I fell asleep? I'm so fricken selfish! I need to find Peeta I roll over and I hear a beep, my veins go cold and I lose consciousness. "Peeta! Peeta!" I'm yelling but his back towards me, "Peeta!" he can't hear me. Then were in the arena, rue is in a tree above me whispering something, and Cato has my bow and arrow, I start running but I can't gain speed then I hear cinna's voice over the loud speaker. "Let the 77th hunger games begin!" and I can hear Snow's evil, chilling laugh. The scent of roses and blood comes over me and all of a sudden green convulsing bites are over me oozing with pus, I feel dizzy but there is no pain. Then I can see Haymitch, but he's young and he throws a knife over the edge of the arena, then I can see it rebound as it comes to me I can't move! Then it lodges in my head and I see Finnick, swimming towards me. Swimming? Now I'm in water salt water, he's just about to reach me when a lizard pulls and drags him away, I hear the same familiar screaming he made the day he died, and I can hear myself although I'm not speaking saying "Nightlock! Nightlock! Nightlock!" then he's gone. I see prim! "PRIM!" I yell and she looks at me smiling, I run to her then I see a figure behind her. "PRIM! RUN! TURN AROUND! RUN!" she only smiles harder. Then relief sets over me and I stop in my tracks it's only Gale. Wait… gale! "PRIM RUN!" but it's too late the bomb Gale holds in his hand goes off and there's a ringing in my ear, then a burst of light and now everything is white. "PRIM?" I'm crying now, harder than I ever had. Then I hear my father's voice "Find yourself Katniss, and you will never starve" and I drop to my knees shaking and everything goes black.

I wake in a hospital. It's too familiar. I'M IN THE CAPITOL! Oh no, I need to get out! Wait, it doesn't matter Peeta's dead and we've already won the rebellion, I have no reason anymore. I'll die here for sure, I know it. They'll torture me like they did Peeta. I will finally die.

Then I see Dr Rewinther walk by. Why is he here? "Where am I?" I choke out.

"You're in district 12, at the hospital?" he seemed a little confused.

"Where's Peeta!" I yell at him. I'm sure the answer is he's dead. I'm sure of it. I start crying.

"He's fine, you can see him soon." YES.

"So he's not dead?" I beamed, I can't believe this, for once the odds are in my favour all of them!

"Why would he be dead? You're the one that didn't leave the hospital yesterday. You passed out after we knocked him out and you hit your head on the way down and we were forced to put you into an induced coma, you're lucky to have woken up so early in the process!" he sounded almost…happy? Wait what did he just say? I never left? It was all a figment of my imagination? Whoa.

"So it was all... a…uh-" I stammered. That was all I managed to get out.

"Dream? Yes. How do you feel now though Katniss?" he asked politely. It was a relief at least mine and Peeta's fight wasn't exactly 'real' I still hate myself for treating him like that, real or not though.

I was about to answer when Peeta came bounding into the room, he ran over to my side and hugged me tight then slowly kissed me on the mouth. He let go of me but our hands stayed glued together, I liked it that way, he kept me strong. His hands were bigger than mine, but he stabilised my shaking arms. He smiled at me and his clear blue eyes twinkled in the light, his blonde hair messy just the way I loved it and his soft expression that made him kind when he smiled made me fall in love all over again. I must have been staring because he laughed and I felt myself blushing, but he kissed my cheek and said "I love you"

"I love you t-" I couldn't finish before a very awkward gale strode in the room.

"Uh, hi Katniss…" he said, obviously uncomfortable. And so he should be he killed my sister. "How are you?"

I scowled at him, and Peeta lost his friendly smile and I felt him tense up. "fine." I said through gritted teeth. I was though, I actually felt good. But he ruined that.

"I'm sorry Peeta" I'm shocked and Peeta stood up, what could he mean? Then he strode over to me, leant down and his lips were only centimetres away from mine, he opened his mouth as if to say something but I kept my eyes locked on him ready to read his every move. Then he jolted up and Peeta had the back of his shirt, gale was bigger but Peeta was very strong.

"Whoa! Get off me!" he yelled at Peeta, "I wasn't going to try anything!" Peeta was furious!

"What on earth where you going TO do then?" he yelled "and why did you say sorry?"

Gale began speaking calmly now, fixing up his shirt from Peeta's firm grip "I was saying sorry because I'm partly the reason you were here today, I should have saved you from the capitol!" well that was unexpected.

"Oh… thanks" Peeta said embarrassed.

He stared at Peeta unconvinced Peeta believed him. "I have a girlfriend, Bryetta. I wasn't trying anything so everyone calm down." Peeta raised his eyebrows at this and satisfaction washed over his face, I laughed to myself. He knew he had me why was he so happy about this? I guess it means he has no competition anymore, not that he ever did.

I'm shocked he has a girlfriend? I don't know why I'm angry I guess it's because he didn't tell me, but why should he I haven't been the one to talk to him and he still won't forgive himself. Oh well, I love Peeta.

"Well, I have to go. Bye Catni- … sorry Katniss. Peeta." Peeta nods and I breathe a goodbye and he walks out. No one had expected him to come; I guess someone contacted him, maybe he thought I wouldn't make it? AND he has a girlfriend! I'm happy that's one thing I don't have to think about because he doesn't love me anymore. I smile at Peeta sheepishly who's still recovering from the situation abut still he manages a smile back. "I love you" I say confidently.