I'm really sorry again...I took my time. But i just couldn't think in the perfect song for them!

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I was not in my best mood. I was remembering my life… and to only find out that I've been a moron! I've always been in love with Morgead and I never admit it, not even when he showed me the obvious and now I was so close of losing him. Why did he have to go into the stupid mission? Why did Thierry send him and not…. "Ash!"

My stupid cousin was looking at me while he was resting in a tree. "Sorry, Thierry sent me to see if you were all right" he wasn't looking at me; instead he was looking at something in the horizon. "I'm alive and I haven't killed the stupid werewolf yet if that's what he meant…" I said laughing bitterly. He looked at me took a deep breath but didn't say anything. After a while I broke the silence "What are you really doing here Ash?". "I know how you feel" was all he said, I waited for him to continue but he didn't, so I pushed him "yeah…sure… your soulmate was not almost destroyed while you were unable to help him!" I was losing it, I needed to calm down or I was going to rip Ash's head off. "I know how you feel Jez" he said in a real calm voice that to be honest made me feel even angrier. "No Ash! You don't! No one is this mansion knows how I feel!" tears started coming out from my eyes.

"I do Jez, when the fear of losing the person that you love with all your heart and that can only be with you for a short period of time because you couldn't see it in time" he looked at me with pain written all over his eyes. "I know the feeling Jez, the impotence that fills your body because you cannot help her a she'll probably die if you don't' do something soon, the frustration that comes to you when you see that she is being hurt and you cannot do anything about it. And of course the third of killing that you feel for the anger's fault… you see, I do know how you feel".

I lost it. I was crying so hard that I needed support. Ash took me and started saying to me soft thing. Wow…he really changed! "It's not fair Ash! It is not! Morgead! Why him? Why him and not me?"

"Jez, he'll be all right. All the witches are working on him, he'll be all right" he said caressing my head. "no Ash! You don't understand! He has been my best friend forever! He taught me most of the things that I shouldn't know! If he dies I die Ash….I swear I do!" thick tears were coming even faster now.

Ash kept silent inside his own memories. I closed my eyes and started thinking about him…about his smile…about his face….about his soft and black hair….about his eyes….aw….those eyes…. The same ones were I saw so many memories form him…where I saw myself…the way he looked at me… Those secret looks that he always gave me… I was losing myself in those eyes when a song started coming out from Quinn's room…

Take me I'm alive
Never was a girl with a wicked mind
But everything looks better when sun goes down

I had everything
Opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
Your eyes, your eyes
I can see in your eyes
Your eyes

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough
You make me wanna die
And everything you love will burn up in the light
Every time I look inside your eyes
Make me wanna die

Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
And there's a new moon on the rise

I had everything
Opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
Your eyes, your eyes
I can see in your eyes
Your eyes everything in your eyes, your eyes

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough
You make me wanna die
And everything you love will burn up in the light
Every time I look inside your eyes (burning in the light)
Make me wanna die

I'll die for you my love, my love
I'll lie for you my love, my love (make me wanna die)
I'll steal for you, my love, my love (make me wanna die)
I'll die for you my love, my love
Well burn up in the light

Every time I look inside your eyes
I'm burning in the light
I look inside your eyes
I'm burning in the light
Look inside your eyes
Make me wanna die

Exactly at that moment Thierry came out from Morgead's hospital room. "Thierry?" I said looking up at him "It's all right Jez, It's all right. He is waiting for you…" he said with a sweet smile. "Thanks Thierry and ehh…Ash… thanks a lot" don't blame me! I'm new in all these things!

"Sure…no problem, what is family for?" Ash said smiling at me in a way of saying 'ha! I told you so'

I went to the room; it was all white except for the boy recumbent in the bed. He had his eyes shut and his hair was messy. His skin was white as snow but when I touched his hand it was warm, which pleased me a lot. I felt the silver cord alive and the soulmate principle making effect, but he did not open his eyes… Oh God how much I miss those eyes…Tears were still coming out, but I came close to his ear while I was caressing his hair. "My love, I don't know if you can hear me, but please, please my love, please do not leave me. I need you Morgead… I'm so sorry I couldn't see it before... Please wake up…please Morgead…wake up…I'm begging you…wake up…I need you"

"Then you should take care of what you have right now, and never let it go because I need you to"

I looked up and there he was… he was awake and those eyes were looking at me, with so much love that it hurt. "Don't cry Jez… I hate seeing you crying…It breaks me, please don't cry Jez" he said with pain in his voice.

"I love you" was all I said before kissing him with so much passion that he gasp for air "I love you more Jezebel, I always have" he said with a smirk and kissing me again "how many times have I told you to do not call me Jezebel!" I tried but I fail since my mouth was suddenly busy.


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"Sweet Night"