So here is a new chapter
This chapter has more of Emma's feelings then actual conversations, because I wanted to show you how and what Emma was actually feeling after she broke the curse before getting into conversations, I hope you liked the idea
And again if there is any conversation you would like taking place in the next chapter let me know ;)


Chapter 3/BROKEN

"Henry" Emma said as the smoke disappeared "what the hell was that?"

"I…I don't know…I…"

"It's ok" Emma reassured him "don't worry, we'll figure it out ok"

"Emma you did it, you broke the curse" he said beaming at her

"Yeah, that's what you keep saying, kid" Emma said with a shy smile, she didn't know what else to say, so the curse was broken, was that such a big deal, who cares about the curse, she had bigger things to worry about, like Regina. She couldn't help but feel like Regina confessing her love for Henry before leaving was nothing more than a promise to get him back, and she couldn't let that happen, she needed to protect Henry no matter what

"Mom what's wrong" Henry asked as he looked at her with worried eyes

Emma stared at him in shock, had he just called her mom. She never thought she'll ever hear him call her that and this had been the second time he had done it in less than ten minutes, was that what she was to him now, his mother. No she couldn't be, she couldn't be his mother, she knew nothing about being a mother, that's why she had given him up. But as she took a look at the worried look in his eyes, at the love and determination they held while looking at her she couldn't deny it anymore, Henry saw her as his mother, and that was something she couldn't understand

"What's wrong" Henry asked again, Emma was turning white

"You called me mom" she mumbled in shock, because even though she was his mother, she didn't deserve to have him call her like that, she had abandoned him, weather it was to give him his best chance, she had left him and nothing could ever change that, nothing

"Yes" Henry said a little disappointed "you don't want me to call you that?"

"Yes" Emma said a little loudly, surprising herself at the excitement in her voice "of course I like it, it's just that…that…"

"What" Henry asked interrupting her ramble, was she mad that he had called her mom

"Why" she asked with confusion "why would you call me that"

"Because you are my mother" Henry said in an innocent tone, still not understanding what Emma was so upset about

"But I left you" she whispered "I abandoned you Henry, I…"

"You did it to give me my best chance" Henry said as he got closer to his mother, he thought they were past this, he thought Emma had understood that he knew and accepted why she had given him up

"But it wasn't" Emma said in a sad tone because it was true, she had given him up to give him his best chance, but living with Regina was not his best chance, and she couldn't forgive herself for that

"She wasn't so bad" Henry said as soon as he understood that his mother was talking about Regina "and plus the second you saw she wasn't what you had wished for me you stayed"

"Henry" Emma said pulling him in her arms, still a bit shocked at the fact that her son could be so forgiving "I'm sorry"

"We already went through this" Henry said as he pulled her closer "I understand why you did it mom and I don't blame you for it" he smiled reassuringly

"Why" Emma asked, still not understanding

"They did it to give you your best chance too, you know" Henry said as he finally understood the reason behind his mother's speech and guilt, Emma couldn't understand, how Henry could forgive her when she couldn't forgive her parents

"Henry I…"

"It's ok to be mad" Henry said in a small voice "but in the end you have to understand that there was no other way"

"But" Emma said in shock, this kid was too smart for his own good, she couldn't understand how he had figured out what she was feeling before she even knew herself

"They did it for you" he smiled "and right now they are probably looking for you, so we better get going" he said as he got up from the bed and tried to run for the door

"Wait" Emma said as she held his hand "were are you going"

"We have to go find them" Henry smiled "we…"

"You are not going anywhere" Emma said with determination "you just came back from the dead and…"

"Sorry to interrupt your highness" Mother Superior said interrupting Emma before she could finish what she was supposed to say, and Emma couldn't help but flinch at the tittle your highness, was that was she was now "Henry came back from the sleeping curse, not the dead"

"And" Emma said a little annoyed, who the hell did she think she was, Henry needed to stay at the hospital, he needed to take care of himself, she couldn't lose him again

"You lifted the curse" the woman said in a calm voice "when your father woke up your mother from the sleeping curse she…"

"I see your point" Emma said harshly before the woman could continue, she really didn't feel like listening to a story, especially about her… Snow White and Prince Charming "put your cloths Henry, you can't leave dressed in that" she said as she turned to the door

"Emma" mother superior called again "your par… Snow and James love you more than anything in the world, give them a chance, don't push them away, everything they did, they did it for you" she finished with a smile and Emma could swear that she heard a bit of guilt and regret in her tone, but she didn't have the time or the patience to ask, the only thing she wanted to do was get Henry and go home, even if she didn't know where that was anymore

"Come on kid, let's go"


Emma held Henry's hand tightly as they walked hand in and down the street, she felt as if she let go of his hand he would suddenly disappear.

Her son had just been dead, she had seen his dead body lying on the hospital bed and which was an image she was sure would haunt her for the rest of her life, especially considering that it was her fault. If she hadn't been so stubborn and had believed him when he told her a thousand times about the curse, then nothing would have happened. But the thing was that she couldn't believe, well more like she didn't want to believe, she didn't want to believe in the possibility that everything he said was true, and now thanks to that people she cared about had paid the price, Henry and worse of all August, because at least Henry was alive next to her, while August turned into a poppet.

Just thinking about August gave her chills, he had warned her about the curse, he had told her that everything Henry told her was real and she hadn't believed him, and now thanks to that August was dead

"Emma" Henry said pulling her back from her thoughts

"What is it Henry" she asked, a little thankful that he hadn't called her mom, she didn't deserve that name after everything he had been through because of her

"Look" Henry said pointing at something in front of him

And that's when everything jumbled in Emma's mind as a million thoughts came into her mind. The first thing she wanted to do was run to the woman and pulled her into a hug, thank her for being with Henry while she was fighting to bring him back and let her hold her while she cried for everything she had been through in the last 24 hours. But as quickly as the thought came to her mind, it disappeared, the woman over there wasn't Mary Margaret, she wasn't her friend, no she was a stranger, she was, she was her mother, the woman who placed her in a wardrobe just so that Emma could come back and save them, she was the first woman in her life who made her feel that she wasn't enough, the woman responsible for the way she felt, broken.

She placed another bigger and stronger wall around her heart as she felt Henry pulling her towards them, she found that if Henry didn't pull her then she would probably be stuck in the same place, not being able to move, with the shock at having her parents so close to her freezing her in her place.

She aloud Henry to drag her towards them, as she tried to get a closer look at the reunion taking place in front of her. She couldn't see Mary Margaret's or David's face, but the joy that took over the people in front of them made Emma feel jealous, angry, mad, she couldn't help but feel that this were some of the people her parents had sacrificed her for, the people her parents loved more than her

As they got closer Emma felt her heart break as she saw Mary Margaret bring Ruby into a hug. She didn't read a lot about Henry's book, but she did remember glancing at some of the stories and all of them pointed to one thing, Ruby was Mary Margaret's best friend. Well not Mary Margaret's, if Emma was sure of anything it was that she was Mary Margaret's best friend, but Ruby was Snow White's, and as Emma could see clearly now, Mary Margaret was no longer there, in her place stood Snow White, Ruby's best friend, Emma's mother

"So what do we do now?" Emma heard Ruby ask in a teary voice

"Now" she heard Mary Margaret say with a teary smile "now I find my daughter" she smiled and before Emma could stop herself she asked "so it's true" of course she knew it was true, she could see it in the woman's eyes, and hear it in her voice, but she still needed some confirmation, words that will prove to her that her best friend and the only woman she ever trusted was really gone

Before she could realize it, she saw Mary Margaret come close to her, she could see in her eyes that the woman was both happy and sad to see her, those two emotions where so strong in the woman's eyes that Emma couldn't tell which feeling was stronger.

Seconds after having placed her hands on her daughters face, Mary Margaret pulled her into a tight embrace, too happy to even notice that Emma wasn't hugging her back "you found us" she cried and as David came closer to her and held her too and Emma was sure that to everyone looking from afar they looked like the happiest family in the world, if only they knew that was as far from the truth as possible

"Grandpa" Emma heard her son say, and she couldn't help but think that this was the happiest she had been to hear Henry's voice in her life, even if it was to call David grandpa. She heard Mary Margaret laugh in shock, but she didn't care as long as the woman released her from the embrace, which she did after a few seconds but not before holding her hand, just like Emma had done with Henry seconds before meeting her parents, that brought a small smile to Emma's mouth, the fact that Mary Margaret had the same fear she did that their kid would disappear at any moment

"She did it" Henry smiled, once again pulling Emma from her thoughts "she saved you" he beamed

"She saved all of us" Mary Margaret smiled at her daughter in awe

"I…well…" Emma said recoiling, she didn't save anyone, well at least not intentionally, the only one she was trying to save was Henry. She heard someone ask something but she didn't really listen, she was too lost in her own thoughts, confused with her own feelings. She felt Mary Margaret squeeze her hand a little bit in reassurance and that was all she needed to pull her hand away, she didn't want to be touched at the moment, she just wanted to be alone

Then she saw the woman she knew as Mother Superior introduce herself as the blue fairy and everyone talk at the same time. They wanted to kill Regina and as much as she wanted to do that too she couldn't, she was Henry's mother and he loved her, which meant Emma would do anything to save her.


She walked next to Regina as they headed for her office.

Mr. Gold had placed a curse on her and now they were rushing to save her life, she couldn't help but feel that this wouldn't be the last time they would attempt to save Regina's life. The woman had cursed a whole population of fairytales, she was bound to have more than one enemy, but as long as it made Henry happy she didn't care, she would do anything for him.

As they waited for David and Mary Margaret to arrive she couldn't help but remember the conversation she had shared with her mother before entering Gold's shop

Her mother had insisted that everything they had done was to give her, her best chance and she understood that, but that didn't mean that she could forgive and forget everything she had been through because of that one decision, the woman had decided to send her to a world she knew nothing about and now she needed to deal with the consequences of her actions, just like she had to with Henry

"So how does this work?" Mary Margaret asked

"It will open a portal to our land" Regina explained, it amazed Emma that they were helping the woman save her life and she still found a way to sound annoyed towards them "All we have to do is send the wraith in there"

"I don't understand. I thought our land was gone" Mary Margaret said a little hurt

"Oh it is, but sending it to a place that no longer exists…well, that's banishing it to oblivion" Regina explained giving the woman in front of her another annoyed look

And then everything happened fast, the wraith attacked and for a brief moment Emma got to see what the stories in this world lacked when they told the story of Snow White, the woman was anything but a helpless princess, the woman was a complete bad ass, and for a brief moment Emma couldn't help but feel pride for the woman in front of her.

But before she could acknowledge does feelings the wraith came closer "Regina" she yelled

"It's not working" Regina yelled back

"What's the problem" Emma asked a little amused, for a woman capable of cursing a whole town she was sure taking her time saving her own life

"Magic…it's different here" Regina mumbled in annoyance as the wraith came even closer, Emma moved her hand and in an attempt to calm Regina she placed her hand on the woman's shoulder and just like that it worked, it freaking worked

Emma stared at her hand in amusement, was she the reason the hat work, no she couldn't be, she didn't have magic, she was just Emma Swan, a lonely, ordinary girl from Boston, it had to be a something else

"It's coming" David yelled as Emma kept staring at her hands in amusement and shock, but before she could have a proper reaction she saw the wraith coming towards her and Regina.

She didn't know what possessed her to do her next move, she didn't know if it was the hero in her or the fact that Henry loved the woman next to her, but as the wraith came Emma found it her to push Regina out of the way and before she could save herself she felt something take a hold of her ankle and she was falling, into what she didn't know, was it oblivion, was it her death, she really didn't know, the only thing that came into her mind was the thought that every time she found something that could be good. She always found a way to lose it

"NO" she heard someone yell from afar "I'm not losing her again"

"Neither am I"

"I got you" a familiar voice said and Emma felt some peace, the voice sounded a lot like Mary Margaret's, she didn't know if it was truth or reality but the fact that it could be her made Emma extremely happy. As everything turned black


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