HI PPL.

so i'm thinking that i'm going to start posting every friday i'll try not so surebut lets see.

3 things:

1) Stephenie Meyer is the genius not me.

2) Got twitter follow i'm as Rock_Goddess94


Surprise

BPOV:

After taking the fabrics to Marcus, he had me stay and finish 10 designs that were missing for Fashion Week in New York. Heading toward my new car a 2011 Volvo C70 (again, thanks to my brother I speak car) I got a text from Jake and replied it.

-Hey Bells, u up 4 lunch? J

-Yeah. Same place, same table? B

-Hell yeah baby. C u there. J

As I made my way to 'La Bella Italia' I thought back at how my life had changed since the accident where all my friends had died and how I had gotten closer to Jacob until the night of our senior year prom where he finally asked me to be his girlfriend.

I thought back to when I finally felt love for somebody and how four years into our relationship, me thinking it was time that we finally got really serious, had to find out that Jacob had met someone he thought was much better than 'pretty old me' who had happened to be no one back then. But know I was different. I had changed and my career was at its best, even though I felt that something or someone was missing.

After taking a sit at my usual table while waiting for Jacob and Leah a looked down at the 'promise' ring Jake had given me when I said yes and became his girlfriend. It was small but very beautiful. It was made of white gold and small diamonds that made a little heart, and it the ring there was a verse that Jake always said: 'Love shall win by all cause.' I really never understood it until after we broke up that we admitted that we loved each other but that we weren't in love and that it wouldn't work between the two of us.

"Hi Bella." Jake and Leah said as they sat down.

"Hi guys, I'm really sorry for what happened this morning, me bailing on you guys and all." I said as I got my phone out of my bag and shut it off.

"It's ok Bella, I mean, I'm sure you have a lot of work now that fashion week is coming up and all." Leah said.

"Yeah, so Jake what's the important news that you wanted to tell me?" I said with a big smile on my face.

"Well, um…" He started saying but he paused like every time he was really nervous and just like the time when he first gave me the promise ring when I was eighteen on prom night or the time when he broke up with me 4 years ago just after my birthday (and yes I know it's fucking cruel but at least it wasn't on my birthday) or when he asked me to be his girlfriend. 'This must be really big.' I thought.

"Ok Jake if you don't have anything to say then I'm leaving." I said as I faked packing my iPhone in my bag while throwing it around my shoulder.

"NO! Wait Bella. It's very important, please sit down." Jake said as he fidgeted with the silver cross I have given him after my accident.

After sitting down were I was, Leah decided that we needed some time alone to talk and that she was coming back in 15 minutes.

"So Jake, what's the big news?" I asked him again.

"Um… Bella, I, um… love her." He said and I didn't quite understand him.

"Love who Jake?" I stupidly asked.

"I love Leah." He said with this look on his face that proved that he did love her.

"Love, love?" I asked since I wanted to be sure.

"Yes. I've already told her and she said that she love me too." Jake said with that stupid smirk he gets when he's proud.

"How long ago was your declaration?" I asked.

"Well… when was the last time we really saw each other apart from family time on Christmas down at Forks?" He said knowing full well that that was years ago. Well almost 2 years ago.

"And why didn't I know of this Jake?" I said as I faked being mad and disappointed at him even though it hurt a bit knowing this.

"I sorta forgot?" "He said in an innocent tone.

"Yeah, right. Forget my ass." I said while laughing. "So… I still feel like I'm missing a bigger picture here, am I?" I said with a firm tone.

"Um… yes. Bells you know I love you, right?" Jake asked.

"Um, yeah." I said still missing the picture.

"Bells you know that I totally love you and all but, do you still have that ring I gave you when I asked you to be my girlfriend?" He asked scratching the back of his neck like every time he was more than nervous.

"Yes." I said as I showed it to him as Leah came back to sit next to Jacob.

"Well, you already know that that's my mom's ring right?" He asked as I nodded to him that I did know.

"Well, before she died she left me a letter and that ring and my dad gave the letter to me a few days ago saying that it was my mothers." He said pulling Sarah's letter and giving it to me.

"Read it Bells." He said.

Dear Jake

If you're reading this letter, it's because you're finally taking the big step. To whom, I don't know but I hope that it's Bella or somebody that makes you equally or happier than she made you back then. The only request is that you give that special woman my ring. The ring that your father gave me the day he proposed to me.

I love you my son and never forget me,
Sarah.

I started crying. I missed Sarah so much and the fact that she wanted Jake and I married made my cry harder.

"So you… proposed to her?" I said after calming down while feeling a bit betrayed that he didn't tell me before asking her about it since he always told me everything.

"Aren't you happy?" He said frowning.

"I'm thrilled but a bit mad that your just telling me." I said as I started to look at the ring that would be Leah's soon enough.

"Here." I said while trying to take it off. And well… it was hard taking it off since I was a bit nervous and because it was the first time I took it off after 4 years.

"Let me just go to the restroom and was my hands so I can take it off." I said as I made my way toward the ladies room.

After getting it off, I went to the host and told him to put the bill on my credit card and that Jake and Leah were staying for lunch on my account, then I went to our table.

"Bella can I ask you something?" Leah said to me as I sat down.

"Sure." I said.

"Well, would it be too much if I ask you to me my Maid of Honor?" She said.

Shit. That hurts. Do I really want to be the Maid of Honor… or well the Maid of Horror.

"Oh… what?" I said while trying to keep back the tears that want to slip since it does affect me that Jake want to marry Leah after being with her for almost the same amount of time as we did back then. 4 years.

"Please, would you be my Maid of Honor?" She said.

"Well I…" I started saying but then Jake interrupted me.

"Bella we would love for you to be that because well even if I'm not in love with you I still love you and you're my best friend. Please." He said grabbing my hand.

I took that as a cue of support but I couldn't handle it so I pulled it back and gave him the ring even though it broke my heart.

"Jake I can't. Sorry." I said as I stud up.

"Bella at least think about it." He said.

"I don't know. But please eat lunch as a thank you for giving me the honor even though I really can't do it." I said trying to hold back the tears.

I started walking through the restaurant and when I was just walking out I thought 'the hell with it.' So I went back to them.

"You know what, fine I'll be you Maid of Honor and as my wedding gift to you I'm making you your dress Leah." I said looking at the shocked faces.

"Oh, thank you Bella, thank you." Leah said as she stud up and hugged me.

"It's my pleasure." I said as I let her go. "Oh, and Jake, I love you and I'm thrilled that you're marring this beautiful woman." I said as he stub up and hugged me very hard.

"Ok, Jake… can't… breathe." I said and then he let me go.

"Sorry Bells. I love you and thanks." He said.

"Bye guys. And you better have a really good lunch because I'm paying it!" I yelled to them as I exit the restaurant.

After getting in her car she put on her blue tooth and car Rose and tell her what happened.

"Hi B, what's up?" She said.

"Jake's getting married." I whispered.

"What?" She answered immediately.

"He's getting married with Leah and I'm the Maid of Honor and I'm making her dress." I said in a monotonous tone.

"Shit. Why the fuck would you be the fucking Maid of Honor if you still love him B?" She yelled at me.

"Because…" I started saying but Rose interrupted me.

"No, you know what; you're getting your big ass in this apartment now Bella." And she hung up on me.

After texting Marcus that I wouldn't be going to the office this afternoon, he texted back saying to take the rest of the day off but that he wanted ('my big ass') me up and early tomorrow.

As I walked in my apartment fearing for my life, I saw Rose coming out of her room and bitch slapping me. Psych. Just kidding.

"Hey B." She said hugging me.

"Hi Rose, I'm ok, yes it hurt a bit, no I don't care if you don't believe me and yes I'm really happy that Jake is happy." I said since I know what she always asks when I'm not feeling ok.

"Can I at least ask you first?" She asked.

"Fine Rose, ask away.

"Oh Bella are you ok? Are you sure? Shit I don't believe you and its bull shit that you're happy for Jake." She said as I laughed.

"Rose just let it go and you know what? I'm so happy for Jake that when they ask me to be the Maid of Honor I send yes, and I even offered to do her dress so let it go." I said getting defensive.

"You know what? Fine I'll leave you alone but you better not regret it." She said just as my phone rang.

As I looked for it in my purse the ringing suddenly stopped. Shit voice mail. After finding it I saw that indeed I had a voice mail.

I clicked the voice mail and went to put the phone to my ear. "Hi Bella its Edward, I was just wandering if we are still up to go out tonight, um… call me, bye."

3) Pics of Bella's car and some more stuff at my profile.

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RG94