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hearmei: I think I getting Hikaru's personality very well. Clueless, blind, completely oblivious to his brother's feelings. lol it sadden me...poor Kaoru. Anyway hope you like this chapter and review again!!!

Then song I am using in this chapter is called Anything by The Calling.


Anything

Flashback

He cried as he observed the little paper in his hands. "We are happy to inform you that you have passed..." he had passed. He studied to hard and now it was real. But he knew he wasn't crying of happiness. He was crying because that meant he would have to leave Hikaru.

When he noticed that Hikaru was leaving him behind , he made a deal with himself. If he ever felt like telling anything about his feelings to his brother, if he ever felt like he couldn't take it, he would leave Hikaru, otherwise he would tell Hikaru everything and ruin all the progress he had made.

So that moment came two months ago. When after 2 yars of dating Harhi he finally said "I love you" and she said it back. Right after that they went to Hikaru's bedroom and their love turned into sounds that Kaoru wished he had never heard.

But he only heard part of it. After that little part all he could listen was his own desesperate sobs. He had lost it that night and he promissed not to lose it again. So he would leave.

He looked at the paper in his right hand, and then to the left. The plane ticket. He stood in front of the airport. He cried and cried and tried to muffle some sobs. He was totally alone.

But all he wished that his brother realized is that, whatever he does...it's all for him. All, everything, anything.

He had stayed for him, until he was sure that Hikaru could handle things for himself, and now was going to leave so he wouldn't delay Hikaru's progress anymore.

All the things that he had done, pushing Hikaru and Haruhi together, hiding in the corner and in the bedroom so they wouldn't notice him, he wouldn't be the third wheel, stop Tamaki's complains, everything...it was all for him.

And it will be all for him, forever. There is no one in the world he will love as much as he loves his brother. No matter how wrong it is.

And he was leaving, but if his brother ever asked him to return he would be back in a blink of an eye. And deep down he wished his brother called him back.

He looked outside the window of the plane. His mother and father were waving like mad people and his mother was crying. Kyouya was standing by their side, smiling kindly for the first time in Kaoru's life.

Kyouya found out about his trip. At first he was afraid Kyouya wouldn't let him go, saying that we have to keep the Host Club for college or that all in my head is nonsense. But he was understanding. Kaoru assumed he was like that because he felt like doing the same. Leaving Tamaki.

He smiled and waved back. Tars still fell from his eyes. His brother didn't know he was going. He would miss him...but this was for his own good.

End of Flashback

He looked at the people he once called friends, playing happily and laughing...without him. They were in Ouran High School Garden. They used to play commoner games here. They were playing now. Kaoru had just spaced out...trying to remember why he had left.

"Kaoru...don't you wanna play with us?" Hikaru stood by his side, inviting him into a life he didn't belong anymore. Hikaru's oblivious way of asking him to return to their lives. Kaou smiled kindly at him and nodded." Then why are you standing here looking at nowhere? C'mon!" he took Kaoru's arm and led him to the spot where everyone was.

I will be there
Always waiting
Waiting for you
To let me inside
Where your fire burns
In a city of angels
Well just like a river rushing straight into the sea
I'm the one thing meant for you and you for me

They were doing a game called "Spin the bottle" he didn't understand the rules very much but he was willing to play nonetheless. After all his brother had asked him.

They spinned the bottle and it stopped between Kaoru and Haruhi. Kaoru smiled at her knowing itr would probably some deep, knowing question she had been wanting to ask him since he arrived. Violet sat by his side and by seeing where the bottle had stopped she held his hand looking a bit concerned.

"Truth or dare?" Haruhi asked him. He thought for a while. Dares with Haruhi would be absolutely no fun. He would go for truth and give her the pleasure of asking whatever she wanted.

"Truth." he replied with a smile. Everyone stared at him and then back at her. They knew she was going to make a personal question. Haruhi was famous for meddling and saying things about others that people don't wanna hear.

Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever it takes
I'll do anything

"Why did you come back?" she asked. Wow...it almost felt like she didn't want him to come back. Well...maybe she didn't. Kaoru smiled, and looked at the sky...remember the reason why he had left in the first place...everything he did was for the same reason.

"Fake reason or true reason?" Kaoru asked playfully. She wasn't laughin though.

"Both." She said.

"Well...the fake one is because Violet convinced me...but the truth is I never needed that much convincing. I really missed the reason why I left in the first place. And I got a mail...begging for me to return and visit." He knew no one besides her, Violet, Hikaru and Kyouya were understanding a thing of what he was saying. Hikaru was also only understanding a part of it. The part where Kaoru mentioned his email.

And as you sleep
Eyes trough the window
I'm watching you dream
Well are you dreaming of me?
Yeah, So why can't you see
You're all that matters
You know if this earth should crack
I'll be your solid ground
Yeah, I will be there to catch you when you fall down

Flashback

"I know you must have more important things there now. I heard you have a gallery and I am happy for you. I am. But...it's been so long. Five years Kaoru!! We use to be together all the time and now I haven't seen you for five years!!!

That is just not fair you know...whenever I wanna tell someone something, when I am happy and want to talk...you are not here anymore.

Truth is Kaoru and you have no idea of how difficult it is for me sahying this...I miss you.

I know that maybe this doens't mean much to you anymore, but please come back just once...I really want to see you brother.

Hope you come...and if you don't please write to me. Buy a webcam. DO something please.

Miss you

Hikaru

Flashback

Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever it takes
I'll do anything

After they finished the game and were embarassed enough to do anymore commoner games, they all went to their respective homes.

"Kaoru...can I talk to you?" Hikaru asked and Kaoru left Violet's side for a minute. Hikaru was blushing a little and Kaoru just smiled at him. Hikaru was never good at asking. Though he knew Kaoru would do whatever Hikaru asked. "Could you...could we..." Hikaru rubbed the back of his neck and Kaoru chuckled a bit. Hikaru took a deep breath " Could we...I don't know go somewhere together? Just us? It's been a while and I...I..." he was having lot of trouble finishing the phrase.

"Of course..." he said and they continued walking. Before Hikaru could reach Haruhi, Kaoru held his arm and Hikaru turned to him."And Hikaru...I miss spending time with you too." Hikaru blushed, but smiled sweetly to his brother. Kaoru returned the smile.

If I have to crawl
Get down on my knees
Whatever it takes
I'll do anything

Later that night, Kaoru put the alarm clock to wake him up in the same time he had in the previous night. He knew Hikaru would be in the kitchen wanting to talk to him. Adn he would be there waiting for him to come. Whatever it is that he needed to talk, Kaoru would listen...even if he knew Hikaru would never listen to him

Oh, I'd take the stars right out of the sky for you
I'd end the world give you the sun, the moon
For all of the time
forever loving you

And like Kaoru expected Hikaru was eating his chocolate cereal in the middle of the night, in the exact same time like the previous night. Kaoru didn't want to eat it today, he was a bit nauseous the whole day because of it. But it didn't matter. Whatever it was needed to make Hikaru happy.

Oh, I'd take the stars right out of the sky for you
I'd end the world give you the sun, the moon
For all of the time
forever loving you

Kaoru was like Kyouya, a shadow. Always hiding in the corner. Always doing things without anyone noticing. They were used to be shadows if that meant they could be near the person they loved. It they could be like Kaoru was now. Chatting nonsenses in the middle of the night with his brother.

Whatever you need
Whatever it takes
I'll do anything
If I have to crawl
Get down on my knees

He would always be there for Hikaru. If he thought about the things he had done in his life...everything was for him. Even entering the Host Club. He knew that the Club would change their lives forever. But if Hikaru wanted change...Kaoru would give it. And he would it happily. Because Hikaru's happiness was his happiness.

It would be all for him...always.

Whatever it takes
I do anything
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
whatever it takes
I do anything
Anything, Anything