As I walked past Willow and Alfie they didn't even notice me. I thought nothing of it. I threw my things in my room, and then settled in for a couple of minutes. Then I decided that Alfie would be the final person that I surprised because I love him the most. I skipped out into the hallway to find Nina when out of the corner of my eye I spotted Alfie and Willow snogging. Immediately my heart cracked in half, and a river began flowing from my eyes. Was this seriously happening to me?
I bolted from the hallway to my room dragging my suitcase close behind me. I kicked my designer heels off, not even caring enough to gently place them on the floor. I just curled up in a ball on my bed and cried. After nearly an hour, I still hadn't stopped. The pain was just too much, and I needed to distract myself. Immediately my mind thought of the only option. Cutting.
I went into my suitcase and pulled out a fresh razor. I snapped off the handle, and pulled the blade throught the back of the head. I pushed the blade against my skin gently. "Your a coward Amber, " I thought to myself. "Just cut already!" Kept ringing through my mind along with "He doesn't want you!" and "He likes the damn hippie better because she is better!" After nearly five minutes of sitting there, the blade to my skin, I applied pressure until thick blood began oozing out.
I cut four times before rapping the broken razor in some tissues and tossing it in the trash can. My wrist was fresh with blood, and unless I wanted my secret out, I'd have to clean it up. I put down my arm trying to be discrete as I made my way to the bathroom. I was too ashamed to look up, as I just stared at the floor. Suddenly I heard a thud and than an all too familiar voice say, "Ambs." I looked up to see the blonde haired boy I had dated once before.
"Hi Mick," I said worriedly. He engulfed me in a hug, and with my luck, Jerome walked down the corridor.
"Are these two lovebirds back together?" Jerome teased. Then I saw him eyeing something on Mick's white t-shirt.
"No," Mick said calmly.
Jerome then put a rather strange look on his face before saying,"Mick, I think that your back is bleeding." Mick pulled off his shirt revealing his sexy abs. It also revealed that his back was perfectly fine.
"Amber?" Mick questioned me as I nodded and discretely stepped back. "Do you know why there is so much blood on my shirt? Are you bleeding?" he questioned.
