That night I got little to no sleep I couldn't stop the tears flowing from my face I had just ruined things with Billy and I wasn't sure if they could ever be fixed...

I stayed like that all weekend curled up in bed tears in my eyes.. I hadn't even eaten and now I had to go to school and face the happy couple. How was I supposed to do this? Should I talk and work things out with Billy?

Walking into the school building I walked fast to get to my locker quickly without having to have any confrontation with anyone I was very fragile today ready to break at any second. Then I made the mistake of looking up and of course I got perfect timing to see them. They shared a kiss held hands and walked right past me. I could tell Billy wasn't being himself at all. I'm such an idiot I really hurt him.

"Jane may we talk in my office for a minute?" Ever since Rita got back together with Ben she's been trying to help me out more and I appreciate it but, the last thing I wanted to do was talk about my problems with Billy with my school guidance counselor / brother's girlfriend. I gripped onto my bag and headed into her office. "Sit down Jane, Ben's been really concerned about you. You haven't eaten anything and you've been curled up in bed all weekend crying. I know that you may feel like not talking about what's going on but, I'm here to help you not just as your counselor but, as a friend.

Before I knew it I was letting everything out and I opened up to her. "I love Billy, I didn't realize it and now it's too late and I'm so stupid I decided to push him away and now I think I lost him for good and I don't think I can handle that." Through my sobs I got all that and in a flash Rita appeared right by my side she saw how broken it was and she's known the feeling of having someone you love not be with you but, in her story there was a happy ending.

"Oh, Jane I understand but, look you and Billy you guys have a friendship unlike any other that I've ever seen. This is just a rough patch but, I know that you guys will fix this but, right now you need to tell him how you feel no matter what is going on he needs to know because it's hurting the both of you at the moment. I saw Billy earlier and he looked horrible I could see the depression in his eyes as he walked down the hallway. Hang in there Jane." She was right I had to be straightforward with Billy but, what if he rejected me I couldn't handle that. I needed to talk to him and tonight I would. I'm going to get him back.

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