Oh my gosh I feel AWFUL! The reason I haven't been updating is because I just got back to school. And I have an evil English teacher. She gives homework every night.

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Twilight!

The last month had been hectic. The twins are now 14 and Peyton is still as mischievous as ever. Ryland is turning 2 soon. They grow up so fast. I haven't seen much more of Embry lately. Today I'm going to the reservation to see him, though. I missed him terribly. If I didn't know any better, I'd say I'm in love. But that would never happen. I still think about the wolf I saw a month ago. Every time I tried to bring it up to Embry, he'd change the subject.

"I'm going out," I yelled.

"Yeah, yeah," said Talon. I rolled my eyes. He is such a pain. I ran out of the house, got in my car, and sped towards the mall. Shopping is kind of like my therapy. When I'm sad, angry, or confused, shopping always helps.

Today I was meeting another friend of mine at the mall, Alice. She is practically my best friend. Jasper too of course. He might seem awkward and scary at first, but when you get to know him, he's hilarious. I can see why Alice likes him.

I parked my car and got out. I could see Alice's yellow Porsche from a mile away. Currently, she was standing by it and waving frantically at me. As I made my way over there, I was suddenly knocked over.

"Sorry," Alice said sheepishly.

I laughed. "No worries, you just get excited sometimes."

"Sometimes," Jasper muttered. At this, Alice playfully shoved him. He pretended to be hurt. They were so adorable. "So," I said, " where to?

Alice dragged me from store to store all day long. I could barely stand by the time we were leaving. She and Jasper seemed perfectly fine.

I said bye to Alice and Jasper and got in my car. I was half asleep as I was driving. I thought about all the strange things about the Cullens. They had golden eyes, they were really cold, and were super fast. We won't talk about how I found that out.

I was nodding off now. I could feel sleep creeping up on me. The last thing I saw before I fell asleep was a flash of headlights.