"Spencer" alex said once they were out of earshot "what did that kiss mean?"

"It ment i like you" spencer said softly

"Why would you want me" Alex teared up

"Why did Your parents create you?" Spencer said

"Love" alex said

"Exactly alex" Spencer laughed nervously

"I feel the same spenc" alex looked up strongly

"boyfriends?" spencer said

alex nodded "Boyfriends"

"Well, would you like too come to a party with me?" Alex said

"Sure When?" spencer smiled

"2 months" Alex said

"Sure alex"

"Good!" hugging spencer

2 months later things have been good with blaine and kurt (Wink wink) and alex and spencer was taking there relationship slowly

"Ready to go ?" alex said standing outside macies door

Spencer grabbed his hand "Come on"

There was loud music and alchol but spencer and alex didnt have any

it was spin the bottle time and alex had been dreadding it

"My turn My Turn !" macie sang softly

it landed on spencer

"OH HELL NO !" alex screetched

"Oh come on alex its just some fun" macie said

She leaned in and kissed spencer spencer kissed back and was clearly enjoying it melody looked sorry for alex who was between them

they started marking out until alex broke them apart and ran out crying

"oh you did it this time white boy..." melody hissed

"But i liked it!" Spencer said

"is it here achol taste or her?" Amada said

Spencer looked at macie up and down he felt sick why did he do that to alex! After he knew blaine did it to kurt!

Spencer went pale and teared up

"I though so " amanda screetched

Mean while with alex

He was running fast faster then ever he got home in 2 mintues he opened the door and callapsed on the floor crying

Kurt and blaine ran over to alex crashing on there knees beside him

"Whats the matter" kurt softly said

"HE DID WHAT DAD DID TO YOU " Alex was hestrical

blaine swallowed and looked to kurt kurt had the same pain in his eyes that alex had in his kurt turned to his husband

"Now you know how i felt" kurt whispered

Blaine visbally swallowed and tears escaped

"Shh hunny it will get better" Kurt soothed

"How will it" Alex sobbed

"Well do what you do best wright a song and sing it infront of a audience" Blaine murmered

"Nationals are coming up right?" kurt backed up

"Yes i thik i'll do that" Alex stood up and walked upstairs still crying

kurt stood up and blaine followed

"did i make you feel that bad ?" Blaine pained

"pretty much it felt like you ripped my heart out" kurt smiled " but i forgave you the momment i said i do"

Blaine grinned "I always loved you i just hope spencer fixes this there is no way that boy is straight because he acts excalty like me"

By the end of the night alex had write a great song and was going to sing it at nationals with kurt and blaine in the audicence

By the time nationals came spencer and alex still hadn't spoken but were still friendly -ish

kurt and blaine took there seats

"AND NOW FROM WESTVILLE O-HIO THE DALTON ACADEMY WARBLERS!"

Nobody told spencer of alex's song but waited patiently

alex stood on the stage alone sitting at a piano blaine smiled cuz he taught him the piano

he started to play

alex sang

What have I done? I wish I could run

Away from this ship goin' under

Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else

Now I feel the weight of the world is

On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?

'Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes

But if I get stronger and wiser

I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

spencer was crying

and alex smiled at him and faced the audience

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

So I throw up my fist

Throw a punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah, I'll send down a wish

Yeah, I'll send up a prayer

And finally, someone will see

alex looked towards his dads he was about to sing his biggest note yet

How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

To get it ri-igh-ight

Kurt and blaine blinked and spencer was amazed

there was claps and woos

they started another song

it morfired into somewhere only we know kurt and blaine knew this was spencers sorry and smiled

spencer sang

i walked across an empty land

i knew the pathway like the back of my hand

i felt the earth beneath my feet

sat by the river and it made me complete

oh simple thing where have you gone?

i'm getting old and i need something to rely on

so tell me when you're gonna let me in

i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin

i came across a fallen tree

i felt the branches of it looking at me

is this the place we used to love?

is this the place that i've been dreaming of?

oh simple thing where have you gone?

i'm getting old and i need something to rely on

so tell me when you're gonna let me in

i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin

and if you have a minute why don't we go

talk about it somewhere only we know?

this could be the end of everything

so why don't we go

somewhere only we know?

oh simple thing where have you gone?

i'm getting old and i need something to rely on

so tell me when you're gonna let me in

i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin

and if you have a minute why don't we go

talk about it somewhere only we know?

this could be the end of everything

so why don't we go

so why don't we go

this could be the end of everything

so why don't we go

somewhere only we know?

somewhere only we know

this could be the end of everything,

so why don't we go,

somewhere only we know,

somewhere only we know,

somewhere only we know

at the end when everyone clapped spencer hugged alex

"im sorry i did that to you i just" Spencer shutup

"You am forgiven" Alex said and sniffed

"Just like that?" Spencer grinned

"first loves are forever right ?" alex looked in his eyes and hugged him

Kurt and blaine saw this a breathed a sigh of relief