I opted for a different style of writing, bear with me; I'm experimenting. Italics are still inner thoughts. But italics inside parenthesis are Annie's fathers remarks. Annie is very close to her father, and without a mother she was basically raised by him. Unlike the SNK universe, Annie didn't had to learn how to fight Titans cause they don't exist here. So replace kickass fighting with etiquette. Annie's father wanted to make sure he was at least raising her right by teaching her important morals and values. So with that type of upbringing, Annie is affect by her father's approval about most things. And most of the decisions she makes it's with him in mind. So in this fanfiction you'll see a lot of Annie's inner monologs along side her father's remarks. Cause when you they your voice of reason, you basically get an idea of how they'll react to anything you'll do. Understand? Good.
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Fingers. Annie glanced down and was smitten by Mikasa's fingers intertwine with hers as they both walked back to her home. My home. My place of protection. My room. My bed- Annie froze for a half second and resumed her train of thought turning a slighter pink from her cheeks looking down some. My bed... A bed was something of comfort of your own, and it was the bare necessities of privacy, being in the same bed is the ultimate intimacy act available. Nothing more private than my bedroom. My bed. It had suddenly dawn on her that she didn't even make the bed. She was so excited that morning to be ready for her girlfriend that the bed itself was the least of her worries. It had done it's usual job, it provided a restful nightly rest and comfort.
She glances at her hand being lock in with Mikasa's who was smiling at her in return as they walked close side by side not saying very much to one another. Both anxious, excited and very them, this is conversation.
For an invitation to your house overnight with your girlfriend was anything but having tea. You know father would only approve if it was just that. Only that.Annie had never actually form any real opinion about how her father felt about that subject, it wasn't their day-to-day basic conversation. Because for that, Annie was certain she may need some tea if the opportunity ever arrived.
This was going to be was their first time together not being timed by a horrific school alarm. And a first time for them to be together without anyone for many hours. Alone. Overnight. Annie's heart started to beat faster than before realizing the gravity of it all. It started to get heavy.
Fingers have many uses. . . Annie began and suddenly turned more redder than before as she becomes aware of where those fingers might end up in come tonight. Or sooner. Annie may be a virgin but she wasn't ignorant about those types of things. Suddenly fingers were a very erotic thought. A very perverted device for wrong-pleasurable-uses. They can make and break you. They can hurt you and heal you. They can... (what are you thinking about?) be pleasurable. Annie finally submitted to her desire knowing that Mikasa had long slender fingers. For a brief moment she even wonder just how deep they can go and felt an incredible itch inside her.
Suddenly being hand conscious, she looks at her own hand and notices that they aren't as long and perhaps not as pleasurable and she could only mutter inside in disappointed knowing that this comes with the height difference. But that wasn't the least of her problems since there was nothing she could do about it, but a new one took it's place- would I be able to please her? Annie stopped. She really had to consider this possibility, and her heart became very heavy. This simple motion actually floor her as she came to a sudden stop that wouldn't go unnoticed by Mikasa since she was held back from advancing forward by her hand.
"Something wrong?" Mikasa asked in her usual unfazed tone. Annie was nervous and she knew Mikasa could see it as well. Annie had dug her left hand inside her hoodie's pocket hiding it from her, hoping for a moment that Mikasa had never notice her fingers until now. She looked to the side with a full blush and it was Mikasa's turn to be concern. She walked closer to her now seeing clearly that something was wrong.
"Do you think my fingers are too short?" Annie quickly bolted her head back up to face her and blurted out nervously making the poor girl freeze in her tracks. Still with her hand inside her hoodie and with the other gripping on tighter in efforts of not having them fully reveal. Mikasa blinked. Silence. Complete utter silence.
There it was. Mikasa's poker face. I could never read it.
Annie was quickly regretting her question, the silence made it that unbearable. Mikasa finally spoke without letting go. "... Not if you know what you're doing." Her cheeks quickly fluster and Annie's jaw dropped. She didn't think Mikasa would actually go there. "They're beautiful... like their owner." She added with a small smile unlocking her grip to see Annie's fingers fully before raising her hand high enough to kiss them. Annie was floored. She took a tiny step back, big enough for her bookbag to shift on her back. Her shoulders relax falling back down. In a small daze witnessing the amazing display of affection being offer to her by her girlfriend.
Annie had to seriously wonder if she ever loved anyone this much before. Her heart started to ache, she couldn't take what Mikasa was doing to her. Whatever second thoughts she had, they were quickly obliterated. Annie wanted Mikasa now. "My house is right around the corner!" She blurts out as she grabs her girlfriends hand once more-interlocking her fingers in place and takes a step forward with full speed having one thing in mind. Mikasa blinked at the sudden change of space and just smiled following suit with a nod.
Annie bursted through her front door at full haste, pulling Mikasa in, dropping her bookbag wherever she saw fit and ordering Mikasa to do the same. Mikasa wanted to be humble and respectful of being allow just inside her house, but Annie wasn't giving her the time to do so. She was pulling her from her hand upstairs towards her room. Annie didn't had to state where, Mikasa had good sense of direction, and it was pretty obvious too. She was really surprise by how anxious Annie appeared before her, she hadn't seen this side before, not this open. She wish it'll never end. As Annie lead the way, Mikasa was unexpectedly rewarded the sight of Annie's nice rear that her jeans were making since she was so adamant about not letting go of her hand leading the way. Because really, the last thing Annie needed was a lost Mikasa that would never make it to her room.
That's just unforgivable. Punishable by Law.
Annie burst into her room pulling Mikasa in, my secret, and started to kiss her wrapping her arms around her sides moving her hands frantically around her, and hadn't Mikasa not push back she would had trip all over any of her girlfriends clothes on the floor. Bewilder of the how fast things were happening around her she found it best to have Annie lean against her door for now and with some force pushed her against it. Annie was taken by surprise and gasped some breaking the kiss.
Trust.
Is that what it was? Is that what my father believes when it comes to me? (You don't have to believe someone in order to trust them). Annie wonder as her fathers words echo into her. Just as swiftly as they enter, Mikasa was moments away from doing the same as she started to kiss her roughly against the wall sliding her own tongue inside her mouth removing Annie's hoodie along the way.
(Trust was something that was earn between family members, not given Annie.) Especially in Annie's case. She was even surprised by her father's comment, it didn't added up to the events that lead to it, first he was aware that Annie was meeting up with someone, and to trust her enough to leave her alone for the night.
Ignorance is bliss. (Or I just trust you.) Annie closed her eyes hard trying to block it out and focus on what was happening not just in her mouth, but all over her body. Mikasa was really in such haste. She had slide her leg between Annie's legs to part them and had the decency to move it up. Annie released a pleasurable sound as she felt her girlfriends knee touching her crotch.
Trust. That's what it was. And the more it began to sank in faster than Mikasa's tongue Annie started to feel guilty about taking advantage of that trust.
Disappointment.
Annie felted it. It had built itself from prior arguments and it manifested itself in the form of shoving Mikasa off her. Above all, I'm angry at herself. Mikasa looked back confused as there was now a gap between them and saw a panting Annie standing before her, her chest beating. Suddenly she pushed her again, this time with much force from her chest with both of her open hands and Mikasa let out a cried as she fell backwards onto Annie's bed.
Annie blinked softly and saw a very hurt and confuse girl on her bed. "Annie, what's wrong? Did I do something to upset you?" Mikasa cried out as she tried to lift herself up from her elbows looking at her . "No." Annie answered and just as quickly jumped into bed crawling over her in the same fashion she used when she waltz into her room, with haste. She was resting her hands on her bed on either side of Mikasa's head looking down at her as she sat above her. "No." She repeated and smile softly.
"You're perfect." She said in her most honest sincere tone that Mikasa has ever heard. Annie pressed her lips against her and tried her best to regain the energy she had earlier, before that sudden abruption that she regrets displaying before her. Surely, little by little Mikasa was getting heated herself as Annie kept kissing her as she felt Mikasa's fingers slide their way into her shirt once more.
Annie closed her eyes tighter and felt that she was still bother by previous thoughts. I'm sorry I'm not perfect dad. Annie paused for a moment as she felt Mikasa moving her thigh up sensing that she wanted to change positions. Her eyes widen and pins Mikasa down breaking their kiss. "Forget about it." She says catching her breath some as she looks down at her forming a decent gap. "Who says you can top me?" Mikasa responds.
"You think you can top me just because you're taller?" Annie glares as she makes that statement.
"You think you can top me just cause you're older?" Mikasa strike back just as quickly.
"My room." Annie declares with a smirk leaning down some, believing that it makes absolute rule for calling any shots.
"My girlfriend." Mikasa boldly states stating a fact raising her head more towards her being less than an inch away from her lips. Annie's eyes become wider, her expression gradually soften as those words slowly sink in. She stares deep into Mikasa's eyes and sees fire in them. She knows that Mikasa would put up a fight, a very good fight. Annie was silence for a good 6 seconds, and she starts to lower her eyes some, and Mikasa believes for a moment that she has defeated her, that she has won this round.
Satisfaction starts filling Mikasa as she continues to stare at her intensely, and just as it came, it's quickly obliterated by what she hears next making her eyes widen.
"My body." Annie boldly states as she whispers it into Mikasa's lips.
These words slowly echo into Annie's ears, and it becomes the loudest silence Mikasa has ever heard simply overwhelming her. Annie's chest is about to burst, and she can't decide if it was the right wording, or the way things have led, but it set an immense fire inside her that if Mikasa didn't do anything, she would seriously go insane from it. Still keeping the close positions of their lips Annie whispers "Give it to me." Her request was in a low raspy voice more sexual than the one before that only made Mikasa shiver upon hearing it. It also very much set her off.
Departing herself from her, Annie in sudden reflex grabs Mikasa's from her shirt and pulls on it lifting her up from the bed as Annie pulls back still straddle and blurts out. "Fuck me now!"
