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~Prussia~
I stared up in front of my in shock. No…fucking…way! I ran up to a giant wall in front of my path. Who did this? I gently put my hand on the wall….I can't go back to West….
"VERDAMMT!" I screamed out in anger and I...I felt so fucking NOT awesome!
~Germany~
I woke like every morning and walked into the bathroom. I needed to make sure everything was the same for when Bruder came back. I started to pull my hair back after my shower, but stopped when I looked into the mirror. Slowly I made my hair fall back on my face.
"West! Your hair! ?" Bruder screamed as he started to mess with my pull back hair.
"What are you doing, Bruder?" I asked not trying to sound as annoyed as I was.
"Your hair style is so NOT Awesome! You look older than even ME!" Bruder screamed upset.
I rolled my eyes. Bruder was so weird.
My eyes downcasted a bit...But he was right...With my hair down I look much younger. I shook my head. He didn't matter. I looked back into the mirror, but it wasn't my reflection...
I stared at the little boy screaming; wanting out. The little boy looked like me, but this boy was a stranger...I gave him up a long time ago. The boy kept screaming and crying wanting 'older bruder' to save him.
...when did I stop wanting Bruder to come to my rescue? When did I stop treating him like my older bruder and started to look at him as my younger?
I slowly took my cross necklace Bruder gave me so long ago and stared at it.
The cross was so big and it didn't seem like it would fit me. It was still very pretty though. I watched as Bruder took the necklace from my hands and put it around my neck. I stared at the necklace around my neck confused.
"Isn't this necklace yours?" I asked staring at it.
Bruder laughed happily. "No..." I turned to Bruder. "It's yours..."
Mine...? I glanced at the necklace again, but was surprised when Bruder put another one in my face. I watched as he put the idetical necklace on.
"Now whenever I have to go fight, you will know you have a piece of me with you and when I wear my necklace I'll always have a peice of you. And no matter what happens we'll always be Bruders, right? Right?"
I smiled softly and nodded...these necklaces would keep us together. My smile grew. Bruders forever!
My eyes moved to Bruders necklace... I felt a strong wave of emotions, but bit them down. They came right back out and I started to sob.
Suddenly I remembered why I stopped going to Bruder for everything...Suddenly everything became clear...
Whenever I cried; he ended up crying. Bruder was always weird like that, but I didn't enjoy that part if him. He acted like I was breakable, like if did one thing wrong the whole world would end. I didn't understand that...I never did...
But I just...I just couldn't allow Bruder to cry because I cried or was hurt...So, I just accepted I couldn't be allowed to show my true feelings...
I slumped a little, and yet I completely forgot that promise long ago when I saw Bruder leaving. I glanced at Bruder's necklace again.
Is this really the end?
I felt a fire start to burn in my heart. This wasn't the end. I put my casual clothes on as quick as I could. This wouldn't be the end...
I took my suitcase with all my important papers and Bruder's cross, and ran out of my house.
I wouldn't let this be the end!
