Dinner Date
He'd waited until Friday before stopping by her desk to confirm that they were still on for Saturday night. Liv looked up at him and her dark eyes were thoughtful and damn near unreadable. "I- Fin what if I'm not-" She shook her head, and he could read how frustrated she was with herself. "What if I'm not ready for a relationship?"
He leaned down as if to look at some paperwork on her desk and kept his voice low, "If you weren't ready you'd tell me no." Fin took a deep breath, her perfume was intoxicating, he'd have to find out what it was. "You're scared, and you're nervous, and I get that. But you're ready Liv." He firmed his voice but took care to keep the volume low still, "Now tell me Olivia, yes or no, are you going out with me tomorrow night."
Her, "Yes," Was soft and breathy but it was definitely in the affirmative.
"Good," He indulged himself by running a hand from her shoulder down her back. "Liv, relax. I'm the same guy." Fin tried a little reassurance. "I'm not gonna chain you to the bed or anything."
"But we will-" It was hard to figure out what made Liv more nervous, the idea of having sex with him tomorrow night or the idea of waiting.
"Stop worrying," He commanded mildly. "No matter what you're mine Liv. Just relax. I'm gonna take care of you."
"That's not reassuring," Her retort was mildly sarcastic and Fin couldn't help grinning down at her as he left.
"You've never had me takin' care of you before Livia," He reminded her.
Every time Fin watched her take a bite he got a little preview of what Olivia would be like in bed. She so obviously enjoyed her food, enjoyed his company when she unwound enough to relax a bit. A glass of wine at dinner wasn't so much that she'd get drunk and by the time they were eating desert she'd sobered up enough to be a little nervous again.
By the time Fin had handed the waiter his card and signed the check Olivia was tense and clutching her little bag. "Liv," He held out his hand and waited until she'd put her fingers against his palm. "Why are you so nervous?"
"You've made it pretty clear that this is...the start of something," She was honest at least. It was one of the things he found most attractive about her. Liv would usually admit when something scared her. "I've... the last serious relationship I had..."
"I know, I remember," Fin nodded. It had been the crash and burn of that relationship that had decided him. Liv had been miserable for a solid two months after that. He'd heard that she had tried an adoption agency but single women were a step below even a gay couple so she'd struck out there. It had been time to man up and admit that the reason every woman he dated saw the back of him after a month was because Liv was the woman he wanted.
"I just...I don't do well at these, relationships," Liv clarified. "If it doesn't work out..." She shook her head.
"Liv, shut up." Fin had definitely had enough of her doubting him. "C'mon," He stood and helped her out of her chair before leading her out of the restaurant and to a cab. Giving the driver his address he pulled her tight against his side and took another deep breath of her perfume. She was still clutching at her evening bag and frowning.
He got her out of the cab and into the lobby of his place before she spoke again, "Fin, I really don't think this is-"
The elevator was empty and he waited until the doors were shut before he put both hands on her hips and pushed her back to the wall, flattening his body against hers. One hand stretched out to press the button for his floor while the other held her firmly in place. "Liv, did you understand everything I told you a few days ago," He asked the question with his lips rubbing over her neck.
"Uhm, yes...I-" She gasped as his teeth found her pulse and closed gently over it.
"And you know you're not going to talk me out of this," Fin felt like he could happily fuck the hell out of her in the elevator but some things were against the law still.
"Getting...oh, that idea," Her hands were hanging onto his shoulders now and he groaned over the soft skin at the base of her throat. The dipping neckline of her cocktail dress had been driving him crazy all night and he'd been torn between staring at her cleavage and soft swells of her breasts and the gorgeous length of leg she'd showcased in dusky stockings and three inch heels. They put her at his height and he could concentrate on every part of her.
"Then what makes you think I'll change my mind at this late, date," He punctuated his words with hot open-mouthed kisses on the delicate column of her neck. "You have no idea how bad or how long I've wanted you under me Olivia." His hands were firm on her hips as he pressed against her body.
"Why?" Her hands were tight on his shoulders, pulling him closer and he groaned against her skin. "Why me, why now?" He loved how breathy her voice sounded and cursed as the elevator reached his floor.
Tugging her out of the elevator and down the hall to his apartment felt like torture, one minute she was flattened against his body and the next she wasn't anymore. Even keeping an arm around her waist and her curves snugged against his side wasn't enough. The door took so damn long he nearly pushed her against the back of it and took her right there once he got it closed.
"Why?" Fin pulled her into his bedroom and wrapped her tight in his arms before he began to kiss her neck again. "Why you? Why now?" He felt her pulse triple under his lips and groaned.
"Yeah, why?" Olivia nearly moaned the question. One of her hands slid from his crown down to his neck, holding his mouth to her skin, the other slid down to the small of his back, pulling his body tighter to hers.
"Because you're beautiful and kind," Fin nipped at the curve of skin where her neck met her shoulder. "An' I'm a selfish bastard and want you for mine." He felt her breath catch in her throat as his lips moved down to the uppermost curves of her breasts. "I see you Livia, I see how much you love. I want that. Want that for me."
"I'm not..." Her words were a tortured sigh as his hands slipped to her waist and cupped her ass. "I'm not easy or kind. I'm fucked up Fin," She'd found the soft skin on the base of his neck and her mouth was doing incredible things to his flesh.
"Not arguin' now Liv," Fin had found the zip of her dress and pulled it down, following the line of it with his hand on the silky flesh of her spine. "I want you under me," He pushed her dress down to her hips exposing a lacy strapless bra that crept down her ribs contrasting with her skin. "And unless you tell me right now that you don't want the same thing..."
"I'm not," Olivia tugged the back of his head down so he was forced to look her in the eye. "I want you Fin. I want...everything. Now," She leaned into him, lace clad breasts pressing to his chest and kissed him. He'd known Olivia's mouth was powerful, like lightening in a bottle but standing with her half undressed, with her kissing him, he lost control.
He slanted his lips over hers and began to explore her mouth, his tongue tasting and rubbing over hers. Nothing could have prepared him for the taste of Olivia's mouth, how hot and sweet she would be, how perfect she would taste. Her fingers were pushing at his jacket, tugging at his tie and unbuttoning his shirt and vest and God! Her hands on his skin were like putting a match to paper, he'd never felt such instantaneous need. His clothes weren't quite coming off though, opened, Olivia pulling his shirt out of his slacks to slide her hands up his back and down to squeeze his ass. "God damn," He groaned into her mouth.
"Fin," She pulled her lips from under his to speak and barely got the words out, "Undo your cuffs." His mouth came back down on hers and devoured, open mouthed and demanding her participation. Fin wasn't thinking of anything but touching her, her dress was around her hips and he pushed it down until it fell to the rug. She was so sweet, her lips were so perfect soft and god her tongue rubbing against his, devouring him right back. Olivia caught his tongue in her mouth and sucked on it and the groan that vibrated in his chest was completely involuntary. He was so hard for her it was getting uncomfortable, trapped in his shorts and pants.
He didn't want to let go of her, the soft skin on her back, the perfect curve of her ass under his palm but she was pushing at him, insistent and with another groan he reluctantly capitulated. Fin practically tore at the buttons on his shirt cuffs and unceremoniously shrugged the clothing off his upper body. Liv's hands moved to his belt and waistband, unzipping his trousers while he toed off his shoes. "Get on the bed Liv," He gave her a little push backwards and she nodded, backing up until she felt the mattress against her legs. She didn't sit or lie down though, but stood, watching him until he was naked under her eyes.
Fin looked at her, tiny black panties, the black lacy bra that wrapped around her ribs and breasts, silky stockings that encased her legs to mid thigh and just stopped and satiny black heels. "You're so fuckin' beautiful," He shook his head over how lovely she was and walked towards her, nude, beyond aroused and ready for her. "And I told you to get on the bed."
"You did," Olivia lifted her chin in a little challenge. "Maybe I want you to put me there Fin," She was looking straight at him, hunger warm in her gaze and he couldn't help but grin.
"Last warning babygirl," He pressed up against her and his hand found the hooks of the bustier she wore, flicking them open until the satin and lace sagged down off her breasts and he pulled it out from between their bodies. "I'm not gonna stop again."
"Didn't ask you to stop," Liv's breath stopped, gasped as her breasts pressed against his chest. He felt her swell even more, her nipples tight and hard against his skin. "Just want you to-" Her words were cut off by a cry of need as Fin bent her back to the mattress and fastened his mouth to one of those tight sweet tips. He groaned as he felt her nipple tighten further in his mouth and then relax as he sucked and warmed it with his lips and tongue. One of Liv's hands clutched at the back of his head, the other snaked down between their bodies and wrapped around his cock.
"No," Fin grabbed the hand on his prick and pulled it off gently but still firmly. He lifted his head from Olivia's breast and stared at her. "No baby. I can't take it right now." He put his mouth to her other breast and was rewarded with a strangled moan and the feeling of black satin panties against his cock growing wet with her need. He loved how she sounded, as if every sensation was taking her by surprise. Her hand tried to find his cock again and Fin nearly growled his displeasure.
"I want to touch you," Olivia tried to argue through her moans and Fin shook his head.
"Then I'll just have to stay out of reach," He tugged her body so her hips were on the edge of the mattress and knelt on the floor so she couldn't reach him. Fin looked down at her feet and slipped her heels off, peeling the stockings down her legs and letting them flutter over her shoes before he slid his hands from her ankles up to her thighs. "Now Liv, be good for me, stay where I put you baby," He admonished between kisses up the tender skin of her inner thighs. "You are so soft, and sweet, and so fucking strong Liv," Fin was amazed by the strength in her.
"Fin, please," She was trembling under his mouth and he smiled as she didn't move in spite of what she wanted so badly right now.
"I can't wait to taste you Olivia," He could feel the smile on his face, a wicked smirk his ex had hated, couldn't stand to see how satisfied he was with a strong woman in a slightly submissive position. But Olivia's breath caught as she saw his face, a moan on her lips and her hips twitched in invitation for him to take what he wanted. His sweet strong Olivia needed to let go, needed someone to free her from all the things she took on. It didn't make him more, or make her less, it just was how they were.
He pressed his mouth to her satin covered pussy and began to nip and tease her through the soaked fabric. He needed to be in charge like this now and then, needed to take over and make the decisions, to know he could do little else but some things he could control. And his beautiful strong Olivia needed to be out of control, needed to surrender and stop worrying. That she was letting him take the lead, had tacitly agreed to him doing so ever since that day in the hall, but hadn't changed any other aspect of her behavior... That aroused him just as much as the sight of her spread out on his bed, just waiting for his mouth.
Fin teased and licked, using his mouth to nip at the tender skin where the satin ended until she was rolling her hips under his mouth and begging him please to fuck her and there was no way. Not until he'd put his mouth on that sweet pussy. "No," He shook his head and stood so he could grab the little ribbon sides of her panties and drag them down her hips and legs. "I want you a lot more desperate for my cock than you are now baby."
"Fin," Olivia was letting him move her thighs apart, her hands were fisted in the quilt under her and making no move to stop him or to touch him. "Please, I need..."
"I know," He traced his hands over her skin, fingers plucking at her nipples, "I'm gonna give you what you need, I promise." Fin sat on the bed next to her and couldn't resist her face, those sweet lips, and let himself have her mouth for a little while. Her hands crept up, caressing his shoulders, his chest, neck and scalp but she'd learned and didn't touch him below the waist.
"Please Fin, I want you so badly, I want to suck your cock, get on my knees and-" He cut off her words with another kiss and stood moving to position himself between her thighs.
"You will," He promised as he knelt and began to kiss the soft skin above her curls. "If you want it like that I'll fuck your face baby. But not now," Fin loved that his words made her body shiver, as if anticipation aroused her just as much as his touch. He groaned and used his hands to spread her thighs farther apart, exposing her pussy, moist and ready for him.
Fin groaned as he realized that she'd waxed or shaved or something because except for a few dark curls she was completely bare, pink and luscious and gleaming wetly for his mouth. He took half a second to appreciate the view before he bent and began to lap at her nether lips, sucking them into his mouth and listening to Olivia's moans and pleas for satisfaction, for mercy really. Fin groaned and began to eat her, licking and sucking until Liv was grinding against his face. She was so good, passionate and hot and finally he couldn't take anymore, he had to know how Olivia sounded when she came.
She was moaning and trembling, her skin flushed and hot, her back arching her breasts upwards in need and Fin groaned at how gorgeous she looked. Carefully he used his fingers to part her lips and found her clit, surrounding it with his mouth and heard her breath catch sharp in her throat. He loved, fucking loved, how her voice sounded when she moaned his name. Gently he pushed a couple of fingers into her body and felt her shudder hotly under his mouth. "Oh god! Fin," Her moan climbed to a wail as he began to suck on her clit, flicking his tongue over the hot blood filled flesh. Olivia was near screaming his name as he fucked her with his fingers, his forearm a hard band holding her hips still as he sucked on her clit.
She was trying so hard to press her body to his mouth, unable to move and desperate until Fin felt her body clench around his, every muscle stiffening and then hot hard spasms exploding through her body, drenching his fingers in her moisture, his name an ecstatic scream on her tongue. That was what he was waiting for.
He stood, let go of her body to stand between her legs and put his hands on her hips, sliding her up the bed. The condom was a necessary evil but Fin groaned at the sight of her, still trembling in the aftermath of her orgasm as he covered her body with his. She was hot and wet against his cock, so tight he had to go slowly as he pushed inside her. It had obviously been a while for her and he wasn't a small man, but she was so wet, felt so good, it was very difficult to not just push right in and fill her body with his immediately.
Olivia was shuddering under him, her arms wrapping around his waist, lips on his neck and kissing him, begging for more. Her hips rocked against his taking more of his body until he was groaning with the effort of staying in control and at a measured pace. It seemed to take forever before Liv could take all of him, until their hips met and his body was flat against hers, pressing her down into the mattress. "God Fin," She was still shuddering, moaning as she lifted her face for his kiss. "You feel sooo-" He shifted and her breath caught on a gasp of shock.
This time, feeling her orgasm roll through her body while he was inside her, the sensation was unbelievable and Fin groaned. He had to move, even before the last of the tremors were fading he was driving into her. The only thing Olivia could do was hang on, wrapping her legs around his waist, her arms up his back, palms on his shoulder blades. He was going to lose it, she was so tight, exploding around him, every time he moved her body clung to his, gripping him, pulling him deeper.
Fin groaned into her mouth, "Liv, I'm...God. I'm close Livia." He was losing control, her cries of his name, her moans, and the feel of her, having her, it was too much. "C'mon Liv, come with me baby," He urged and put his mouth on her neck again, tasting the sweetness of her and the scent of her skin and perfume again.
"Oh, yes, god yes please Fin," The strength of her hips meeting his thrusts increased as shudders seemed to roll over her skin and he groaned, quickening his pace. He was fast growing desperate for her, need driving him, desire becoming impossible to hold back. Fin could feel it building, the base of his spine like fire, his balls tight and hot, every brush against Olivia's damp flesh increasing the need.
Still, when it hit, he wasn't prepared for just how good it would feel, like fire in every vein, flowing through him, an explosion of lava bursting out of his body, filling the woman beneath him, leaving him panting and exhausted and straining for more as he pounded into Olivia. She'd cried out, shuddered and arched up to his body as he came, fluttering and tightening around his body as if to drag every last bit of pleasure out of him.
Fin groaned slightly as every muscle forcibly relaxed and they both seemed to sink into the mattress in exhaustion. Olivia hadn't moved from her position, her body still wrapped around his. He could feel her fingers stroking over his spine as if to soothe him, her lips on his shoulder brushing kisses on his skin. He could taste her skin under his mouth, a touch of salt along with the sweetness of her and smiled. "Baby you all right," He managed to drag the words out.
"Hmm..." Olivia shifted slightly under him and Fin frowned and made as if to roll off her body only to have her legs and arms tighten around him. "Don't, please...just...stay," She sighed in contentment as his body remained in hers, her lips pressed to his shoulder again.
"Not too heavy for you Liv," He lifted his head and looked at her curiously. Her eye makeup was a little smudged and her mouth was swollen but she looked pleased.
"This is what I've been thinking about since Wednesday when you cornered me," Olivia had a very smug feminine tone to her voice. "The only thing that would make it better would be if you hadn't used a condom." She smiled hopefully up at him and Fin nearly kissed her again.
"Didn't want to assume anything," He explained, cupping her cheek gently. "Just because you're mine, don't mean..."
She smiled and her lips kissed his palm, "How did you know?"
Author's Note: So a bit longer that usual...but if you're going to do something, do it right. And that generally means a bit longer. They're going to have a little discussion next chapter and maybe a few more lemons. Not quite sure where this is going but its fun to write.
Hope you all are enjoying this.
