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Renesmee
I wasn't sure about letting Jake pay for the whole meal, I mean he didn't have very much money and I had way more than I needed. I would happily give Jake everything I had but he never accepted it, probably just his manly pride, I rolled my eyes. I followed him to the car and he opened the door for me whilst I got in. I smiled. Before he started to drive however he stopped just for a brief second and stared at me, his eyes were liquid brown pools and he had an angelic look on his face.
'What?' I asked, feeling slightly self-conscious.
'Nothing' he replied coolly 'I just can't believe that someone exists that is as beautiful as you'
I blushed, I could feel the heat rising up to my cheeks, 'thank you' I stammered back. He gently leaned forward and twisted one of the ends of my curls around his finger and put it back into place.
'Your hair is longer, it's beautiful' he noted, I couldn't help but grin, I probably look like a right idiot. I was hoping so much that he'd notice how long my hair had grown and I was ecstatic.
He smiled gently and started up the car.
The journey wasn't very long and it was a comfortable silence, me and Jake didn't ever have awkward silences. We arrived at Bella Italia in Port Angeles around half an hour later. I was quite excited for this semi-date with Jake but I was a little unsure at the same time about trying to take this next stage in our relationship. I didn't even know if he wanted to, I mean I know he loved me and he thought I was beautiful but maybe I was misinterpreting him asking me out today and complimenting me. He was probably just being nice, feeling sorry for me because I didn't have any other friends. Sometimes it really bothered me I didn't have any other friends and I couldn't be like all the other girls and have sleepovers because I was vampire hybrid freak.
'Ness? Were here' Jake said waving his hand in front of my face, I still hadn't got out of the car. Must have been daydreaming again. I smiled weakly and walked out.
We walked into the restaurant and sat in a two seater in the far corner. I got devil glares from several other couples in the restaurant and some off adults. Was I that different? I didn't think so, obviously the humans thought different. By the time I sat down and ordered some ravioli pasta thing I wasn't so excited anymore and I actually just wanted to go home.
'Are you okay Nessie?' Jake asked, looking extremely concerned. I nodded once but he raised his eyebrow. 'You aren't, you haven't spoken a word to me' he sounded upset and a little irritated, I didn't blame him, he had taken me out and all I wanted to do is go home. I put my hand to his face to show him that it wasn't him it was everybody else staring at me. He frowned and grabbed hold of my hand as I was pulling it back.
'They're jealous of you Nessie, don't you understand that? Don't you realize that? You're beautiful; they all want to be you.'
I huffed, 'that's a little judgemental isn't it? Not everybody is jealous of me you know.' He was irritating me now and everyone around me kept staring at me.
'Everybody is staring at me' I told Jake. I felt a buzzing in my head, my ears were so sensitive, I could hear everything. People's whispering were like screams, they might as well have been shouting at me. I focused on the group of girls in the far corner who kept turning back to glimpse me.
'Look at that hotty over there, with the freak. She looks like a freaking supernatural, she's too pretty, it's not natural, it's weird.'
'Tell me about it' the blonde one replied 'that gorgeous boy should come sit with us, she looks frigid as well she's not even talking to him properly. I'd leave him breathless.'
My anger was rising, a hiss escaped my teeth, and tears were threatening to brew over my eyes. I couldn't cry here in front of those girls, in front of Jake. The whispers were getting louder, and more people kept staring, I was trying to stay calm, stay focused. I did this trick my mom used to teach me when I was little to stop my tantrums, I closed my eyes and breathed in and out deeply but I think I was losing it. I was scared, for myself, why was I behaving like this? I felt myself shaking, I needed to get out of here, I needed to go home, and I wish I had never come out.
'Nessie?' Jake asked
'I can't be here, I, I can't' and I got up of my seat and ran as fast as I could out of the restaurant.
Jake
Nessie had been acting strangely ever since she arrived at the restaurant. She looked nervous and uneasy, maybe I had acted too soon and she wasn't ready for this. After all she was only young even if she looked miles older. I saw her eyes keep darting towards a group of girls in the corner; I had been trying to ignore them. They were whispering but I could hear every word they were saying, I imagined Nessie could hear even better. They were talking about us, complimenting me and slagging off Nessie. They had called her frigid. I was livid but it wouldn't look good for a huge 7 foot guy to go over to the group of girls and threaten them. How could they notice the beauty in me and not in the angel in front of me? They were right, she was too pretty, prettier than any other girl in this whole world. I studied Nessie's face carefully. She kept closing her eyes and breathing heavily, in and out. She also kept tapping her foot on the floor and I could practically feel the heat radiating off her. I was worried, panicked actually.
'Nessie?' I reached out to her but she stumbled back on her chair, her eyes open, they were scared and panicked, frightened. I was alarmed to say the least.
'I can't be here, I, I can't' she stammered and before I could grab her she was out of her seat and running full speed out of the restaurant.
'Nessie!' I screamed and took off after her. My eyes scanned the car park but she was nowhere in sight, what was wrong with her? What had I done? Of course she wasn't here, she was faster than me, I decided I needed to follow her scent, I'd come back for my car later. I needed to find her, and make sure she was safe and then I'd ask her what the hell was wrong! I had only brought her out, why was she acting like a four year old again? Just because the girls were saying something bad. People always complimented on us when we were out, it had never bothered her before so why now? Maybe I was overreacting; maybe she was having a bad day. But still she should have just asked to leave, not ran out on me, she knew I would be worried sick and would be out of my mind. I took a deep breath and followed in the direction of her scent.
