Hi everyone I'm back with the next chapter of Never Let Go. So sorry about the long wait but I've been hella busy with school assignments and relationships to continue writing for this story. Seems like I'm in a position to continue now and I wanted to thank the ppl who have taken the time to read my lame ass story so far.
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WHY?
It was 4 in the afternoon and she hadn't stopped looking at me with the same adoration in her eyes. It's as if I could feel the desire and love this one girl had for me. Four o'clock was our organised time to spend time with each other whenever her family wasn't breathing down her neck. I couldn't help but stare intensely as she proceeded to greet me with a peck on the lips and sauntered towards my kitchen to get some drinks for us like she always did. It was then that I would always sneak up on her and at the right moment and kiss her passionately. She never failed to turn me on with the simple gesture of turning the kettle on and reach on her toes to get cups for us. I turned her around, grabbed her thighs and hoisted her up onto the counter where I buried my head in the crook of her neck. I caressed her thighs and back and leaned back to admire the perfection that was her face. "What are you thinking about?" she whispered as I leaned my forehead against her own and answered "You."
"You're so cheesy," she giggled as she lightly brushed her lips against my own. She always made me feel like my heart would swell in my chest to the point where the skin and bones could no longer contain it. Without retorting back to her remark I again buried my head in the crook of her neck and deeply inhaled her intoxicating scent. I kissed my way up to her ear and sucked on her lobe. She tightened her legs around my waist in response and exhaled a gasp. "So good…" she would exhale. I again stared intensely into the warmth of her brown eyes and put all my emotions into the one kiss that I gave her. She told me the one thing that would make her completely mine…"I'm ready Naoms." That's all I needed to hear when I lifted her off the counter and carried her up the stairs to my bedroom. As I set her down she pulled me towards her and practically dragged me on top of her onto the bed. Our hips fit in perfectly with each other and as I was slowly grinding against her an unbearable heat entered my core. I stripped her of her clothing and kneeled back to admire this amazing woman before me. 'She's all mine' I thought as I joined her with all my garments off. As soon as our skin met she moaned into my mouth as I kissed her deeply and continued to grind against her core. Her breasts fit perfectly in the palms of my hand and I then started to lightly suck on her nipples until the buds hardened against my lips and her moans got louder. Her hands roamed my back and mine made their way down to between our bodies towards her mound. I gasped as I felt the wetness between her legs and slowly stroked her clit. Her moans were music to my ears. I needed to be sure that she wanted this as much as me before we went any further but god I hoped that she would say yes because I could feel my self-control start to falter. "Are you sure?" I quietly asked her as her dilated pupils looked back at me with love and desire. "Yes..." was her breathy answer.
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That distant memory played in my head as stared back at the warmth of those brown eyes. 'How do I know she won't break me again?' I thought. The fact was that I was still in love with this one girl. She, who probably had more power over me than she thought. I guess distance does make the heart grow fonder. I wanted so badly to give in to her, to just throw it all away and just be with her but there was this niggling feeling in the back of my head that things would get more fucked up again. "Naoms…say something." Emily breathily asked me.
"Why?" Damn it could I not sound more defensive right now.
" You were the one who's been staring at me all fucking morning! So I figured you had something to say" she retorted, clearly angry with my question.
"Look Emily I don't know why I do the things I do, honestly , just seeing you again kind of made me embarrassed because of what happened last night." I answered, jumping to the point.
She didn't say anything as she stepped into my personal space. I tried hard to look anywhere but her face, but she wouldn't have it as she turned me to face her. "Naoms, I love you and I know you love me too. I'll die knowing that you love me. I'll never love anyone the same as I you…b-but we can never ever be together. Can you please understand?" Little by little my heart felt as if it was being clutched violently in my chest, twisted and squeezed. "Emily…"I gasped out trying to swallow the tears that were threatening to spill. A single tear slid down her perfect rosy cheek. Emptiness was immediately felt through those eyes. Before I could do anything, she sealed her statement with one last kiss. I squeezed my tightly shut trying so hard to suppress any pain that I was feeling. As she pulled back I could no longer contain myself. "Emily…I can't" I choked out, tears tried calming me and looked into my eyes one final time before her warmth left my space and she was gone.
That's the end of this chapter! Sorry for making this a bit too angsty or anticlimactic but I couldn't help myself. I don't know when ill return with the next chapter but for now it would be greatly appreciated if you could R&R this story. Don't hesitate to criticise or send in any suggestions to improve this story to my inbox.
CIAO till next time guys!
