I was almost 100% sure it was Rusty coming to try to fix things. "Rusty get away from me," I sobbed, "I'm not in the mood to talk right now"

"It's not Rusty," the voice around me said. I quickly turned around to see Wade standing there. Right now I didn't want to talk to anyone. So I just sat there in the uncomfortable silence.

How could I just leave like that?!? I love her and she is finally giving me the time of day and I tell her I can't do this.

And to make this whole mess even better I said it right after she practically told Evan to go screw himself right in front of me without thinking twice. I never have seen Chambers that hurt in my life and she did that for me. She was wearing my shirt, in my house, kissing me and I say no. I am seriously sick.

Right then I heard someone knock on the door. and before I could answer Rusty walked in and sat there.

"Look Casey, Cappie loves you and well after the last couple of times you've hurt him he is hesitating. Give us some time to convince him." he said.

I was done. I went into confession mode. "Here is the whole story, My big sis and mentor hates me because nationals removed her from president and made me the new president. She decided then to go to Evan and tell him that I only stayed with him because he is Evan Chambers and she also told him that I still had feelings for Cappie. I didn't deny any of it and he broke up with me. Next thing I knew I was walking down greek row looking for a house that I could get a drink in and well I ended up in Cappie's bed and when he wasn't there when I woke up I left and lost it. Ashliegh said I needed to come here and not take no for an answer. So I tried out the new reformed casey on Evan and it felt so good but with cappie, I don't know what else to do." I finished.

Wade looked at me and said "go and talk to him then, go be new Casey." I thanked him and ran into the house and up the stairs so fast. my heart was racing. I loved cappie so much it hurt.

"What the hell is your problem?" Rusty asked. but before he could answer Rusty lost it.

"Last night I just lost the first love I ever had, and I don't know if I'll get over jen and find someone else. the wound is to fresh, but you know you can't get over her and don't try to object because I was at the strip club that day, don't even try to start going off on how you are over her. You love her and she finally loves you so man up and just let her in before you start cleaning my dorm room because you missed a chance with her and the whole house clean and you need to clean some more." he finished. this is the first time he ever heard Rusty go of like that. Cappie was about to respond but Rusty interrupted him. again. " Oh, and I expect to see this house so messy that I can finally call it the KT house again and not double take myself to make sure I'm not in Omega Chi every time I walk in"

Cappie was a little shooken up but he quickly shook it off and layed back in his bed.

Casy stopped running when she got to his door. this is silly. Was all she could think. So she went down the stairs out the door and started to walk down Greek Row. She spotted Rusty standing at the bus stop at the end and decided to go talk to him.

"Hey Russ." she said quietly.

"Hey, so what happened to you? Wade said you where crying and that you where going through a lot of crap?"

"Yeah, I kinda am," I admitted. "It's been a long two days and I have defiantly humiliated myself enough. I think you might of just saw your big sis seriously lose it" I laughed. I acted like a real idiot. I was so desperate to get of this campus. Damn I really need to leave. "Hey, Russ, you going home? Cause I could give you a ride."

He nodded and we walked back to the ZBZ house got in the car and started driving. The first half of the drive we talked about my crazy week and what happened the night before and then we moved on to him and how I was gonna help him get over Jen K..

I tried my best to not think of Cappie or of my sudden dying love for him, but every once in a while I heard rusty try to ask about him, but I ignored him. I really didn't want to deal with that right now. He finally fell a sleep eight hours into the ride.

I finally allowed myself to think of cappie. Why did I feel like it was the end of the world without him? I actually was able to answer that now. Because I compared the way Evan acted towards me last night and I knew, no matter how mad cappie was at me, he would never yell like that. Cappie always cared about her, even though they have been broken up for a year and a half now he still cared.

The tears flooded down my face. I loved him, I've always loved him and Evan and all the perks of being with him clouded my judgment from seeing it. I hated him so much right now. I'm done with Evan and I'm done with Frannie. from now on the only person I will listen to is myself.

I drove up my street and it felt good to be home. I woke up Rusty and we walked inside. My mom gave me a very confusing look but didn't say anything. I quickly unpacked and layed down.

Trying to sleep was not gonna happen. I went down the stairs and got a bottle of tequila and a shot class. I was gonna tackle my misery Cappie Style. Time to start drinking. The first shot stung. It always does.

"Casey!" I heard my mom behind me. Usually I would care but no I don't. One: I am 21 and can drink if I want. Two: Its been a long couple of days. Three: I was lonely and miserable. and well I guess my forth would be that I didn't give a damn anymore.

"What mom? I'm 21, I've had a long couple of days and I've been dumped twice in two days. I'm miserable. And I'm gonna drink if I want." At that moment rusty walked in with a shot glass and poured himself one. I quickly took it from him.

"what?" he said. He was playing dumb. I might not have been there the exact moment he became spitter but I witnessed him and Tequila one two many times to know what would happen.

" Well I wasn't there the first time but I was in doblers when you spit it in Evan's face. So no and if you do drink it I'll make sure to tell Cappie to line up a body shot with Lisa Lawson with you." I took another shook and my momlooked at me in disbelief and so did Rusty. Then he spoke.

"You two should just get together already. You even try to get over each other the same way, well he doesn't start drinking until after he has cleaned the whole house and spent some time at gentlemen's choice but from then on out it's just drinking." suddenly rusty's phone was ringing and he went into the kitchen to take the call,

"What happened case?" was all my mom had to say before I lost it. again. With the fourth person in the last 2 fifth! I lost count, I didn't really lose it with rusty.

I started with the article then I went on to frannie, then it was time for Evan and his drama and then I stopped. I wanted to tell her about Cappie and the tears started to come from my eyes. I told her everything that happened from freshman year to just this morning. I was sobbing hard by the time I was done.

"Yeah that's her" Rusty said into the phone.

"I'll be on the first flight I can catch" he said before hanging up.

Rusty knew what had to happen and he was sick of waiting for them to get off of their asses and fix it themselves.