Chapter 3: Memories…
Spencer's POV:
"You're not serious, Bryan…" I said, but he just nodded. "You're kidding. You're not serious, please tell me you're not!"
"I'm serious and so are others too. We have a perfect present for ya! You're 24 and you're still virgin, that's not good" He said and he smiled that evil smile.
"And what exactly is your plan?"
"You have blind dates!"
I laugh. That couldn't be true, he lied. Simple, he lied. He had lied me for… half hours now, so I couldn't believe him. But I have to say, I never thought that Bryan would have so wild imagine.
"This can't be true! Every time when I don't lie, no-one believes me! This isn't right!" He yelled and my laugh stopped.
"W-What? Are you serious? No, that's not true! NOT TRUE! You just haven't got a blind date for me! I don't have time, good suit or even a good character to have a date! I'm always so sulky and I-"
"You have time and we have already rented a suit for you and all! Trust me! And besides, you are funny guy! Why wouldn't she like you? She send her picture and she's hot! And she also studies as a doctor, ok, nurse but still!"
"Okay… What does she look like?" I said. I had been tired all the day so I didn't like any fights today. I think I'm going to have a headache…
"She's brunette, I know you like brunettes, I have searched that information-"
"From where!" I yelled, No-one knew that I liked brunettes the most… I just didn't want to tell that to anyone…
"From your diary." And now, he had uncovered another of my secrets. No-one knew that I have a diary…
"Don't tell that to others, please? Continue…"
"Sea-green eyes and I think that she's from Greece, but she has moved here. I know that you like most from those girls that are from south!" He smiled I felt like I could tear off his annoying face with one of my kitchen knifes and fry his face in a frying pan.
"How much did you read from my diary?" I asked as I putted a knife back to it's place. I put a salad to a bowl and started to wash tomatoes. "Don't answer or you're not going to have any food for today!"
He nodded and continued but I didn't listen. I just sat down and I felt weird, somehow. Maybe it was because of headache…
"Could you just leave? I have a headache…"
He left. I rose and walked to the fridge.
Fish would be good today, I thought and forgot all about blind-dates.
Later:
We were eating when Tala said:
"Well, how about your dates?"
"Shut up, no speaking during the dinner." I said, that was the only way to shut Tala's mouth, except this time.
"Nyet. I want to know do you go or not besides we always talk during the dinner!"
I had to admit it, we talked a lot, but right now I didn't want to talk.
"I dunno, I don't care. I- I don't want to talk, I- Excuse me." I said and left from the table.
I ran to living-room, where I could be alone. I felt like I couldn't breath, but I tried. I skipped the dinner by running to my room and walked circles because I was so nervous. I didn't really like strangers, especially woman. But I wanted to, but I just couldn't. I haven't told this to anyone, but I have really poor family. Actually I'm poorest from all of us. That's why I was always so independent and that's why I could survive on my own. When I was… I don't really remember how young I was, around ten, I guess, I was already trying to make some money for my family in some factory… Boris found me from there and took, even thought I didn't want to, because I had to help my sick mum and my two sisters who all were older then me, who too were working, whenever they found some good place to work… I haven't heard anything from them ever since I and others had escaped from the Abbey. I realized that I was now truly alone. I didn't want to be alone. Really, I hate being alone. I always had someone, my family or my team. Back then felt that there was no-one for me to trust.
Flashback:
"Spencer? Are you OK?" Tala asked. I didn't answer, I just stared my family's house. It was empty. They were gone. My family. I ran inside.
"Spencer! It might tear apart, come out!" My friend screamed. I didn't care. I ran to kitchen, no sisters there, laughing and chit chatting. I ran to my mother's bedroom, no-one there. I ran to living-room, it was empty, white walls had changed to gray. I ran upstairs, checked my sister's room, and I noticed it empty. I ran to my room, and I saw only one thing: Teddy, that when I was kid, I had it everywhere where I was. That I could remember. My dad had brought it from America. It was Great. Yeah, it's name was Great. Later, when dad was killed because he was suspected to be an spy, we were alone. But we had even ourselves so it wasn't so bad.
Then- Now- Here-Memories suffocated me, I felt so lonely so tear apart. I had nothing. One single tear fell quietly on my cheeks. Too many memories, too many! I didn't care even if our house would tear apart and I would die because of it. Great was resting inside my jacket. Someone pulled me. I couldn't think who it was…I couldn't recognize him, or was it her? I didn't know, but I let him/her carry me away.
"Spencer! Are you insane! Why did you ran away like that!" Tala screamed, hanging on my wrist. I looked at him. He stared back with his worried eyes. I smiled and collapsed.
End of the Flashback.
"Spencer? Are you okay?"
I woke up from my memories. "Yeah" I realized that was holding Great. I hide it, because I know that no-one else then me ever gleans this room so no-one knew about Great.
"I'm okay, Tala."
"Good… Are you mad at me?"
"No, but you know, you sound like a schoolgirl with a crush…" I said and I could see him blushing. I laugh when he babbled: "No- No N-No!"
He laugh too. It's weird how we can laugh to nothing. No-one said anything funny, but we two laugh.
"What were you doin'?" He asked
"Memorizing…" I said.
"Oh…"
"What 'Oh'?"
"Did you realize that you have a teddy under your sheet?"
"What!" I screamed, it wasn't possible him to see Great. "Did you see it? Okay… But don't tell to anyone?"
"Ok" He smirked. I took Great to fresh air.
"Memory?"
"Yeah, from my family…"
"I have too, it's my brothers scarf. He gave it to me when he got adopted."
He took an orange scarf out from his pocket. I nodded. "I carry it where-ever I go."
I smiled. I wasn't the only one with a secret. I couldn't stop smiling.
"Spencer, you look scary when you smile, did you know that?"
I laugh. He laugh. We laugh. First time after our escape, I felt like I really could trust in my friends. I laugh even more and I think I even cried a bit, but only little.
"Tal, I think you're my best friend"
"Hey, thanks! I'm honored!" He said and he made a deep bend.
"Tal, you're amazing!"
"Yep, but only whew know that." He said and smirked. And we started to laugh again.
"Because no-one else sees under your shell?"
"Yeah… Except…"
"Kai."
"Yep. Hey Spencer, can I ask a favor?"
I nodded.
"Let's go shopping! I saw great, orange jacket at mall!"
I nodded. My headache had gone away with a blow.
We rose and left.
Kenneth Saint:
Go yaoi!adds 2 favourites i had the weirdest idea to give spencer viagra for his birthday... glomps it's was funny and i really wanna find out what happens next, update soon please
Werewolf of Fire:
Spencer/Bryan yaoi! Bryan can give himself to Spencer as a birthday gift! And Tala/Kai! And Ian... Someone... Anyway! Great work so far, maybe make the chapters a bit longer, but I love it... Well done! Update soon, I'll be watching!
GabZ :
YEY! THANX - keep on the good work
Sakura wo Miro: Thanks... I think it thank you! 3
