A/N: Thanks for the reviews! Hope you enjoyed chapter 1 & 2, now please enjoy, chapter...3!
"Who the hell did you kiss?" Riley asked.
"I, kissed, Edward." I said slowly. He nodded and sat down on the bed.
"You still love him don't you?" He asked looking at his hands.
"I don't know. I'm just so confused." I ran my hands through my hair and sighed, laying on my back.
"Well, you're not that confused. You had to know who you were kissing." He snapped.
"I did know who I was kissing. I'm not Damon!" I yelled at him. He took a deep breathe and looked at me.
"Do you regret it at all?" He whispered to me.
"Hurting you yes, the kiss, no, I don't." I shook my head. He laughed without humor.
"You really know how to hurt an ego." He laughed.
"Riles," He cut me off while jumping me, with kisses. I tried pushing him away but it didn't work out that well. "Riley, what the hell?" I asked when he went down to my neck. He jumped off me and looked at me sadly.
"I feel sorry for you."
"Why do you feel sorry for me?" I asked him rudely.
"You don't know what you want so you hurt people while trying to figure it out." He shook his head.
"I'm sorry, Riley, I really am." I truely was.
"It doesn't feel like you are." He said before leaving the room.
"But I am." I whispered to the ceiling. Even though it was dirrected to Riley.
"Maybe love isn't enough anymore." I could hear him say.
Right, maybe everyone is right. Maybe love is enough. Maybe I could be happy. Maybe life wouldn't be complicated. Complication helps to stay alive isn't it? Life would be broing as hell if it wasn't unique, fun, and complicated.
Complication: A situation or condition that is complex or confused; "her coming was a serious complication."
Love: A deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction; "Their love left them indifferent to their surroundings." ; "She was his first love."
Life: The course of existence of an individual; the actions and events that occur in living; "He hoped for a new life in Australia." ; He wanted to live his own life without interference from others."
Enough: An adequate quantity; a quantity that is large enough to achieve a purpose; "Enough is as good as a feast." ; "There is more than a sufficiency of lawyers in this country."
Fun: Activities that are enjoyable or amusing ; "I do it for the fun of it." ; "He is fun to have around."
I layed down on the bed and closed my eyes with Riley's words still floating around somewhere inside.
'Maybe love isn't enough anymore.' Screw the hell I said. Love is everything! Love is why us kids exist and why everyone exist. Love is devotion and has meaning. If you truly love someone, you would do anything for them wouldn't you?
And if Riley thinks love isn't enough anymore, then, maybe I shouldn't even be here.
I grabbed everything that I was using for the Jacksonville trip and walked out to the truck with them all watching me in confusion. I took away Alice's power and she glared at me. I shrugged and got in the truck without a word and road off.
'Here I come, Italy' I thought to myself. I took away everyone's power so I could do this without hesitation.
"I love you, all." I whispered and was hoping they could hear me even though I was pretty far away from La Push.
A/N: Alright, so, give me you thoughts. Let out your feelings. Haha, anyway... Sorry it took me so long to ubdate because I'm still sick sadly and had to go the doctors and I got caught on my laptop which made my mom pretty mad. So, she is at work and here I am! Please review! Pretty PWEASE!
I love you all and this song is going to be in the next chapter, it's called: Cry Cry Cry - Chanel Campbell. She isn't well known but it's an amazing song. Please listen to it and I hope again you liked this chapter.
Sorry it was short.
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