This chapter is realllllllllly short and I might upload the next one (Which I already have written) if I think you guys want to read it :) So enjoy.

Ezra's POV

The door was closed, completely and totally closed, it was over. Whatever chance I had with Aria was gone. I am the walking definition of an idiot. I lost the one true thing I had loved since I was no age.

Going home to music was my only option. I turned on the car radio and The Spill Canvas' song All Over You blasted out of the speakers of the car making it shake with the vibrations. (Right, I am an absolute music whore, I LOVEEE The Spill Canvas so yeah). I was screwed. The drive home was hardest, I couldn't focus on anything but Aria. I messed up, yes but she could do so much better than Noel Kahn. Come on.. The guy might be pretty but isn't it guts what matter most? I had the guts to come to her and tell her I was an idiot.. It might have taken me a while but I got there.

I got home eventually between my dangerous driving and my rage, I could barely see anything at this point. I needed to punch something or someone better yet I needed to punch Noel Kahn. How could Aria go from me to him? He was a dick and I had been her friend forever. I got into my room, slamming the door to an empty house. Practically sprinting to the iPod dock in room to blast any type of music to rid my mind of these thoughts.

Aria's POV

I stood at the door stunned, he said we belonged together. He had felt it, he felt it too but it doesn't make sense. He got together with Jackie.. He had me and yet he chose her. He had the power and he broke me, I didn't break him.

I heard Noel's footsteps "Hey babe, you okay?" He eyed me up.. Noel's thought about me either revolved around eating food with me or sleeping with me. Since he order the pizza, he clearly wanted sex. I can't believe it's came to this, I'm in a relationship with someone so I can't feel alone, so I can't feel the pain that I've felt since I was 14. Screw Ezra! HOW DARE HE COME TO ME AND THINK HE DESERVES ANY CHANCES WITH ME! He was the one at fault, not me. I just want all of this to end. The pain I ignore on a daily basis, the lies and the fake things in my life.. Running from my feelings was my best defence, it was my only defence.

"Noel, you have to go and when you go.. Don't come back"

Ezra's POV

I sat on my bed for a unknown length of time. I was to blame here, I didn't deserve another chance.

I grabbed a pen and the first page of paper that I got my hands on.

Aria, I've got to get away, away from all of my mistakes. I want to run away and ditch this life cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night. I have no idea where my head is at but if my heart says I'm sorry, can we just leave it at that? I so hate these consequences, running from you what was my best defence was cause I know I let you down and I don't want to deal with that. (Another song reference, teehee? I love Relient K ESPECIALLY anything do acoustically.. This song is I so hate consequences by Relient K)

I'm good to go, I love you and my heart is sorry for everything.

I did not mean to hurt you, I could never hurt you intentionally.

- Ezra

I grabbed a bag, stuff it full of clothes and walked away.

Aria's POV

I sat in my downstairs hall. Thinking and over thinking as always. Ezra had finally come to me, maybe I should give him a chance. He was my dream and he was there, waiting for us to happen. He must be tortured waiting for me when I was with Noel. He was so out of touch with me now though, we were different people.

I had completely held on to a life that wasn't real. I mean I had my best friends and an amazing family but this isn't what I wanted. Sleeping with a guy to numb your feelings is how I imagined me and Ezra four years ago. He was all I ever wanted to be with but things change, people change. Yet that ache was always there, it always will be. I knew for a long time now that I was in love with Ezra Fitz but I ignored it.. For my reputation and for my sanity but how can you ignore the unavoidable? He was my soul mate, my other half and I was wasting time pretending otherwise. There was no point in crying about it, I was meant to be with him… So I might as well accept it now before either of us feel any more misery over it all.

Ezra's POV

I pulled up outside the school, heading straight to the football field. I walked to Mike and as always, Noel was near hand. "Hey dude, everything sorted?" "Not really, can I talk to you for a minute?" "Sure" We walked a good 50 yards away from the rest of the team, especially Noel. "What's up Ez?" "Can you give this to Aria?" "Sure but I don't see why you don't give it to her, yourself?" "Man, I'm going out of town for a while.. Personal thing but if Aria asks.. Tell her it, it's a family thing" "I don't get what is up with you two.. You two completely freeze each other out. She was one of the most important people in your life dude, don't be freezing her out or lying to her.. Cause you are like a bro to me but I will kill you if you hurt her" "I'm not trying to hurt her" "Right man, look I got to get back to practice.. Get yourself sorted and if you need me, I'm here and despite everything.. So is Aria"

I nodded and with that I was gone.

So it's a tad short, okay. So right, this will be the final chapter if I don't get reviews.. sorry but I have no clue about feed back and when writing feedback is the best thing ever. So if you like it, you know what to do! REVIEW!

-Laranbebe xoxox