A/N ok so I had the first three chapters written and I was going to wait to post till I got more reviews but oh well, here you guys go! Enjoy and please R&R, xo
Letty POV
After Dom had helped with the kids that day it didn't seem to last long, soon enough it was back to me doing it and as soon as he comes home if he does early enough it's always. 'Daddy, daddy, daddy' and I'm completely forgotten about.
It's been a week since that relaxing day and I know I shouldn't necessarily be complaining they are my kids and I love them more than anything in this world I just wanted some help and I wanted to spend time with my husband. When I did see him it was usually right before the girls went to bed. He comes home at around 8 even though the shop closes at 6 then he leaves at 9 to go hang out with the guys. We haven't had sex in 2 weeks and for us that's a while. I was gunna try and keep him here with me tonight instead of him going to sit around with the guys. I saw steam coming from under the bathroom door so I decided to go and join him.
I undressed myself and slid the curtain back seeing my well defined and wet husband.
"Babe? Room for one more?" I smiled seductively and started to walk in.
"Actually babe I'm just about to get out I just came in here quickly to wash the oil off. Maybe next time?"
I felt humiliated, hurt, vulnerable, rejected, I felt like the biggest idiot right now standing here naked trying to get in the shower with my husband who didn't want me in there.
"Yeah sure next time" I said bitterly and grabbed his towel and wrapped it around my body walking out.
"Sorry, Let"
"Yeah, me too." I want back into our room and threw on a pair of boxer shorts and and old shirt of Doms when he came back into the room I was curled up on the bed pretending to watch whatever was on TV.
I decided to ask him to stay in tonight because maybe it was silly of me to be mad about him wanting to shower alone it's just not what we do...we've never denied the other one like that.
He came back in looking in the closet for clothes so I decided to ask him.
"You want to watch a movie with me tonight?"
" Baby I would I just made plans with Vince you know how he gets when he gets blown off"
"Yeah I can imagine the feeling" I know that feeling because I was feeling it right now and it sucked. He came over and kissed me on the lips and smirked.
"You look good" That is what he is going to say to me when I'm pissed off. Is he fucking serious! Not even an 'I love you' or an 'I'm sorry' a fucking 'You look good'
"Just go, Dom" I said tiredly.
"You mad, babe?" My head snapped over to look into his eyes.
"Mad, mad, Dominic ? What do you think? I wanted to spend time with you but you'd rather go with you fucking friends than be with your wife? Of course I'm mad!"
"Letty, I never get to see the guys"
"You never get to see the guys... You see them every single fucking day at the shop and you've been with them every night this week! How do you never see them"
"I mean outside of our professional lives and we don't hang out long this was a plan we all agreed on tonight."
"Professional lives. Dom you drink beer with them at work and joke around the same shit you'd be doing tonight"
"Fine you want me to stay with you I'll stay" I was pissed now.
"Just go Dom."
"What you wanted me to stay so I'll tell the guys I can't go anymore and we will stay here" He said annoyed.
"No Dom, I wanted you to stay without me having to ask you, I wanted you to stay without questions, I wanted you to stay because you wanted to actually be with me not because I was forcing you to. So go out I'm too tired to argue anyways" I rolled over and listened to him grab his jacket and kiss the side of my head.
"Night babe love ya" He said before leaving.
I started to cry and I hated it, I don't cry. Why could he not stay and be with me. I know he wasn't screwing around I do trust him that much but I'm getting real tired of going to bed alone and waking up alone because he's at the garage.
I texted Mia but got no response but I figured she must be sleeping. I scrolled through my phone and saw Jason's number.
'Hey stranger' I sent
'Well hello there, what are you doing up so late?'
'late? it's 9:30 old man haha'
'haha whenever blair is home she's in bed by 8'
' long days I guess'
'very'
'what are you up to?'
'just laying in bed watching some terrible 80's movie'
'hahah yours or Doms choice?'
'mine, Doms not here he's having guys night'
'ah I wish I had those'
'trust me they suck when it's happening all week you will not have a happy wife on your hands'
'that's shitty but blair is never home either so I know how it feels'
'girls nights?'
'no work, she's at the office till 3 am sometimes I get its her job but she completely forgets about me and the kids sometimes'
'it's great she's working but yeah the feeling really sucks'
'yep. I think I sound like a girl lol'
'lol not at all, if you do then so do I and I can't. I have an image to maintain you know?'
'haha oh I do'
After about an hour of texting Jason back and fourth I realized I was smiling a genuine smile. It felt good to smile because of a man. I told him I had to try and sleep and he said he did too but that he'd talk to me tomorrow.
I was looking forward to it.
I had fallen asleep around 12 and was woken up to to a pair of arms pulling me close. I was still mad at him but in this moment it felt good to be held by him again so I caved and let him. He smelt like beer but not much maybe one or two and he didn't smell like girls, but he smelt like oil my favourite smell on him. I fell asleep peacefully for now.
I woke up with the intention of surprising Dom with morning sex but what a shocker he was gone. I was getting fed up so I texted him.
'Do you think you can maybe stop leaving so early for work when we both know it's not necessary.'
'Sorry babe trying to get a head start'
'Head start on what? The cars or getting away from me?'
'Letty, can we not do this right now'
'Whatever.'
I got the girls up to get ready for school and made them eggs and bacon and went to drop them off.
"Love you mommy" Sophia said kissing me on the cheek.
"Love you too baby"
"Mommy don't forget it's father daughter day next week and daddy has to be here"
"He will be babe I promise, now give me hugs and kisses" She kissed me too and said she loved me.
Then it was just Noah and I. Until my phone vibrated and Jason's name appeared.
'You around? I'm heading to the park with Presley.'
'Yeah nothing else to do just dropped the girls off so just Noah and I'
'Sweet, were at Haddington park'
'Sounds good be there in 20'
I made my way to the park to meet Jason and his daughter. I pulled up and saw a couple parents and then I spotted Jason pushing his daughter on the swing. I smiled at the thought of Dom pushing our kids on the swing.
"Hey you made it!" He said waving at me.
"Yeah we're here, and this must be Presley!"
"Hi!" She waved
"And this must be little Noah."
"Noah, can you wave" I tried but he just smiled.
"He looks just like you, lucky kid"
"Let's just hope he doesn't get my temper" I laughed.
We talked and watched as our kids played, well mostly his daughter while I held Noah with me. We talked about family, work, friends, everything. It felt nice.
Having another man ask me about how I am and how my day is , and paying attention to me felt nice. We took our kids to lunch and spent a good part of the day together.
"You're children are beautiful" One woman at the restaurant said. I was about to correct her but Jason stepped in first.
"Thank you, but this little one is mine and that little guy is hers were just friends." He smiled
"Too bad, you look lovely together" Neither one of us said anything we just smiled and she walked away.
