If I Ain't Got You
Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush.
Okay so this idea has just kind of been floating around in my head for a while. I've been deciding what to do in it, and what I should call it. At first it was "Halo" and then it was "Journey" but then I finally decided on this so…live with it if you can. So anyways, I'm finally starting it and I hope it goes over well :D. Please review and tell me what you think. I am kind of hoping to bring the song "If I ain't got you" into the story at least a little bit.
Logan Henderson Is Mine: In every story of mine he's always the depressed one, I should probably change that one time…Haha
Camilla: Oh well it pleases me to be the first English story. Well you know thanks, and I hope you have a good time reading it.
Aqua786: Well I answered the question about who sent the roses in this chapter, and Carlos and Kendall don't hate him, they just don't pay attention to him. And James I guess just didn't tell them about Logan, he was too busy worrying about other things. I think that was all the questions, now onto the review part. Okay so, meltdowns…I don't think I've ever had one to be honest. Well, maybe one or two against my parents but besides that I don't meltdown regularly. And yeah "Not So Innocent" is ending soon, and so is "A Kidney For A Heart". Uh I made a new story yesterday called "Where the Tides Flow" if you want to read that, but that's just a suggestion. Anyways, and I wasn't doing spooning yet, because I feel it's a little too lovey dovey for this early in the story, so I just did the arm, but if that counts, great!
CheekyBrunette: Yeah sorry, only two chapters, I'm trying to juggle four stories right now and I'm about to finish two of them so you know…and you're heart is doing that clenchy thing you say? I get that after I watch Pirates of the Caribbean and realize it's over, haha.
It was later that same night and the boys were finally in Bismarck and James was in his concert. Carlos, Kendall, and Logan had decided to go and hang out by the stores nearby.
"Come on guys," Kendall started pulling Carlos's arm. "Let's go into this one." Kendall rushed into, yet another, Seven Eleven. They quickly shopped and got nothing more than a couple of slurpee's.
"Oh how about this one," Carlos dragged them into a pet store. Logan was glad that they were taking him along, even if they just talked to each other and not him. At least they were bringing him along. "Oh my god! Look at that bird!" Carlos jumped over to the cage. "I want one of these!" He shouted.
"Carlos, we can barely get by in the bus as it is." Kendall stated. "What makes you think that James would even let us have one?" Carlos gave a small shrug.
"I think my chances are pretty good." He smiled.
"That's nothing new." Kendall whispered to Logan. The smaller boy had smiled greatly; he was actually being talked too. Maybe Kendall still does like him.
"You should have seen it when he wanted that lollipop in January." Logan said. "He was practically shoving it in the teachers face, saying it was a necessity of life." Kendall laughed.
"Definitely sounds like Carlos." He stated. "One time he brought a baby crocodile home from the zoo. His mom told him he couldn't have it, so he stashed it under his bed." Now Logan laughed. They were actually having a conversation, Logan couldn't believe it.
"Ha, what happened?" Logan was dying to know.
"His mom found it a week later." Kendall laughed. "She took it back to the zoo, and they charged her with robbery!" Logan started to crack up. "She got locked up for a week, and then they let her go because it wasn't even her fault."
"Okay guys, next store," Carlos butted in and started to pull them away. "Maybe we should go to that Wal-Mart around the corner." Soon they were being pulled through some dark alley ways. For some strange reason, Carlos had a very good sense of direction. Almost completely after, they were staring at a Wal-Mart.
"Nice Carlitos," Kendall gave Carlos a high five.
"Guys, I'm going to go back to the tour bus okay?" Logan stated.
"Alright have fun," Carlos waved good-bye to him.
"Kay bye buddy," Kendall waved too. Buddy…he called Logan buddy. Logan smiled and continued to go. He passed by a few dark alleyways, and soon got lost. How did Carlos navigate this? Logan was studying to be a doctor, why couldn't he? He found his way back to the pet store, eventually. He slipped past the Seven Eleven, trying to remember where it was from there.
"Hey kid!" Logan looked down into a dark alley for someone that was called for him. Their voice seemed like a blade. "Got any money?" They stepped closer and Logan soon found them. "We need to get some weed, either you have money, or you have weed. Which is it?" He asked.
"I don't have anything." Logan grabbed into his pocket. "I got seventy-five cents." Logan pulled out some quarters.
"So you have weed?" The man cocked his head. Logan stuttered not knowing what to say. "Cause me and my boys can make some, with your face! Now what do you have!" they man started to grow impatient.
"I don't have anything!" Logan shouted out of fear, and turned around to make a bolt for it. Unfortunately, a hand grasped his shoulder and pulled him back so that a fist could connect to his jaw. Another pain shot in his side when a foot slammed into it. Not realizing them that much before, Logan now saw the other three guys.
"Guess it's face." The leader stated and punched Logan square in, guess where, his face. Soon another punch got him and Logan fell to the ground. The man threw a fist down, which Logan caught in his hand. "Wanna play tough guy eh?" The bulky guy pushed down very hard on Logan's arm. His biceps had to be twice as big as Logan's head. Suddenly more pain surged threw his arm as there was a very loud crackling noise…
Later that night…
James finished his concert and just barely entered the bus. He looked at the clock, 11:30. The brunette trolled into the bathroom, planning on doing his business. He noticed the roses, especially the bloody one, and swallowed a lump in his throat.
"Loges," James touched the rose in sadness. "Wait, where are they, and where the heck is Steven?" James questioned wondering where the boys and driver were. But Steven entered the van, with a Twinkie in hand.
"Oh, I was just getting some food sir, sorry." The 26 year old man apologized.
"Please Steven; really, we're practically family, quit with the nice boy." James demanded.
"Yes sir. In that case, shall we rock out to some awesome radio?" Steven hit the on button and "Pumped Up Kicks" came on. He turned it on full blast, and suddenly the bus seemed to be vibrating from the sound. Steven wasn't your average driver, once you got him out of his shell. "All the other kids with the pumped up kicks better run, better run, faster than my bullet." He started to sing along, and then changed the station. Now on was "Last Friday Night". "I love this song!" Steven shouted.
"Of course you do," James laughed and rolled his eyes. There was a loud pounding on the door.
"Please tell me someone's in here!"It was Kendall, who seemed terrified. James's spine tingled at the scary noise. He dashed to the door and opened it. He found Kendall and Carlos carrying Logan, who seemed to be pretty out of it.
"I'll care for him," James snatched Logan up, put him on the couch, and ordered for Steven to drive them to the hospital. "What's going on Logan? Where does it hurt?" James asked.
"Everywhere!" Logan shouted. His swelling eyes and huge lip spoke for themselves, but Logan seemed more focused on the pain in his forearm and side.
"What happened?" His head shot up to Kendall and Carlos.
"Well we went to Wal-Mart and Logan left." Carlos started. "So we got some things and on our way back we found him curled up on the ground crying for help." Carlos stated. "We carried him back here."
"Loges what happened? Kendall, get him some ice." James instructed, and Kendall went to the fridge. But Logan was too doubled over in pain to even speak.
"AH! Some guys-AH! W-we-wer-AH!" Logan could do nothings but scream. Kendall rushed back with the ice in a bad and gave it to James, who put the ice on Logan's side. "AH!" Logan yelped from the sharp pain.
"We're here!" Steven called back to them. Luckily for Logan, the hospital wasn't very far away from the arena. Immediately James grabbed him and rushed the smart boy inside. He got access to the nurses who rushed Logan away.
"Wait, I'm family!" James lied.
"No he's not!" Logan shouted. James had forgotten how Logan was still mad at him for events that had happened prior today. "Kendall come on," Logan called for the blonde. As he was called, Kendall rushed over to Logan and followed the nurses.
At the sight of them walking away, James couldn't help but wonder if Logan was starting like Kendall more. Was James really withering away this easily? They spent almost a year together being the closest of friends, and now it was all being thrown away in one day. James wasn't about to let this happen, he needed to tell someone, anyone, and the only one left to trust was Carlos.
You know, as always please review, I'm open to questions, and if you just want to chat I'll do that too, but if it's all just chat I'll probably PM you. Thanks for everyone who reads and reviews.
