Jack's mind swirled and ran with so many thoughts and emotions, all at once.
Shock; Jack's body tensed up. Schizophrenia? Jack wanted to be dreaming about this, not what about the Heylin-Xiaolin lifestyle.
Rage; how dare this bastard tell him that this, what he had been going through for the past four years, was just a fantasy! Chase was real! The Monks were real! Even if he hated them, he would still fight for the fact that they exist! Just because the you can't see, smell and touch the wind, doesn't mean it's not there- bad example Jack- he wasn't crazy! Jack was brainy, not crazy. He had an IQ of 314, there's nothing to say you would get schizophrenia from that... Maybe loss of function in the body or Alzheimer's maybe... but not schizophrenia!
Fear; if he was crazy, then he'd be put in a psychiatric ward where they pump pills into you for no reason. He didn't want that! What had he been doing with his time? How had he not seen it?
Curiosity; schizophrenia is usually susceptible in people when they have a traumatic experience. What happened? Was he raped? Beaten? Did he watch something happen when he wasn't supposed to? There is always an answer... but what?
Sadness; Jack wanted to cry. His parents said that they loved him but in this case it sounded like they wanted to get rid of him. Did they really think that little of him? Did they think he was too much of a freak? His Mother and Father said that they loved him, but did they really?
Guilt; if he was crazy, then his poor parents. They had to put up with him. They allowed it to go on for so long, ignoring it, hoping it'd go away. Obviously, they could not put up with it much longer. Jack needed help and so they would give it to him.
Depression; Chase wasn't real? Jack wanted to cry at that more than about his parents. All his dreams, his goals for world domination - gone? His laboratory, his bots, his life of an inventor - invented by hallucinations? His love for the sexy, prideful, amazing, Chinese warlord - false and unreal?
Jack broke down, his tears overflowing his bottom eye lids and mixing with his eyeliner as they rolled down his alabaster cheeks. The Doctor, didn't say anything. He got up and pick up a few tissues on his way, he kneeled down to Jack's level on the chair to give him the tissues and stroke his red hair. Jack didn't want that arsehole to touch him. He brought this pain onto Jack, so he pulled away from the doctor.
"Don't touch me." Jack choked with malice at the poor, unsuspecting doctor. Jack looked at the name tag, Jie Wei. The doctor retracted his hand, respecting the boy's wishes.
"Jack, I understand how hard this is to accept-" Jack shook his head defiantly. Jack snapped back in Chinese, hoping to prove that he was sane and not some loon.
"Nányǐ jiēshòu ma? Nǐ zài kāiwánxiào ba? Nǐ gàosu wǒ, wǒ de yīqiè jīnglì, shì yīgè gāisǐ de huǎngyán!" Jack knew several languages, but English, French and Chinese were his specialties. Jie's eyes hardened for a moment before softening again.
"There will be enough of that. I'm only doing my job, your parents believe you need help, Jack. I'm here to give you that help. I can't help you if you won't let me-" Jie's calm words did not calm Jack at all it just further agitated him. Jack growled and pushed the doctor away, tear now flowing like black rivers down his cheeks.
"I don't want your help! I want to go home, back to my lab! I want to be in my element! You have no right to take me from that! I didn't even want to be here, my parents dragged me here! I want to go home!" Jack screeched at the doctor, not anticipating his parents and a few other male nurses to burst in at that moment.
Jack was tackled to the floor by the nurses and held down. Jack kicked, scratched and clawed at his new restraints, but to no avail.
Jie was helped up by Jack's parents, who were apologising on Jack's behalf. Jie waved it off.
"It's alright, violence is a very common symptom, I was caught off guard, mainly. Now, let's calm Jack down with a sedative-" Jack thrashed even more, he didn't want to be drugged! But the nurses didn't allow him to escape, they even pulled his sleeve up, to give the doctor access to the crook of his arm. Jack's throat started stinging from all the shouting he was doing.
"Get off me! This is harassment! I can get you arrested! This counts as molestation! Rape! Rape! Rape... Ra..." Jack couldn't talk any more as he felt himself get dizzy and fatigued. In Jack's mad thrashing of trying to free himself, he hadn't notice the doctor inject him with the sedative. Jack inwardly cursed the doctor.
"There, that should calm him for now. He will be like this for a while, at least then we can get him to the hospital." Jack heard the doctor say. It was almost muffled, but he heard it. The nurses picked Jack up and placed him on the bed. Jack watched, with difficulty, as Jie called ahead for an ambulance. Jack wanted to cry again but his body wouldn't let him because of the sedative.
Jack looked over, grudgingly, over to his mother who was crying into the shoulder of her husband. His father was trying to comfort her, but her wails were almost unstoppable. George looked up at Jack with concerned and frightened look.
Jack couldn't handle it anymore and closed his eyes. He felt himself go limp as he didn't want to and couldn't fight it any more.
Hopefully, this is just a really bad dream, Jack thought, as he drifted off into a dreamless sleep.
He was exhausted.
Chinese:
Jie - Hero, Heroic.
Wei - Big, Large, Great.
Nányǐ jiēshòu ma? Nǐ zài kāiwánxiào ba? Nǐ gàosu wǒ, wǒ de yīqiè jīnglì, shì yīgè gāisǐ de huǎngyán! - Hard to accept? Are you kidding me? You just told me that everything I've lived through, is a fucking lie!
DON'T HURT ME! T_T *hides*
Xiaolin Showdown (c) Christy Hui
Story (c) Me
R&R Please?
Kit x
