Okay guys here it is 2 chapters in one day to make up for my week long absence. I initially planned to end the story here but after reading your reviews I thought maybe I should continue it? Let me know! I haven't left a cliff hanger incase you guys want me to end it.
"Waldorf, what are you doing here" Chuck said slurring a little from the amount of scotch he had drunken that day. "Shouldn't you be at Nathaniel's pretending to lose your virginity" he continued his voice laced with venom as he took another sip of the scotch in his hand.
"We broke up." Chuck almost chocked on his scotch, he cleared his throat and stared at her.
"What?" he asked more to himself than to her.
"Can I come in?" she asked her eyebrows raised. It was then when he realised he was still standing in the doorway. He moved inside the suite and she followed him. He put the scotch down on the bar before walking over to her, she was standing near the door.
"What happened?" he asked looking concerned.
"He told me he slept with Serena" Chuck turned pale hearing those words come out of her mouth. He studied her carefully but was surprised to see she didn't seem upset at all.
She scoffed "I shouldn't have been surprised really. Everyone on the Upper East Side sees how he looks at her." Chuck wanted to tell her how he thought she was ten times hotter than any girl he'd ever seen or been with, and how Serena didn't even measure up to her level of beauty, but he decided against it. Now was not the time he was still unsure why she was here.
"How do you feel, I mean are you alright?" He asked stuttering a bit clearly unsure of how to talk to her. They hadn't really been alone since that night.
"How I feel? I feel relief!" she laughed. "I'm better than I've been in a long time." Chuck stared at her unconciously walking closer towards her. Now they were merely 6 inches apart. "Relief? Why do you feel relieved?" She stopped laughing and looked at him. Brown met brown and for the first time in months he felt as if he could see the real her again. "Because I can finally do this without feeling guilty." She crashed her lips on to his, he pulled her closer finally having her in his arms, something he'd been missing for months. He was so overwhelmed with passion he almost forgot the last time this had happened. Almost. "Wait." he said pulling away.
Blair looked at him completely confused. She had thought she wanted this, her , them. Was he over her for good? did he not want her anymore? all these thoughts crossed her mind but before she could continue doubting herself further Chuck finally spoke. "How do I know you're not going to leave this time?" was all he asked his voice sounding as vunerable as ever. And that's when it hit her, he was the insecure one over here, and she hated that, how she was making him feel the way Nate had made her feel all these years. "Chuck, I swear I wanted nothing more than to never leave you." she lightly rubbed his arms which were holding on to her waist. "It was so hard for me to stay away from you, but I thought it's what I had to do. I thought Nate didn't deserve to be treated the way I treated him. I felt like a whore, a tease someone who had been making him wait for years only to sleep with his best friend. I couldn't look at myself, but more importantly I couldn't look at you because you made it seem like the rest of it wouldn't matter as long as I could be with you. I broke up with Nate, but not because he slept with Serena, but because I didn't want to be with him, I wanted to be with someone else." Everything she said was so heartfelt and genuine, he could feel it. He knew he had a right to be mad at her that he could make her work for his forgivness or make her feel as bad as she had him by telling her that that's exactly what she was a whore ( though he wouldn't mean it), but he got the feeling that they had suffered enough, both of them and right now he was content just having her all to himself. He easily scooped her up in his arms and carried her over to his bed, upon laying her down he started placing butterfly kisses along her body whispering mine over and over again causing Blair to giggle. When he reached her neck he made sure to leave a hickey, making sure she would always remember she was his. As he took of her dress he remembered she had been planning to sleep with Nate tonight, that the lingerie she was wearing had been chosen for Nate's pleasure. He went insane ripping it off. She was his, his Blair, his to take, his to make love to, his name would only leave her lips, he would be the only man to see her naked. He had never felt this possessive of anything else before in his life. After they had both reached their peaks he rolled off her and onto his side of the king sized bed. After only a few moments he wrapped her up in his arms kissing the top of her head.
She nuzzeled into him closer kissing his neck, licking the back of his ear and nibbling on it.
"Mhmm Blair" he moaned. 'God this girl.' He thought as she continued sucking on his neck.
"Definietly worth the wait." he said turning to his side so he was facing her.
"Don't worry, no more waiting ever again" she said smirking.
"As much as I love the idea of that, what are we going to tell people, are we going to tell people?" he asked. As much as he wished things could be simple from now on, he knew they would only get more complicated, they did live on the Upper East Side after all.
"I don't know. I mean do we have to tell people? This whole me and Nate breaking up is going to be all over Gossip Girl by tomorrow and I don't want people making assumptions about us or labelling us. This is too new to be exposed to the horrible outside world. Besides people are going to start wondering how we ended up together when I just broke up with Nate 2 hours ago and then the cheating skank rumors will start and I don't wanna deal with all of that." she explained. He nodded in agreement agreeing with everything she was saying.
"A secret affair" he said smirking as he got closer to her.
"A secret affair" she confirmed kissing him.
