Mikasa's POV

I walked out of the room pausing, as if unintentionally waiting for Annie to follow me out so we could walk back to the group together, my instincts right as Annie burst through the door looking around hurriedly until her eyes landed on mine as I leaned against the wall slightly "Hello, Did you have nice dreams?" I questioned my eyebrow raised "Some were ok, others less pleasant, Why do you ask?" Annie answered looking confused "Oh you just seemed to like speaking in your sleep and umm started to muttered my name and other things before I woke you up" I deadpanned, as I stood up properly again and began walking slowly down the long corridor, Annie beside me looking shocked "Umm, sorry I know you don't want people to know about the kiss yet or the fact that we're urm together" She said awkwardly, blushing brightly as she scratched the back of her neck nervously. "How? I didn't even tell you about that yet I was gonna ask today since we are urm going out now I suppose" I blushed looking at her questioningly "Well let's just say I'm not the only one that mumbles in their sleep a little bit, you said it last night after you blacked out almost immediately, I just lay there awake for a while and you muttered that before going completely silent" She smirked at me before returning to the stoic expression she held all the time.

"So how are you feeling now? I'm sorry I got a little carried away again" I asked, scratching my neck nervously, looking at her expression which changed to shocked "No you weren't the only one that got carried away, it's not you fault it's both of us that got that intense, I'm fine with the rest but what about you Mikasa you didn't stay down on the floor very long?" Annie said looking at me, sadness in her eyes "Hey I'm fine, but I just thought giving you a piggy back on the way here would have been much easier then carrying you like I did" I smiled brightly trying to lighten the mood as we continued to walk down the hall "Well you could give me piggy back now then" She smirked looking at me in a devilish way. We stopped, the corridor seemed so long now like we had been walking forever and we hadn't even past half way yet "Sure thing but I want something in return for carrying your heavy butt out of here" I smirked back her, she was now looking very confused, one eyebrow raised and her beautiful pools of blue widened. "And what would that be Mika?" She questioned, crossing her arms like she was mad, an emotion that I didn't like to see on her face, meaning you should either back down or get grinded to pulp.

"This" I exclaimed leaning into press my lips against her again, this kiss being slightly different from the last there was a strange spark as she kissed back pressing her lips against mine more deepening the kiss, both of us pulling back breathless after a while. "Haha I knew it, you two do like each other" I heard a voice call, both our eyes darting about landing on the nurse leaning against the wall nearby, but I swear she wasn't there a second ago when I looked. "Please don't tell anyone, not yet!" I yelled blushing furiously like Annie was beside me when my eyes strayed over to her red face "Hm, Ok for now I'll keep quiet about you two lovers" She chuckled deviously "No, we only got together yesterday so it's not like that" Annie shouted beside me. I thought about it all, it was all kind of weird feeling, the way she called us lovers and the fact that I had somehow fallen in love with Annie, the short while we had been here at the training camp, and that it wasn't Eren who I always thought I loved but this felt much different, also that Annie was also a female and I didn't think I went both ways, but it was all pretty obvious now that those things were all true. "Mikasa? Mikasa are you okay?" Annie exclaimed, snapping me out of my thoughts looking at her, looking around to see the nurse gone "She left, promised that she wouldn't tell anyone yet, but I don't trust her so much. Soo.. About that piggy back?" Annie replied as if I had asked her a question.

Now crouching down so she could jump on my back, which she almost immediately did her arms wrapping loosely around my neck, slightly pulling my scarf down, now standing up straight before walking slowly across the corridor which now seemed to be a normal size instead of miles long like last time, Annie kept shifting on my back, her arms still curled around my neck slowly shifting lower to grip on better, she leaned her head on my shoulder, her breath slow and warm against my neck, sending shivers down my spine. As we neared the end of the hall Annie's breathing slowed and I felt her smirk against my neck before I felt a pain shoot through my body, my legs buckling under both our weight, we both ended up on the floor Annie laying over me before she moved slightly and I felt her grip enclose on my arms that now lay pinned either side of my head while my face was brushing against the floor. "What the hell was that for Annie?" I mumbled as my face pressed closer to the floor her weight increasing on my back as I imagined she was smiling deviously as she straddled my body underneath her's again. "It's so easy to turn the tables to where I'm the one in control again Mikasa, You should work on that" She said chuckling as she pressed her lips against my neck, another sharp pain shooting through my neck again, before she quickly moved further down the side of my neck kissing at the spot she landed at this time instead of biting down on the delicate flesh of my neck she started sucking down on the spot "Stop it, that's going to be hard to cover up" I whined as she continued to place hickies over my neck until she was stopped by the collar of my blouse and jacket.

A/N Don't even talk to me now I feel weird for writing this even if it is just hickies it's embarrassing, I have never written anything like it before so that's why -_-

"No, I can make you blush so easy that it's fun to tease you" She snickered as I bit into my lip, causing it to bleed supressing the moans of pain and pleasure which was a strange feeling "When I get up I'm going kick your ass again if you don't stop right now" I mumbled from biting onto my lip still, she laughed again before I felt her freezing cold hand slither under my collar pushing it down slightly as she bit the nape of my neck this time unable to keep my teeth bitten down on my bottom lip, a moan escaping my lips, realizing that had happened I cursed myself quietly but Annie heard chuckling again "You like it though, don't you Mikasa. Why do you want me to stop Hm?" She whispered into my ear, nibbling down on my ear softly "Because we need to get back to training or everyone will get suspicious, plus you agreed to tone it down last night, Annie remember that?" I moaned, wiggling about trying to get free of her iron grip. "I.. Pfft fine then, you should be glad it was only hickies though" Annie said shifting, so I thought she was moving but swiftly bit down on the side of my neck again before letting go of my arms and sliding of my back, finally letting my turn over to lie on my back looking at her smirking face as she knelt beside me.

"It's good you found that so funny Annie, you can walk on your own feet now" I said sarcastically, glaring at her then adjusting my now scruffy uniform neck, pulling up my scarf to cover the other blemishes now on my neck before standing up and walking to the door, opening it and walking through then slamming it shut before Annie could follow me outside. Walking over to where I thought the rest of the class might be now, it was getting sort of late so it must be combat again or 3D manuevering gear training right about now. Annie ran up from behind, now walking next to me her face back to being stoic along with mine as we approached the others readying to train on the 3DMG course "So are two alright and ready to train now?" Shadis asked, pointing over to a few 3DMG units that were left, both of us following his orders and walking over to strap the 3DMG on properly, alone in the corner of the grounds while the rest gathered around Instructor Shadis told everyone what to do, shouting to put out his point that it was crucial that nobody messed about in this exercise since people could be pushed about and fall from the big heights that the manuevering gear was used at. "Sorry I didn't mean to be so ... So commanding but you promised last night" I apologised to Annie as we both began strapping the gear on "I suppose I'm sorry for breaking that promise.. But you can't deny that you didn't like it" She apologised back, smirking before her face returned to normal and we walked back over to the others, ready to train.

Instructor Shadis also had manuevering gear strapped on today as he lead us to the forest filled with titan manakins hidden about it, ones we were all suppose to compete against each other to kill or just slice as deep as you could into the soft material used for the nape of the titan aka it's weakspot. Everyone all set to fly off on the manuever gear to kill titans and finally get a break from training unlike how myself and Annie, who had both skipped most of the training for today. I was ready to shoot off on the manuever gear to but less eger since I could move quite fast with the manuever gear and also to let others have a chance to get to the fake titans first. "GO!" Shadis shouted and everyone shot off into the tall trees of the forest, one of the last to take off I saw everyone seperate into different directions, deciding which way would be less crowded with cadets looking for titans before going that way, Shadis stayed there observing before taking off in the same direction speeding in front and changing directions a lot to keep track of the many trainees about the forest. I flew around abit before finding a fake titan that wasn't already sliced into before slicing deeply into the neck and shooting off again in search of another titan. After discovering after more titan dummies and cutting through them Shadis and other observing all the cadets strikes, Jean soon flew over next to me in another attempt to flirt with me, which would fail epically agian since I was dating Annie but since no one knew about that he would just keep trying and failing. Jean hovered through the air next to me trying to chat "Hi, Mikasa your amazing at this, so I have at least some decent competition, which means we both have this in common so would you go..." Jean tried to talk "You forgot about Annie and some of the many others that are good with the 3DMG too" I interupted him, he looked sad but soon cheered up when we both sighted another fake titan to the left, both of us swerving to attack it, but Jean was a bit clumsy and crashed into me, both of us falling from the place we were hooked to and crashing hard into the titan dummy, my vision going blurry, Jean seemed to have recovered but the fight from before took it's toll on me and I ended up blacking out again, even though I blacked out, I still felt my body smash against a tree branch before I think somebody caught me since the second blow was soft and the surface I landed on felt warm, it couldn't have been the ground I impacted with.

The blackness soon faded into light and I woke up but it wasn't where I thought I would wake up. I woke up in a soft, familiar bed, a window next to it, staring out into the woods, these woods were really familiar. I sat there thinking about where I had seen them before but my mind blank even though I knew deep down where I was, I would always be here, in the same place every night in my nightmares that replayed over and over again, except strangly last night I wasn't trapped her but here I was trapped once again in this hellish nightmare. I lay there on the bed for a while staring out the window at the birds and other little creatures of the forest on the mountain side, until a woman came in greating me kindly, placing clothes on the dresser before walking out again telling me to follow her when I changed and got ready, this women was tall and had beautiful long black hair much like my own but longer, her eyes all different shades of grey identical to mine, she wore a blue cardigan type top and a long, pink skirt, the outfit showed her beauty.

Rolling out of the bed, I swiftly changed into a light pink dress with flowers at the bottom and frilly parts, walking over to a mirror, staring into the mirror for a while, my face was different I looked like child again, my hair long again suddenly my face changed and flashed in the mirror showing my face all bloodied, tears running from my eyes then it flashed again this time it looked like teenage trainee me also bloodied everyone glaring at me like I was a monster even Annie, finally it flashed back to how I looked as a child again but normal and not bloodied. Quickly finshing my hair and going over to splash cold water in my face, it felt better now like all those images were fake and I just imagined seeing them, so I ignored the signs again, like I was always forced to, I had no control, I could only watch as child Mikasa lived the deaths of her parents over and over again but always having an innocent dream like state before it happened everytime and everytime in my dreams Eren was never there to save me and to wrap this muffler around my neck, he was never there to help and I was taken away by those men before I blacked out and it started to replay all over again.

I started down the stairs, seeing another person in the room, a man he was tall with short, light brown hair and eyes that matched with the same shade of brown, he was smiling along with the woman from before. Sitting down next to the women and picking up some fabric that was wedged into a wooden frame, a pattern that was half complete from yesterday when the women had began to show me how to sew a specific pattern that was unique, she smiled as I started to sew again, stopping me to wrap something that looked like a bandage but was one, around my wrist explaining how it was a specific emblem from our race, they both didn't speak much in this reality instead they just continued to do what they were both doing when I came down the small flight stairs.

They began to talk after a while and I asked them silly questions now that I thought about it, both going slightly red and avoiding the question until a series of knocks on the door put a smile on the man's face "Dr Jaeger is here now, You can ask him about your question" He said kindly, turning "No don't open the door, you'll both die" I screamed but nothing came out of my mouth. He just smiled opening the door, soon collasped on the floor in a sitting position, his face dropping and his neck bleeding they had slit his throat, the men three men that had proceeded to enter the little wood cabin, a slightly bald one he had some fuzzy, grey hair he was wearing a scarf much like the one I always wore, another one wearing a cap he had short, brown hair and a mustauche, the last one with short, brown hair as well he also had a scarf like the other only shorter, they all walked in calm to try and easy the tension that was now thick in the air, the woman standing up with pair of scissors in hand as she ran at them, but just as quickly as she jumped at them to attack she was cut down, an axe chopping right into the side of her neck and blood spurted out as her boy fell to the floor, her hand reaching out to me as I just stood there in shock not moving even thought I was trying to run away, I had finally realised the first man and woman where my parents, and this was there death scene I was repeatedly forced to watch, before one of the guys walked over to me and punched me in the face with a strong force, and darkness flooded my mind again.

Suddenly my eyes refocused and I was in another cabin this time, this one familiar too, this was the cabin where I was tied up by them, while they schemed about what to do about me and how they were going to sell me on the black market as one of the last asians inside of the walls, this time there was a knock at the door and Eren was there for once, he was here to save me from this nightmare, I saw him shift to bring a knife to the kind of bald guys throat but he was shoved backwards, instead his own knife now sticking into his own chest, blood quickly covering his shirt and soon he collapsed "No, no, no this can't happen, Eren your suppose to..." I cried silently, those words echoing in my head as Eren's figure pooled in blood and the three men started moving again, shouting commands to each other before I was knocked out again, black surrounded my vision again, but the picture of Eren's body covered in blood kept on flashing up, taunting me at the chance I had at freedom but it soon dissapeared and the images of my parents flashed by as well, then everyone in the trainee corps started to drop down all bleeding, titans surrounded them and reached for them eating them all, Annie was the final one to be eaten her torso dropping from the titan grip and to the ground with a thud. I tried to run over to all them, to stop it but my legs refused to move and they all seemed miles away, until Annie's torso dropped to the floor my legs started to move again and I ran to her body, dropping to my knees beside her floods of tears erupting from my eyes, few tears dropping onto her now pale face, her eye flickering open to look at me, her lips moving slowly as a rasped voice spoke "Where were you? You could of helped save us all" She tried to shout at me, her hand came up to smack my face, pain shooting through my face before her body went limp "I was stuck watching it all, I tried to save you all, I tried" I cried before the titan surrounded me and grabbed me, I let myself go limp before they chomped on my body, the dark returned and they all stood there staring at me with anger filled eyes, their mouth moving to shout abuse but nothing was heard before they dissapeared and left me alone again in the dark.

A/N A long story part to make up for not posting for a while, OMG I made it kind of depressing at the end, well now you'll just have to wait for the next bit. Hope you liked it, vote and comment what you think about it ;) there you go have your more intense ship parts XD