilla can become so intimate. I could never get close enough to this woman. Just as I open my eyes, she reaches and gently pushes my hair behind my ear and trails her fingers down my side to eventually rest on my thigh./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Will you just sit with me for a minute?" she says, smiling a bit more and it begins to reach her eyes./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Of course I will" I say smiling back./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""No, closer" she says as she takes my legs and pulls them over her lap with one hand and pulls me close against her with the other. She buries her face into my neck and I just wrap my arms around her and hold onto her like our lives depend on it. I feel every part of her body relax into me, but I won't let go. I don't want her to feel like she's alone. I want her to feel... wanted./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""We're even."/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I look at her with a bit of confusion on my face. "What do you mean?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"We arrive at the restaurant and there is a huge line going out the door. I can't help but feel a bit disappointed, knowing that we might have to wait, but I'm just glad to be here with Carm. I'm looking around for a sign because I've never been here before. The only thing I can find is a piece of wood on the front with a creepy looking lizard on it. I didn't even realize that Carmilla had already gotten out of the car until she opened my door. To be honest, it scared me a bit so I was frozen, just looking at her. Since I seem to be stuck, she leans over me to undo my seat belt; making sure to have her face so close to mine and lingering a lot longer than innocent intentions would allow. She extends a hand and helps me out of the car and then closes the door behind me. Our fingers instinctively lace together as we make our way toward that huge line./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"I'm surprised when she keeps walking past the line straight to the front door. A man in a clean but casual suit smiles at us and says "Good evening, Ms. Karnstein. Your table is waiting for you" while opening the door for us./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Thank you, Kirsch. Good to see you" Carm says while leading me through the door. She's not in the mood for small talk right now, even though she clearly knows that guy. Without ever letting go of my hand, she leads me to this booth in the back of the restaurant; the kind that wrap around the table so we can sit next to each other. We sit down close to one another and relax./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Do you trust me?" she says./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Hey Natalie, we'll start with whatever wine my brother is recommending right now and the chef's tasting menu for both of us."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I am so sorry. I just realized I haven't even asked about your day. How are you, cutie?" Carmilla says, grabbing my hand and putting it on her lap./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Carm, don't be sorry. You've clearly had an awful day. I'm just glad that you still want to be out with me considering."/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I don't want to be anywhere else" Carmilla says./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"We sit for a while, talking about anything and everything, sipping wine and just being in the moment. Whatever happened in our lives recently seemed to disappear for the time being and it honestly felt amazing. The tasting menu was a bit weird, but delicious. It was an array of small plates featuring delicacies from Eastern Europe. Some flavor combinations were very strange, but it was all great. The longer we sit there the more people pile in the restaurant. Not that either of us seem to care./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Thank you for taking me here. It was delicious."/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Carmilla bit her lip and her eyes widened for just a second. She slides her hand slowly toward the inside of my thigh while using her other hand to grab mine and kiss it gently. My mouth pops open and I gasp before I can stop myself. No one has ever made me feel so unraveled before. I wish we weren't in the middle of a restaurant right now. It is taking every ounce of focus I have right now to keep my cool. She slowly leans closer to me and kisses me on my jaw line, just under my ear. A moan slips out of my mouth which makes Carmilla kiss me on my neck and slide her hand further north. Before I realize it, I rotate my hips toward her hand. I don't care where we are anymore, I want her. Now./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Carmilla pulls back just as Natalie was returning with our dessert, leaving me hanging on the edge of a cliff that I was not ready to climb down from. I want her so badly that it's painful./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Thank you, Ms. Karnstein, Laura. Kirsch has taken care of your bill for the evening. You all have a great night."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Ready to go have some real fun, cutie?" Carmilla says as she starts her car and begins to pull away./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Yes" I say, boiling with anticipation. Whatever she wants to do, I hope we're alone while we're doing it./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Her hand finds its way back to my thigh and I swear I'm going to lose it. We drive without saying a word, but we can read each other like a book. I am so distracted by my desire for Carm that I don't even realize where we're going until we pull up to my apartment. I almost feel hurt thinking that she might want to end the night early./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She shuts the car off and turns to face me. "I had some other stuff planned for us to do, but I really just want to be alone with you right now. Is it ok if I come up?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Bloomington. Is that ok?" I say to her./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She raises her eyebrow at me while handing me my Tardis mug and says "Bloomington, huh? I love this movie. Interesting choice, cutie."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"We lay there, legs entwined together and her still half on top of me. As our breathing starts to slow down, we sync up and I feel more connected to her in this moment than I have ever felt about anyone./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"After a few minutes of just laying there, Carmilla moves the hair away from my face and tucks it behind my ear. She runs her fingers across my chest and down my arm so that we're holding hands with her arm stretched over me. I turn so that we're facing each other, still as close I can possibly get to her./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.1199998855591px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She strokes my hair with her free hand and says "You'll have to tell me in the morning if that compared to the dream you weren't supposed to have about me." She kisses me so gently on the lips, pulls back and says "but now, we should sleep." I lean in to kiss her again and then I close my eyes and let the exhaustion take over. She kisses me on the forehead, wraps herself around me and we drift off to sleep./p