Stress Relief
Ch.3: We Need to Talk
How could Fluttershy face her prince after doing something so… naughty?
She just wanted to stay in the bathroom. She didn't want to talk about it. She didn't want to be reminded of how she just violated Coppermane.
Fluttershy has felt embarrassed plenty of times before, but this took it to a whole new level. She was mortified.
And worse… she kind of wanted to do it again. Despite what just happened, despite how humiliated she felt, she wanted to do it again.
That feeling of having his most intimate parts inside her… and the notion that she was making him feel good, like nobody else can… there was nothing like it.
Shame filled her to the brim. And Coppermane was back in his room waiting for her to talk about what just happened. How could she even look at him?
Nevertheless, she knew what she had to do. He'd start to get worried if she was in here for too long. Hiding her face in her hair as best she could, and keeping her arms close to her, she slowly got up. She turned the lock on the door and opened it. Thus began the walk of shame back to Coppermane's room. His home felt a lot colder as Fluttershy walked.
The bedroom door was wide open, and Coppermane was lying on the bed, waiting patiently.
Coppermane heard a small knock on the door, and he looked to see his princess standing behind the frame, only half of her visible.
"There you are," Coppermane said with a smile.
Fluttershy didn't respond. She just recoiled further behind the frame, hiding her face behind her hair, keeping her hands close.
"Fluttershy?" Coppermane beckoned. "Are you alright?"
All he got in reply was a whimper.
"It's okay, Fluttershy," Coppermane said, getting up and walking slowly towards her. "I'm not mad at you."
Fluttershy only hid her face more as Coppermane approached her.
"D-Don't look at me…" Fluttershy whimpered.
"Fluttershy, it's okay," Coppermane said.
Fluttershy sighed, but her breathing was incredibly unstable. Was she crying?
"I… I'm nothing but a slut," Fluttershy said.
"Hey, don't say that. Don't ever say that," Coppermane said. "Come with me and we'll talk, okay?"
Fluttershy didn't answer, but instead started to cry. Her hair fell to her side as she covered her face with her hands as tears fell.
"C'mere, Fluttershy," Coppermane said, pulling her into a big embrace. He held her tight as he let her cry on his chest. "It's okay. I'm not mad. Shh… it's okay."
He held her as she cried, eventually leading her back to the bed. He sat down and Fluttershy laid her head down in his lap, continuing to weep.
Coppermane remained silent as Fluttershy sobbed, brushing her hair and waist to try and comfort her. He had no idea she was this embarrassed.
"I… I'm so sorry…" Fluttershy murmured.
"Shh… it's okay," Coppermane said.
"No… it's not," Fluttershy said. "Did I just… rape you?"
"Fluttershy, you're being ridiculous," Coppermane said.
"I'm nothing but a whore," Fluttershy said, scolding herself inside for using such a word. But it was appropriate for how she felt.
"Hey, do not call yourself that," Coppermane said. "You're one of the most wholesome girls I've ever met."
Fluttershy just resumed crying in his lap. Coppermane sighed and kept brushing her hair. He'd do this for as long as it took. Talking could wait. For now, it'd be healthy to let Fluttershy get it all out of her system.
Finally, after what felt like hours, Fluttershy began to relax. She lifted her head from Coppermane's now tear-soaked lap to lean on his shoulder. Her face was red and raw, and her eyes completely bloodshot.
"What's on your mind?" Coppermane asked.
Fluttershy sighed. "I feel so ashamed…"
Coppermane whimpered and put his arm around her.
"I'm sorry for scaring you," Coppermane said. "I just wasn't expecting… that."
Fluttershy whimpered, looking away from Coppermane.
"Can I ask you why?" Coppermane asked.
Fluttershy didn't answer. The flashbacks just made her skin crawl, and filled her with untold amounts of shame.
"Fluttershy, please talk to me," Coppermane said. "I promise, I won't judge you for anything you say. Whatever you say will not leave this room. This is between you and me, okay?"
Fluttershy finally brought herself to look at Coppermane. As ashamed as she felt, his eyes were still the warm shade of chocolate brown that gave her that unique feeling of comfort and safety.
"Coppermane… do you love me?" Fluttershy asked.
Coppermane's eyes went wide. "Fluttershy, of course I love you. I love you more than anything else in the world. You're my princess, remember?"
Fluttershy bit her lip. "Of course I do. But… we don't spend as much time together as we used to."
"You know I've been busy with schoolwork, right?" Coppermane asked.
"But we've missed four weekend dates in a row!" Fluttershy shouted.
Coppermane jumped back at the outburst. "I know… but…"
"Coppermane, I know you're busy, but… I miss you," Fluttershy said. "We never see each other anymore. I've tried to help you… but you won't let me. Remember on the weekends? We would just watch movies, or go out to dinner, or just cuddle? Oh gosh… I must sound so selfish… but I miss you. Is it me, Coppermane? Am I doing something wrong? If it's me, I'll do everything I can to make you happy, but… I don't want us to drift apart. A-Are we drifting apart?" A tear fell down Fluttershy's face. "Coppermane, I don't want to grow apart. I can't lose you. You're too important to me. Just… tell me what I'm doing wrong, because I want to help you, but you won't let me. I… I can't lose you, Coppermane. I… I… I…"
Fluttershy broke down, collapsing into Coppermane's lap and bawling where she once was.
"Don't leave me…" Fluttershy said. "I miss you so much. I just want to spend time with you. I just want to be with you, but now you don't pay any attention to me. I want to love you… I want to be the girl you deserve… but you're not letting me…"
Tears streamed down Fluttershy's face as she laid in Coppermane's lap. She waited for him to start brushing her hair and say words of comfort, but her heart almost ruptured when nothing happened. She just cried helplessly in his lap as he did… nothing.
But Coppermane only did nothing because he was too… shocked.
He looked down at the ground as an epiphany hit him like a lightning bolt.
Has he been neglecting Fluttershy that much? Has he blocked her out as much as she says?
How could he be so ignorant? How could he be so stubborn?
"Is this why you were… well… sucking on me?" Coppermane asked.
"Y-Yes…" Fluttershy said. "I… I thought if I could make you feel good, you would want to spend time with me again."
Before Coppermane could respond, Fluttershy sat up and threw her arms around him and held on tight.
"Don't go away, Coppermane," Fluttershy pleaded. "Don't drift away from me. I still love you, and I always will. Just… don't leave me. Please…"
Fluttershy cried on Coppermane's shoulder, holding onto him tight, as if to keep him from leaving.
Coppermane wanted to punch himself. Has he really driven Fluttershy to do something so far out of her comfort zone to save their relationship? Has he really put his relationship in jeopardy?
He didn't waste another second and wrapped his arms around his princess, holding her close.
"Fluttershy… I'm so sorry. Oh my gosh, I'm so, so sorry," Coppermane cried. "I had no idea. Oh gosh, I… I… I'm so sorry…"
Fluttershy felt tears on her shoulders. Coppermane was crying.
"Coppermane… don't cry…" Fluttershy said.
"Fluttershy, I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am," Coppermane said. "I can't believe I've been so horrible to you."
A few minutes went by of both of them crying on each other's shoulders. The fear of being abandoned, and the epiphany of neglecting your significant other. And how could Coppermane be such a bad boyfriend that Fluttershy has to do something so unlike her just to get his attention?
Eventually, they both calmed down, and brought themselves to look each other in the eye.
"Fluttershy, how can I express how sorry I am?" Coppermane said. "I've been such a bad boyfriend to you. I'm so, so, so, sorry."
His apology was music to Fluttershy's ears. He wasn't intentionally neglecting her. He was just blinded by all his work.
"But Fluttershy…" Coppermane said, caressing her cheek, "My feelings for you haven't changed at all. I still love you with all my heart. More than anything else in the world. I guess I just forgot to let you know that."
Fluttershy smiled, feeling her heart melt at hearing him say he loves her. She leaned forward to give him a tender kiss.
"And I love you too," Fluttershy said. "I… I should've told you sooner…"
"No, I should've realized it sooner," Coppermane said. "There's absolutely no reason why you can't be over here while I work. I don't know why I was keeping you away so much."
"It's okay, Coppermane," Fluttershy said. "I… I just hope this means we can spend time together again. Even if you have to work, I'll love just being with you."
"Absolutely," Coppermane said. "I'm going to make it up to you, I promise."
Fluttershy smiled and leaned forward to kiss Coppermane again. Coppermane pulled her closer and started caressing her waist, making her moan. Fluttershy responded by massaging his neck. His lips were so delicious and sweet, perfectly leading the kiss while she followed him flawlessly.
It's been too long since either of them have kissed so passionately.
They pulled away and gazed deeply into each other's eyes. Fluttershy's heart melted at the amount of affection she saw in Coppermane's eyes. He had the most glorious brown eyes she's ever seen.
"Fluttershy, can I ask you something?" Coppermane asked.
"Of course, Coppermane," Fluttershy said.
"Um… why didn't you talk to me about doing… that?" Coppermane asked.
Fluttershy's humiliation returned. Her face went bright red, and she tried hiding behind her hair.
"Fluttershy, don't be ashamed," Coppermane said, brushing her hair out of her face. "You're safe with me, I promise."
Fluttershy sighed. She didn't want to bring that up again, but it needed to be discussed.
"I just felt so embarrassed," Fluttershy said. "I didn't know what you would think of me if I asked you about… that."
"A blowjob?" Coppermane said.
"…y-yeah…" Fluttershy murmured. "I'm sorry for waking you up."
"You're fine," Coppermane said. "I mean… I had to figure out what was making me feel so good."
Fluttershy's eyes went wide. "You mean… you liked it?"
Coppermane blushed. "I've never felt anything like that. It felt… it felt so good, you have no idea."
Fluttershy couldn't help but notice a bump appearing in Coppermane's pants as he talked. Did he like it that much?
"What did you think?" Coppermane asked.
Fluttershy felt her face go bright red, heating up by the second. She didn't want to admit it, but…
"I… um… I… loved it," Fluttershy did.
"Really?" Coppermane said.
"I just… it was so wonderful," Fluttershy said. "The feeling of it in my mouth, and… the way it grew bigger when I touched it… how it throbbed… I… oh gosh, what am I saying? I sound so filthy…"
"No, no," Coppermane said. "I mean, yes, but I think it's… hot."
Fluttershy felt herself blushing even more. "It is?"
"Yeah…" Coppermane mumbled in a surprisingly sultry tone.
Fluttershy noticed the bump in his pants was even bigger now. Now that she knew what he had underneath, she felt herself growing hot inside. The thought of tasting is again... feeling it again…
"Well… if you wanted to… do you want to… um… finish the job?" Coppermane asked.
"Huh?" Fluttershy cooed, her face going even redder. "But… you yelled at me…"
"I mean… I wasn't trying to stop you," Coppermane said, smirking.
