Friendship, love, and hatred- by wolfiegirl93
Hello everyone! Sorry for the long wait. Summer holiday haha!
I would like to thank everyone for reviewing the previous chapters.
Well on with the story, oh and characters might be OOC. ENJOY!
Chapter 3- Fiance
Applauses were heard, followed by cheers. Yuuri stood there waiting for the crowd to die down and took a deep breath.
"I want you to be happy, Wolfram. If you're happy, I am."
His heart was beating hard. It was finally the time Yuuri need to settle my engagement to Wolfram. He could either end it or…
"How dare you, wimp! How dare you forget about me?! You're supposed to accept or reject me at that speech of yours but you didn't. You totally ignored me, you cheater! It seems you were drooling over that blonde girl instead of thinking about our engagement!"
Yuuri couldn't think straight. He was still against boy and boy relationships even though he had been in Shin Makoku for a long time. All he ever wanted was to live a happy life with a girl and many children. Could Wolfram even give birth he wondered.
"Umm…Hello everyone. Sorry for the delay tonight. Something came up. No matter, everything has been settled down and I would not like to leave you all waiting for my speech and the performance coming up soon." Yuuri looked at Conrad who nodded warmly at him.
"As you all know that I was supposed to decide whether or not I should marry Wolfram on my previous party, but I somehow tried to avoid the subject…" He heard people talking to one another and felt extremely nervous. His stomach clench and he began to sweat.
"It is true that there is something about the blonde to look at. However, as many know I am from a world which doesn't encourage male to male relationships. Which is why making a choice like this is really hard for me…"
Before Yuuri could continue, a little girl climbed up onto the stage and pulled the hem of Yuuri's shirt.
"If you don't mind my asking, your majesty, but do you love his Excellency?" Yuuri's eyes widened.
"My child! I am so sorry, your majesty! It won't happen again I promise…" a woman came running for her child out of no where.
"Your majesty, if you also don't mind my saying, love is something that should not be ignored, despite the gender. If you truly love his Excellency, marry him. Follow your heart, not your logic."
"How dare you speak to his majesty like that, sir!" Gunter shouted out blocking Yuuri's view from the old man.
"Gunter!" the room became silent. "There's no need…to be mad at them. The girl and this man are right. If I really love Wolfram, I should marry him…"
"But your majesty!" Gunter whined.
"Enough!" Yuuri shouted covering his eyes from everyone's view.
"All I want is to make Wolfram happy. All I want is to make everyone happy…"
"I want you to be happy, Wolfram. If you're happy, I am."
"…No matter how much I had pained the blonde prince…"
"How could you? Do you think I am happy? Do you think my pain and suffer would all go away after this night? No it won't your majesty! Because I love you!! Why can't you understand how much I love you?!"
"…I will always be there for him. To make him happy. I need to make him happy…"
"Even if that means marrying you…"
Conrad watched Yuuri tightened his fist and a worried frown appeared. "Yuuri…" he whispered under his breath.
"I…I have come to a decision…" the room went extremely silent. Everyone was wondering what the choice was going to be. Yuuri was shaking violently, like he was crying. His face began to sweat while his eyes squeezed shut.
This was it…this was it…
Wolfram leaned against the pillar for support. He needed to know what Yuuri was going to say. It took a lot of strength to get his butt to the ballroom and he wasn't going to pass out.
"I…I have come to a decision…" he heard Yuuri say.
Without warning tears began falling from his eyes.
"Please Wolfram. Don't cry, seeing you like this aches my heart. I want you to be happy, Wolfram. If you're happy, I am."
"Wolfram von Bielefelt…"
"So, what will it be? Marry? Or to not marry?"
"Would be my wife this coming fall…" Wolfram's heart skipped a beat. The room was filled with cheers and applauses. Wolfram was so happy. He turned to look at Yuuri and that was when he finally stopped.
He had a smile on…to everyone it seem happy. However, being around Yuuri like almost every time, Wolfram could tell between a real smile and a fake one. This smile…was a fake.
Tears stung Wolfram's eyes once again and he covered his eyes.
Yuuri was doing this just to make Wolfram happy. Was Wolfram really happy? Yes, he is. But…was he being selfish?
Wolfram silently walked back to his room trying not to pass out on the way.
"Please Wolfram. Don't cry…"
"Yuuri…you idiot…"
Yuuri's POV
My heart was beating. The smile on my face won't come off. "Wolfram must be so happy now…" I told myself.
"I'm not so sure bout that…" I turned around to face my friend.
"Murata? Why the hell would you say that? I accepted our marriage!" Murata sighed and polished his glasses.
"HE was there…" I blinked
"He?"
"Wolfram. He heard everything…and saw everything…" I blinked confused at my friend.
"He saw your smile…" it was then I froze, realizing what my friend was trying to say. Without thinking, my feet carried me all the way to our bedroom as fast as they could go.
"He saw my smile…" was all I can say before opening the door.
"He saw my…" Wolfram sat on the bed while looking out of the window.
"Wolfram…?" I greeted scared to do anything else.
"I was wondering when you will come back here. It's late, time for bed." He lay down on the bed and kept his back facing me.
I couldn't move. I didn't know why. So what if he saw my smile. He can't see through it, can he?
"Night…" was all I could say before disappearing to the baths.
"Can he?"
Wolfram's POV
His voice sounded rough but that didn't make me feel sick. It was the way he said goodnight. It sounded guilty and confused at the same time.
Damn he was too innocent. I closed my eyes wondering to myself…Would I ever gain happiness now knowing the king himself isn't happy. Will he start to fall for me during the times we'll permanently have now we're going to be married? Will he suddenly change his mind bout us getting married?
I let the thoughts disappear through the back of my head and fell into a deep slumber.
"Yuuri…" my voice was rough. Yuuri's smile faded away into concern.
"What's wrong? Are you hurt? Do you want me the get Gisela?" I shook my head violently, regaining my strength.
"How could you? Do you think I am happy? Do you think my pain and suffer would all go away after this night? No it won't your majesty! Because I love you!! Why can't you understand how much I love you?!"
Tears came out uncontrollably as I sat up. Yuuri backed away ever so slightly from me and just stared at me in shock.
"No, I was wrong to. I was wrong to ever fall in love with you. I thought my love was clear, to everyone it is…but I just can't seem to get it in your mind. I… give up!"
I turned in my sleep frowning the whole way.
"WELL YOU THOUGHT WRONG! IF I DIDN'T LOVE YOU WOULD I FOLLOW YOU WHEREVER YOU GO?!"
I turned again.
"I want you to be happy, Wolfram. If you're happy, I am."
"Even if that means marrying you…"
I snapped my eyes open and sat straight up. I couldn't take it. I love him too much. It hurts to know I am marrying a man who doesn't even love me.
"I want you to be happy, Wolfram. If you're happy, I am."
"No…you're not…" I whispered letting a few tears run down my cheek.
"Wolfram?" my eyes snapped open. I turned to my right to see Yuuri sitting next to me concern.
"What's wrong? Are you ok?" I almost forgot I fell asleep.
"What time is it?" I asked rubbing my eyes.
"2 in the morning…" came his reply. "Seriously, what's wrong?"
"…" I couldn't tell him. I wasn't in a mood to start a quarrel.
"I just had a nightmare…it's ok…" I took it that Yuuri fell for it since he smiled and hugged me.
"Well, if you need anything, tell me k? I'm tired. Goodnight, Wolf…" I watched him closed his eyes before walking to the window. The stars were forming something. I made out the picture. It was a guy.
"What the hell?" was all I could say. I must be imagining things. Suddenly it was as if the eye created by the star winked at me.
"What the hell of Shinou!" was all I could say before waking my future husband up again.
"Damn it, Wolf! Get some sleep!"
Here you go! Sorry for the short chapter. Well tell me what you think about this. Sorry for the grammar and spelling errors. I knew I made some on the way… Well I'm off…Tata for Now!
