Dear Percy,

How horrible I was, I couldn't know. The pain must have been unbearable. When I wrote that letter to you, I thought I was the sorriest I could have possibly been. When I read your letter, my heart mourned for you. It wished how you were here next to me. It made me realize just how wrong the thing I did to were.

Percy I know it is hard but you have to forgive me. I need it. That is the only reason I wish to live. I can not rest in peace if you do not forgive me. I do not care if you love somebody else. I just want you to be happy.

I do dream of you being here next to me. Of you holding me, loving me, kissing me. I know it might not happen. I ruined every chance of it. I just wish you can change that, forgive me for the things I did to you.

When you were here next to me, I was on top of the world. I didn't care about a thing as long as you were standing by me. You did so many things for me. Why did I not realize it? Why did I not realize that he was fake but you, you were as real as one could get.

Your smile hold happiness. Your eyes are warm. Your laugh makes everything okay. When you wrap your arms around me, I feel safe. When you tell me you love me, I know you do. When you fight for me, my heart swells with joy. When I walk away, you follow me. When I ignore you, you get my attention. When I cry, you hold me. When I'm at my worst, you tell me I'm beautiful. When I tell you my secrets, you keep them safe and untold. When I got sick, you stayed up with me all night. You called me at 12 a.m. on my birthday, even though you knew you would get in trouble. You gave me the world, I was all that mattered to you. You stand by everybody no matter what. Your happiness lights up the world, my world. Your love is true.

That's all I really need Percy. Your love. When I had it, I didn't know just how great it was. I don't know why I let you go. You were everything I had ever wanted and you still are.

I need you here next to me. If I were to leave this world knowing you couldn't forgive me, I would be restless forever and on. That's all I ever want from life. You. I'm trying to look at life the best way I can Percy. I'm going to try to live my dream without you. It's impossible though. I have to live till the day you forgive me if you ever do. I have to try to be happy, even if I can't.

I hope you are happy. I hope every once in a while, you'll smile that smile that lights up the world. I hope someday, you'll laugh that laugh that holds so much happiness. I hope your heart will find love somewhere. I hope it's with me. I know it's a dream that can't come true. It's not my fault for having big dreams. But it is my fault that my biggest dream won't come true and it's all because of me.

I'm moving to a place that reminds me of you. I'm going to major in architecture. Then I'll wait. Wait until we find each other. Wait until you forgive me. I might be eighty by the time I see you again. I don't care though. I just want you to be happy.

Percy, be happy. Then my heart will wait in peace. As long as you're happy, my life is worth living.

Percy, I love you so much. more than you can understand. I never meant to hurt you. You were the world to me. Everything I could ever want. I don't deserve you, but I still want you.

I don't want to hold you back from the happiness you deserve. Give her a chance. She'll never hurt you, and if she does, she's a dead woman. What I did to was horrible. Other people won't have the heart to do the same. I didn't think I had the heart to do the same either. But I guess I did.

You know what Percy? I have one last request for you. Be happy. Find a girl, heck even a boy if you prefer, and let love bloom. Love with all your heart because that's what you need. Someone who cares for you deeply and whom you care for even more.

I guess I shouldn't have been so daft. I should have known better but what can I say? It was love beyond belief.

I love you so much. If you love someone as much as I love you, I want to say congratulations. I f that person doesn't love you just as much I will knock some sense in to them because you, you are just everything anyone could ever want.

Well Percy, I don't have much else to say. Just be happy. Find love.

Love you forever and always,

Annabeth


Okay guys. hope you liked it. I was going to update earlier but... Anyways thanks to all my reviewers once again. You really inspired me. I would write put your names but Monday's got me exhausted. I know It was short but I couldn't think of anything else. Hope it reached your expectations or something like that. -Jodey

Until next time~~~~~~~