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GIBBS POV

As soon as Gibbs closed the door he realized his mistake, he couldn't just leave Tony alone again! Cursing at his idiocy he took out his key and opened the door again. He walked towards Tony's bedroom door and knocked. Hearing no reply he quietly opened the door.

"Dinozzo?"

"I thought you would have left by now." Tony replied icily.

"And leave you alone now? I think not."

"You really should have because I'm definitely not talking to you." Tony stood up from his bed and walked into the bathroom. Closing the door behind him. "I'm going to have a shower. You really don't need to baby-sit me Gibbs. I think I can manage." The sting in Tony's word obvious to Gibbs ears.

With Tony in the bathroom, and the shower running Gibbs grabbed his phone and called Ducky. "I need you over a Dinozzo's place now."

With a quick reply, he closed the phone. He knew that leaving Dinozzo now wasn't a good idea. But he really needed to talk to the team. Walking over to the bathroom door, Gibbs quietly opened it and listened. Over the running water he could hear Tony mumbling to himself.

"Ungrateful people. They act like I don't matter, wait until I'm really gone. What are they going to do then?"

Leaving the door slightly ajar Gibbs walked over and sat down on Ton's bed. He had so many emotions running through his mind. Anger, for not being able to tell what was wrong with Tony, Denial, he really couldn't believe that Tony almost killed himself. But most importantly disappointment, his team was supposed to be like family.

How could they treat Tony like he didn't matter? Did they really not know that all of his jokes were just a mask? That the fake smile on his face was a diversion away from his really emotions. Rubbing his hands over his face Gibbs heard a knock at the door. Quickly standing up he walked over and open it.

"Duck, thanks for coming listen, I don't have a lot of time to talk because I'm supposed to go meet with the team," He took a deep breathe. "Short version of the story, Dinozzo tried to take his life. I need you to watch over him tell I can come back and speak with him."

With a quick acceptance from Ducky Gibbs basically ran out the door with one thought on his mind. Making his team realize their mistakes.

TONYS POV

The hot water running down his face seemed to have a calming effect on his tense muscles. Relaxing every part of his body, Tony's mind started to wonder again. How would the team feel with him leaving? He started to imagine them all upset over his resignation, but then he remembered everything they'd done to him. He realized something at that moment. This was one of the few time he felt really alone in his life. No one to talk to, no one to lean on and just sit with.

The first time he felt like this was when his mom died. With his father off doing who knows what, he was alone. Sure the nannies were there, but it really was never the same. He wanted the love from his father, his only living parent. And what did he get? Ignored and left behind. He absolutely hated this feeling. It made him re-live his past and that just made him angrier. With no energy left Tony slide down to a sitting position in the bathtub.

Thoughts of being alone for the rest of his life kept running across his brain. Him leaving Washington and being alone, his staying in Washington and still feeling the same way. It really seemed like the rest of his team felt like they were a family and he was just the outsider. In his opinion that was just wrong. Tony had been there longer then basically anyone. Except Abby and Ducky. Longer then Ziva and McGee, hell he basically trained McGee to be who he is and this is how he gets repaid? Being kicked around by the two of them like a sack of potatoes.

He laughed, a sarcastic laugh, that to anyone else probably sounded a little crazy. He didn't care. He was done. Tomorrow, he was going to leave. If not this planet then this city. He wasn't going to care about the selfish people anymore.

GIBBS POV

Gibbs was sitting on his couch facing the other 3 people he called family. Abby looked nervous, having never being called to Gibbs house like this before. McGee, he looked well like he usually did when he was faced with an angry Gibbs, scared. Then there was Ziva, who just looked right into Gibb's eyes like she didn't have a care in the world. That look just sent him over the edge.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?"

None of them expecting that type of outburst began trying to forma sentence. "Um…. I…I….wh-"

"From what I hear you guys have been very disrespectful to Dinozzo."

"So he finally decided to tell on us." McGee turned to Ziva.

"That makes him a tattle tale, yes?" Ziva looked at McGee, they both started laughing.

Abby just sat there, knowing that what Gibbs was saying was no joke.

"NO, you idiots, he tried to blow his brains out earlier today!" Gibbs glared.

McGee and Ziva turned to Gibbs shocked. They couldn't believe that Tony would even attempt that. Abby started to cry.

"Bo-boss we had no ide-" McGee started.

"Yea of course you didn't ! When you two were busy laughing, Tony was trying to hide the fact that you had hurt him." Gibbs then turned to Abby. "And I know you never really made fun of him, but everyday he had to go down to your lab with my pictures on the monitors and hear you talk about me. Not only that but you keep comparing him to me! And don't act like you haven't because I've heard you! Abby, why?"

All three were shell-shocked. Had it really been as bad as Gibbs was saying? They felt horrible. Why would Tony ever try to kill himself, did he not know they were there for him?

"Starting tomorrow, I want each of you to go and talk to him. Figure it out. Because if you don't we might not have Dinozzo for much longer." With that last statement Gibbs got up and opened his basement door. Slamming it as he closed it. Leaving 3 very upset and surprised people in his wake.


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Sorry if it was boring, i just felt this chapter was need to move on to the next point, McGee, Ziva, Abby and Ducky having their own little chats!
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