I apologise for the late chapter I've been ill so I had been putting off doing my edits of this and then my computer broke! I'm doing this from my phome right now! Lol

I do have a question I'd like answered tho, I'm doing chapters based on Carly and Freddie do you want me to do one based on Gibby? or not. because I haven't planned it. But I'm sure I can work something out but I need to know because if so I'll do it after Carly because I can't do it after Freddie. Tell me in the reviews please!


I calmed myself and swallowed the lump constricting my airways, and with a flash of a smile I looked back out towards the crowd "Ok. Next question?"


IPeople once again began their plead to be picked, I smiled and looked towards the audience however at only two questions in, I was beginning to fear at exactly how in-depth and invasive these questions would become. Tommy began once more scanning for beautiful women, and it was on the verge of leering; piping up I quickly pointed to a red-headed man located near the back, this awful lime green and yellow stripped shirt stood out among the sea of pastels surrounding him. "The man in the green and yellow stripes near the back looks eager Tom" I spoke lightly but clearly.

Tom cleared his throat and looked at me from the corner of his eye before nodding and waving for the gentleman to stand "Sir how about you ask your question then." The man nodded eagerly and exhaled nervously into the microphone. "Hello Samantha. I have always been a huge fan of yours, ever since iCarly, I watched it right from the start till the finish, but it all ended so suddenly and we never found out why, Why did iCarly end?" The crowd were ear-splitting silent. Their eyes pinned readily for the answer, and really it was quite simple why it finished, I had left but the reason for leaving was all so much more complicated.

It hadn't been long since Spencer's death. Carly was still in an almost comatose state, She had left her room once to announce Spencer's death on iCarly and play a tribute to him for all the internet to see, leaving with the promise that after we have mourned we would be back. She was living in Spencer's apartment, after her father had been notified he had requested Carly move out but she had refused and stated she would pay the rent and continue to live in her 'home'. She didn't speak to anyone but Freddie, Gibby and I but as our sophomore year at Seattle U began. Carly decided to drop out of her pre-law and take some time to continue mourning the loss of her brother.

We had been taking it in turns to spent time with Carly, but even at the start of the year the work load was extensive, so the three of us devised a rota, in which we would take turns to spend as much time with Carly as possible but then allowed the others to do homework and assignments, It was difficult but Carly needed us, so we would be there.

It had been a particularly hard day. It was a Friday, exactly two months since Spencer's death. I had had an early afternoon class because as always I had left class sign ups till late, and it was the resulting punishment for my laziness, if matters couldn't have been worse It was Math, and I had been pushed to the point of mental exhaustion, Freddie had been on 'Carly watch' since he had the luxury of no class on Fridays, but I was now due to take over until Gibby had finished his after school activities.

I had jumped on a bus from just outside the campus and was on my way to the Groovy Smoothie, I had tried to get Carly to drink one since a week after the accident, but she was still refusing, but I couldn't give up I had to keep trying to get the old Carly back. I knew Spencer wouldn't want her to be like this.

I reached the groovy smoothie T-Bo stood behind the counter and smiled at me "Hey Hey Girl! Guess what!" He gestured broadly, I rolled my eyes at his liveliness, I was too tired for perky. "I don't know, you managed to get water on a stick?" I chuckled sarcastically. T-Bo took his turn to roll his eyes and laugh "No, but that's not a half bad idea." He tapped his finger to his chin thoughtfully staring off into space, he was beginning to get on my nerves and I yelled quickly "DUDE!" He shook his head sharply and came back to reality staring at me wide-eyed before remembering his original trail of thought. "Oh yeah, Sorry! Anyway. In order to honour Spencer. I'm dedicating a smoothie to him!"

A genuine smile spread across my face, a tribute to Spencer, it made me happy to know he would now live on for everyone to know. "Really, that's awesome!" T-Bo beamed in pride, it wasn't often I gave out compliments. "Thanks, It's going to be called the Spencer Special, and It's going to be all these different coloured fruits mixed together to give one kick butt taste and colour" T-Bo finished with a karate kick in the air as an example of 'kick butt' I shook my head playfully "Ok then, I'll have 3 Spencer Specials" T-Bo nodded and proceeded to make the Smoothie.

They had been free of charge and I was more than happy not to pay. I had left the store and was now on my short 3 minute walk to the Bushwell, I pulled out my phone in order to text Freddie that I was nearly there but as I pulled out my phone the screen remained blank. Having had spent the night at Carly's I had failed to charge my phone and as a result my phone was now dead. I decided it didn't really matter and proceed to put my depleted phone back in to my handbag.

I entered the Bushwell to find a sleeping Lewbert and I silently thanked that I didn't have to listen to his ear piercing screams, however just as I was walking by I noticed a bagel on his desk looking nonchalantly over my shoulder I took the food from his desk and proceeded up the stairs. I reached the 8th floor and the bagel had been devoured I now was licking the doughy crumbs off my finger tips.

I entered the Shay's apartment the front door had been left unlocked so the three of us could come without disturbing Carly. I remember it was quiet in the apartment, I presumed Carly who had taken to long day naps was yet again asleep and Freddie was typing away at an assignment that wouldn't be due in for another few weeks or updating the iCarly website for the umpteenth time this month.

I throw my handbag and jacket on the couch and called out for my friends "Carly, Frednerd!, I'm here!" Silence the house was seemingly dead. I wondered if Freddie had done the impossible and managed to get Carly to leave the house but with no note that would seem unlikely. I decided to check upstairs. I wondered up to the 2nd floor Carly's door was closed I carried the smoothies in my the tray in my hand as I opened the door I began to explain "Hey guys guess what, T-" I stopped dead in my tracks.

There on the small couch in Carly's bedroom lay Freddie Benson, my boyfriend, under a shirtless best friend, Carly Shay. Kissing. I froze. Carly turned and gasped grabbing at her shirt that laid crumpled on the floor as Freddie bolted from under Carly and had already begun to proceed towards me. I hadn't even noticed I had dropped the smoothies and their contents now embedded in Carly's purple carpets "Sam. I can explain-" Freddie began but I was too shocked I shook my head and turned on my heels running down the stairs and out the door with only the faint sounds of my name being called in the background.

I fled from the apartment and down the stairs to the lobby where I was greeted by a now awake and alert Lewbert screaming about his bagel, I screamed a loud "SHUT UP" before crashing throw the glass downs and out of to the Seattle streets. I had always been good at running, literally and metaphorically, and this exact scenario was a perfect example of both, but I couldn't be there stand and listen to how my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend, it was just too hard.

I was 4 blocks away when I finally came to the realisation that I had left both my bag and jacket sitting on the Shay's couch. I stopped on the street corner and internally debated whether I should go back and get it. I needed my bag It had my phone, wallet and keys but I didn't want to have to face them, although as soon as I left they I thought that they would have no doubt returned to their earlier activities. It was an internal battle, however I was visibly staining myself walking back up the street and then shaking my head proceeded to walk down the street once more, and I had done this several times; it never really occurred to me that to passers-by I may have looked clinically insane, and I wasn't; at least not any-more the psychologists at Troubled Waters had cleared me. After a 10 minutes argument I determined that as my stuff was close to the door it would be possible for me to sneak in and out with having to face my 'Best Friends'.

I stood at the corner of the hallway, around the bend stood the doors of my best friend and boyfriend, with a large inhale I stepped towards the large oak block that would grant me entrance to apartment 8C and slowly I peaked inside I saw no-one and took my chance I darted in and grabbed my Jacket and handbag but as I grabbed the strap the content went flying out. My phone crashed on to the table with a bang and my keys jingled loudly as they slid across the hardwood flooring and of course my wallet just to spite me fell open and all my coins rolled across the ground "Shoot" I yelled in a whisper. I fell to my knees to pick up my possessions in a frenzy but as I picked up the coins a shadow loomed over me.

Carly Shay stood above me looming down with a blank expression before speaking "Freddie just left." and we a light chuckle she continued "Went to find you actually" I grabbed my keys from the floor and place them back in my bag before raising to my feet and returning my gaze to the brunette girl who stood in-front of me. "Yeah, well oddly enough I'm really in the mood to see either of you." I picked up my phone from the table and placed it in my pocket and was ready to turn.

"You know it's been going on for a while" She said with a smirk cross her face, I froze and eyed her confused "W-What do you mean? What's been going on for a while?" She scoffed harshly and rolled her eyes "Are you that stupid? Me and Freddie. We've been doing this behind your back for weeks now." I looked her dead in the eye and saw a coldness, a hollowness that was once filled with light and happiness. "You're lying Carly. I don't know why, but you are. Freddie wouldn't do that to me, and the Carly I know wouldn't do that to me." I said strongly. She smirked meanly "Well then you don't know us very well. Face it Sam. Freddie is never going to want you. When he could have me. He wanted me from day 1. You. You were just a filler." I shook my head as my eyes became misty from behind tears, and swallowing a lump that had built in my throat I spoke shakily. "No. Yo-H-He wouldn't do this to me." Carly chuckled "Then honey, explain how I'm carrying his baby?" My month fell open in shock and I blinked in a daze, the rush of information made me feel like my head would explode.

Without a word I grabbed my Jacket and with my bag on my shoulder walked out the door. I didn't think at all until I had gotten home. I lay on my bed numb staring blankly at my ceiling, I ached in my chest and I felt no energy in my body, I rolled over on to my side to face out into my room in the corner sat my guitar, one bored Sunday afternoon I had actually taken the time to decorate it with intricate designs, I loved music and the longer I looked at it the more I understood. I couldn't stay here. I couldn't stay in Seattle with my 'Best Friend' who had been impregnated by my 'Boyfriend', it was all too dramatic, as if it had been taken directly out of a soap opera. I need to get out. Away from the heartbreak and betrayal. Raising to sit on my bed I spoke a load "I'm going to LA"

The audience continued to look at me and with a simple shrug I began "Unfortunately, we were at the age where we changed so much, and that caused us to really grow apart, and with Spencers' passing, it unfortunately meant that iCarly ended and we just never had the opportunity to end it properly, and believe me. I couldn't regret that more. iCarly meant so much to me and for it to never have a proper send off. It's a shame." The audience erupted in mummers and whispered to one another, before Tom started up "Ok, well what a great question. Now we're going to take a short break but stay tuned to see Samantha answer some more questions on The Audience Asks."


Well what did you think. Now. Please Don't freak out and go "Oh God Carly pregnant! by Freddie while he's going out with Sam. CLICHÉ. Because I promise there is more to this. You will be pleasantly surprise, however it won't be explained for a couple of chapters lol!

Do you think I should change my Pen-name? I feel like it's boring & want a new one, Yay/Nay? And if so what ideas? :D

In the meantime Please Review and Tell me what you think of my question as well! about the Gibby Chapter. Are you bothered about him or not? It's up to you just let me know! so REVIEW!