Got bored in the middle of the night. Enjoy!


Ciel went to bed that night. In her usual nightshirt, she lay. She had no idea what to do. Her heart was telling her to keep the child. Her brain was telling her to not.

The next morning, Ciel explained to Elizabeth that she wanted to get rid of the child. Elizabeth said that if that was what she wanted, she could do so. Though, Ciel knew Elizabeth did not approve.

Ciel was laid in her bed. Sebastian stood next to where she lay.

"Mistress.." Sebastian started. He rarely ever did use the term 'mistress' to the girl. "is this what you truly want?" the demon finished.

Ciel bit her lip. She did not know. She had not decided for sure when she had claimed to get rid of the child.

"Yes…just..make sure this is done as quickly as possible." Ciel said. "Also as painlessly…that is an order."

Sebastian nodded. "I shall make this as painless and quick as possible for my lady." The butler stated.

Ciel shut her eyes. She started to feel something. She felt something, tugging at her heart. She knew she should stop the demon. Though, she knew she could not have this child.

"My lady, I apologize deeply. I have made a blunder unacceptable for a Phantomhive butler could never condone." Sebastian said, stepping away from the girl.

"What is that?" Ciel asked. She did slightly glare at her butler. Though, when she sat up, she felt that something was right about what he was about to say.

"I cannot let you abort this child." Sebastian said.

"Are you saying that you cannot take an order from your master, simply because you were ordered to abort your own child? That is a blunder unacceptable for a Phantomhive butler. What sort of demon are you?" Ciel shouted at her lover.

"I cannot abort this child because I know you do not want this. I know you would not be able to live with yourself if you let this child be aborted. I also do not think I am going to allow myself to be blamed for aborting my own child for the rest of your life, while it was an order from my master, you." Sebastian explained.

Ciel's blue orbs widened. She had ordered her butler to do this for her. Though, she knew she did feel something, now. A sense of relief, maybe? Relief that her child, the only one she would ever be able to have, was not aborted?

Yes. This was definitely relief.

The blue orbs filled with tears. Not wanting to make contact to Sebastian's red ones, Ciel just hugged her butler tightly. She had no idea to react.

Was she to thank the man? For doing something so generous, despite being called a lousy butler, and knowing he made an unacceptable mistake?

Yes.

"You're not a failure as a butler after all." Ciel whispered to herself.

Sebastian's demon ears certainly picked up on this. He grinned.

"That is an honor coming from you, my lord." Sebastian replied. So, he had gone back to addressing her as a man. Not much of a surprise.

Even after they had finished having sex, Ciel was referred to as a man by the butler. Ciel did not mind. In fact, she expected it. Welcomed it.

When she was referred to as a man, it meant that she was living up to her father's expectations, and that everything was all and well.

She was certainly alright with being addressed as a man.

"You should go tell Elizabeth, my lord." Sebastian said. "Allow ,me to re-dress you."

Ciel let the man tighten the trimmed corset that now strapped her growing breasts together. Sebastian would have to keep in mind to get maternity dresses. As his master's breasts were actually going to be growing.

Ciel's breasts were never very large. All Ciel really needed was a bit of gauze to cover up her breasts. Nothing more.

Though, now her breasts were going to grow larger. To make space for the breast-milk, that the infant would most likely not consume.

Ciel sat down with Elizabeth.

"I apologize, Elizabeth. Though, you're still going to have to fake a pregnancy after all." Ciel told her wife.

"Of course, Ciel. Anything for you. So, you decided to keep the baby?" Elizabeth asked. She seemed slightly excited. She had even curled her pig-tails once more.

Ciel nodded. "I could not abort the child. I thought you would indeed be joyful. That is why next month, we are going to hold a ball to announce 'your' pregnancy." Ciel said.

"Truly? Oh, wonderful! I can start making preparations now. You just rest up." Elizabeth said cheerfully.

"Allow me to help you to rest, my lord. Then, I will help my lady with preparations." Sebastian replied. He helped Ciel off of the sofa, and lead her to her bed. He un-did her corset, then dressed her into one of Elizabeth's night-dresses.

"Sebastian?" Ciel asked. She had never been allowed to wear one of Lizzy's nightdresses. Sebastian always said she needed to stay into character with her acting masculine.

"I believe it would be best, if you wore something that would shape your figure more as a female. It would be best for the baby." Sebastian said.

Ciel nodded.

Sebastian left Ciel to attend to Lady Elizabeth. As Sebastian and Lizzy did the preparations, Ciel thought about how she got into this mess.

Then thought, maybe it was for the better?


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