She could feel her bones crack as he slammed her against the wall throwing his hands to the side of her head made it shake. "Answer me my damn question Neliel!" Nnoitra yelled practically gripping the long green hair of Neliel. "Fine I'll answer your question after you answer mine." Neliel said with no expression in her voice. "Tcchh, fine." He snarled." "Why do you hate me so much Nnoitra is it because I'm a woman ranked higher than you I doubt that, I ask you this out of wanting to know and to understand how you feel?"
"I'll tell you exactly why I hate you, it's because you pity me because I'm weaker than you because of the way I live, what if I hate the way you live not giving a damn always happy, smiling and then you see me and your stupid smile fades away am I that much of an inconvenience in your life but yet you don't kill me wouldn't that make your life better huh Neliel." Nnoitra said all this sounding unsure through gritted teeth. "No it wouldn't in my eyes it would make everything worse." Neliel voice began changing as if she wanted to scream and cry.
"Why would it make everything worst you wouldn't have to deal with me anymore you also know how I want to die you could fulfill my wish of dying in a heated fight, but then again your just a selfish bitch right Neliel." He laughed after saying these words. "Nnoitra you really are a stupid beast aren't you." Neliel raised her voice in anger as she said these words. Nnoitra was taken back shocked even he had never heard Neliel talk to him like that she usually maintained her calm demeanor even with him but he could tell he finally got a reaction from her. Nnoitra smiled.
"Why am I stupid Neliel?" Nnoitra mocked her. Neliel began to burst into tears yelling at him. "I can't you still don't understand why I follow you the reason I saved you from death or the reasons why i kissed you or why I called you stupid. The reason I did all this was because I care about you." Nnoitra released his hands from the side of her head letting them slide down the cold wall. He was quiet. Nnoitra lifted one hand to Neliel's cheek and wiped away a tear from her face and licked his hand. "Doesn't taste like how I imagined it would it taste like sadness not fear like how I was hoping it would." He said blandly.
"And stop crying you look weak, if I'm going to break you down it's not going to be emotionally it's gonna be physically." He said as he left the room Santa Teresa clinging on his back. "I'm gonna go sleep." Neliel stared at him until she could no longer see him. She was even more confused than he had been when she kissed him. Neliel wasn't sure if she should go after him but if it was true that he really did hate her with all his being one thing was in her favor she would always be in his mind.
Not the last chapter.
