A/N: HEY ALL! It's another chapter! REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! Please? D: (OH AND MY POWER WENT OUT LAST NIGHT! I JUST GOT IT BACK! I'M LIKE SO COLD I'M TREMBLING, SO, YOU SHOULD GIVE ME PITY REVIEWS!)

Disclaimer: It's really obvious I don't own Twilight now, cause SM lives in Arizona, and Arizona doesn't get massive snow storms that knock the power out.

I am really getting annoyed now, Alec's suppose to be my best friend and all he's doing is ignoring me. I did not do anything wrong at all, I was dancing to a MC song, how could I possibly be doing anything wrong doing that?

I dance to music all the time, and most people find it kind of amusing! I am a child who breaks out in to random song and dance. I was blessed with a good voice and good balance most of the time.

I left my room and stalked to Alec's room, which was well, only two rooms down. I share a wing of the castle with Alec and Jane now, because they just love me so. Or loved me so, in the case of Alec.

I pound my fist on his door and he opens it up, looking at me, his features still stiff. Finally he sighs and steps out of his room.

"What is it, Clara? Is there something wrong."

"Yes, there is something wrong, Alec." I say, snapping at him. I've hit puberty, okay?! I'm allowed to be snappy.

"Then what is it, Clara? Spit it out, I'm busy, you know."

"Yes, busy sitting in your room watching the television." I glare at him, "I've asked Aro and you have nothing to do for the next week, and you haven't been doing anything in the last week either."

"Well, I do have a life outside of taking care of you also, if you haven't noticed."

"IF YOU WANTED TO HAVE A LIFE WITHOUT TAKING CARE OF ME, WHY DID YOU EVEN SAVE ME?! WHY DID YOU ACT LIKE MY BEST FRIEND?! ARE YOU LEADING ME ON IN SOME KIND OF NON SEXUAL WAY?!" I explode at him.

"I only saved you because I knew that Aro would be interested in you." he says, with a blank face.

Ouch Alec, that's really low, and I really kind of hurt now. It's like a pain in my chest, where my heart is, but I don't even love him. I only love him as a friend.

"You jackass," I whisper to him, "Maybe you should have just let me die at the hands of your elders when I was four."

"Aro wouldn't have done it anyways, Clara."

"How come you told me you loved me, then?" I finally ask.

"Haven't you heard of lying?" he asks through his teeth, "You humans are so gullible."

"I hate you!" I exclaim now, with tears flowing down my cheeks, I turn on my heel and head off back to my bedroom.

"Maybe it's better you do hate me." he mutters, before I totally get out of ear shot.

I slam my door behind me as I walk in to my room and totally break down, sliding down the wall, no longer able to support my own weight. I felt the electricity flowing through me, however, I ignored it. I hate my stupid abilities, it's what got me here, stuck with a bunch of stupid unloving vampires.

Down the hall I heard Alec and Jane having a yelling match but I didn't pay attention to what was said, I was too hurt to be interested in the words. It was obviously about me, and that was not what I wanted to hear...

I was clinging on to Alec's hand as we went out for a walk in Volterra, he was taking me out for lunch at one of the cafes. It was a cloudy day, so there was nothing to worry about. I was six years old at the time and Alec was pretty much my Idol.

"Alec?" I ask, tugging on his sleeve.

"Yes, Clara Bear-a?"

I always loved how he called me that, it made me feel really special that I had my own nick name. Only he could get off with calling me that, too. Felix and Demetri had tried it several times but I just glared and told them to shut their big mouths.

"Why are you taking me out to lunch if you can't eat because of your special diet?" I ask.

I was still so oblivious to everything at my young age, despite the fact I had been living with a vampire coven for nearly two years.

"I'm taking you out to lunch because you're very special to me, and I think you deserve to get out of the big castle." he says, fondly.

"I'm special to you?" I ask, getting a happy feeling in my heart.

"Yes, you're very special to me, Clara."

"How special?" I ask him, grinning.

"So special there's no words to explain it." he sighs.

"Do you love me, Alec?"

"Of course I love you, how couldn't I love you?" he kisses the tip of my tiny nose.

"I don't know, but I love you, too, Alec! You're my best friend!"

"You're my best friend to, Clara." he says softly, "You're my best friend, too..."

It's hard to think that at that time he was actually lying to me, he was so convincing. Am I really that easy to trick? Surely I can't be, I'm normally hot headed and very wise for my age.

I didn't realize that I was accidentally singeing my jeans with my hand until I faintly smelled smoke, I swear and pull my hand away.

Finally I get annoyed with just sitting in my room and get up, leaving the wing, and leaving the castle, heading off in to the city. It was pouring rain and there was thunder and lightening. Nobody loomed in the stone streets of the city, so I just quickly walk along and to the clock tower. I sit down there, letting the rain soak me, I didn't really care.

Then I got bored and decided to walk around again, and I didn't notice there was a step somewhere, because hello, blind in one eye! So anyways, I fell, screaming, and then hitting my head. All I remember is knowing I would be in huge trouble when I finally woke up before blacking out.

A/N: Alec is stupid. Everybody may now stop and say Alec is stupid. HE'S A HEARTBREAKER, HE'S GOT THE BEST OF ME, AND I JUST KEEP ON COMING BACK INSTICTVELY. Okay, now I'm going all Mariah Carey on you people. I am so truely sorry. Now, review and the faster more chapters come out. Review and wish me luck on my exams in it, too and I'll give you a new chapter this instant plus a lollipop! (: (YES, PEOPLE I AM NOT LYING I ALREADY HAVE THE NXT CHAPTER DONE, AND FIVE MORE AFTER THAT WHERE THAT CAME FROM!) So please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please review? PLEASE?