Immoral Desires

Written by Kairi Kazumi or Kairi-chan

A/N: This really took me a while to fix the story and edit this chapter at the same time. So it wasn't really easy for me to write this series since I'm using Fuji's narrative point of view. Also it's even more difficult for me to write when I was trying to imagine myself in Fuji's shoes while I was thinking the events at the same time.

I'd like to thank FujixSaku0709, midnight blue08, rebeccasanfujieijilvr, 127Suzanne, and FaithDeanLove for their kind reviews.


For days I neither did talk to her nor do I walk close to her. I even have taken more excuses which are enough for me to avoid her she didn't seem to notice it yet which is good for now. Good thing I'm part of the Student Council with Tezuka.

"Thank you for the good work, Fuji-san."

I nod my head to my fellow Student Council as she takes her leave. I slump down my chair feeling dead tired.

"How long do you plan to avoid her?" Tezuka said.

I open my eyes shock as I turn my attention to Tezuka standing few distances away from me. I look around, to my relief there's no one around. I glared at him angrily yet he stays calm as usual.

"Don't worry I did make sure no one's around. So stop worry about it." He assured me.

Of course I know how careful he is and he never let his guard down so I don't doubt him but still. School may be a safe place however there are some individuals who would love to sneak up on others to eavesdrop in order to destroy the person whom they either detest him or her most or want to humiliate for the rest of their lives.

I didn't say anything else as I start fixing my stuffs. I could tell his eyes on me as he observes my action.

"Judging how you are, I say something did happen."

I nearly jump at his guess but I continue fixing my things I can't blame him and his good observation. Even though he's the only friend whom I trust I didn't tell him the story. But Tezuka just stay quiet as usual as he fixes his things into his bag.

"By the way Shitenhonji are coming here in the next few days." Tezuka informed me. "We're going to have practice session with them."

Neither I look to his face or watch him go as I nod my head. I could hear his footsteps getting softer until I no longer hear them. I look up at the clock only to see it's only how late it is. Without thinking another thought, I head home.

As I arrived there, I didn't join dinner with my family as I excuse myself that I ate outside. Heading straight to my room, I didn't bother to look at their expression especially, Sakuno. But one thing I could tell she must be feeling disappointing right now. I want to comfort her but then I reminded myself to avoid her.

As I enter my room, I lean my back against the door. I stay there for long until I realize I need in my room for long by now everyone is having dinner down there. This time I didn't join them since my heart is fill with ill desires.

Then again I'm starting to get a strange feeling about the practice session like something is going to happen. I shake my head sideways and go back to my homework. I hope my worry is wrong.

SIN 3: DEVASTATED

Two days pass by there isn't any news when the Shitenhonji Middle School will be coming to our school however this anxious feeling never seems to get off me. I don't know why I'm feeling that way but the thing is it still doesn't seem to fade away.

Worst of all, I get a very odd feeling like something bad is going to happen every morning. Even if I try to calm myself down it's still there no matter what I do.

"Worried?"

I turn my head to see Oishi Suiichirou, the vice-captain of our tennis club.

"Now why do you say that?" I put up my mask on as I smiles at him.

Oishi let out a nervous laugh as he scratches behind his head. "You're right. I'm actually worried." He confessed. "We rarely have guests coming to our school."

I nod my head as I listen to him in the mean time. Oishi really worries a lot like a mother that's why we nicknamed him the 'mother hen'. I think it was Eiji who started out that nickname in the first place. Still Oishi didn't seem to mind with it.

We continue head our way to our tennis club since we finished our class earlier. As we arrive to our destination, we notice some of the members gathered around to the gate. Curious what the fuss about we didn't get to see the closer look.

As we get a closer look, we notice the familiar light green and yellow jersey which is none other than Shintenhoji School.

"About time you arrive." Tezuka gives his gestures to the Shitenhonji captain.

We all turn our attention back to our guest team as he walks forward to reveal himself. And that Shitenhoji captain is none other Shiraishi Kuranosuke, the only player who actually defeated me during our Semifinal match in our middle school. It actually despair me much to know there is someone like him could win against me.

But then thinking of the past made me realize that I could improve my skills it was all thanks to Yuuta and Sakuno for they cheered me up when I was depressed from that time. It also made me realize some of my mistakes and my pride.

Two team captain stand at each other as they exchange their greetings by shaking their hands.

"Did you have trouble on your way here?" Tezuka asks him.

Shiraishi could only gives out a calm smile as he answers. "We did have a little problem but we managed to find our way here." His teammates reply 'yeah' and 'it's not that difficult' and so forth.

"Since you came all the way here I suggest you should take some replenishment." Inui offers them.

Just as any of the Shitenhoji team could accept Inui's offer not until he shows them the unusual color of the drink. Everyone look so pale seeing that concoction but then their face turns even sour when they see it changes its color. Even my teammates share the same expression as they quickly turn away after seeing that sight.

I, on the other hand, could only smile looking forward to have a taste of Inui's latest concoction. Before I could even ask him for a test taste I notice two or three of Shitenhoji members were looking for someone. Even Oishi and Tezuka caught their reactions.

"Something wrong?" Oishi asked them.

"It looks like we're missing one person." One said which turns out to be Oshitari Kenya, the cousin of Oshitari Yuushi from Hyoutei Academy.

"Say is your missing teammate that wild red haired junior of yours that Ochibi fought, ne? Nya~!" Eiji asked them as he looks for any other familiar faces.

That wild red haired junior Inui mentioned is Tooyama Kintarou. He shares the same age of Echizen and Sakuno. I recalled our first encountered with him when my little sister could hand out our lunch a man bumps into her resulting she dropped two riceballs out of the box. I remember I want to punish that guy until that Shitenhoji junior beaten me out first as he lectured him it's bad wasting food.

I even recall he ate the fallen riceballs on the ground and complimented her cooking. He even nicknamed her 'Onigiri-hime' since the riceballs he ate were so delicious.

I cringe that memory as I mentally note myself if I ever see him again I'll make sure he won't come near her.

"Oh~ right~ Kin-chan is gone." Another Shitenhoji regular called Konjiki Koharu.

Momo shudders when Konjiki-san sway his hips making him puke that I could almost laugh out from his reaction but I didn't as I turn my attention to Tezuka.

"Does he has a companion with him?" Tezuka asked him in concern despite he has that stern look of his face.

Hoping that the missing person does have one but then he answers 'no' making the Seigaku team captain more concern. Even few members of Shitenhoji team are getting worried. Inui speaks out first as he suggested that we should search for him divided in pairs.

I volunteer myself on the search party before I could even pick Kenya as my search buddy, Shiraishi surprisingly pair up with me without any question ado.

Including myself. But I prefer to keep my mouth shut for now.

After we were given location and partners we start to look around. Currently, Shiraishi and I are in charge at the second and third floor of our school's building. We search around but we never find him in the second floor so we take upstairs.

"So why did you decide to help, Fuji?" Shiraishi speaks out.

I didn't turn my attention to him when we arrive to our destination floor. I just reply I'm interested to know what trouble ahead since after all I enjoy watching others to suffer. However deep inside I was just worry that he might be with my sister and I want to make sure that won't happen. I wait for his answer but only the stiff silence engulfs between us.

To avoid anymore of his curiosity, I decide to bring out another subject. "So what do you think that wild junior of yours would go?"

As my rival could even answer to my question soon we hear a commotion coming from the same floor we are currently at. I turn my head to him gesturing that Kintarou might be there.

We pick up our speed as fast as we could until we reach the edge of the building which turns out to be my sister's classroom. And to my horror, the sight I see a familiar red haired kid sharing the same age of Sakuno and Echizen hugging my sister as if he's familiar to her but to my sight she seems to be suffocating from his strength.

"It's nice meeting you again, Onigiri-hime!" the red haired brat exclaimed excitedly as he hugs her.

"Please… let… g-g-go of m-m-me, To-Tooyama-kun." I hear my sister pleaded.

The brat did seem to hear her plea as he continues hugging her. "Didn't I tell you call my first name instead." Kintarou pouted.

The sight of my sister being suffering from his strength continues to yelp in pain which I didn't control my emotion. As soon I cringe at the sight seeing him hugging her and her pain look I walk towards them and pull them away before Sakuno could loose her breath.

Just as I could even say something to the wild brat he once again hugs Sakuno as soon as I open my mouth. And once again, I see my sister is getting suffocating from him.

"Kin-chan, please stop hugging her. You're suffocating the poor girl." He warned him.

Indeed he is right. I could clearly see my sister's reaction I wanted to pull him away again but then Shiraishi starts to undo his bandage on his arms.

"Kin-chan." He calls.

With one call the kid freezes from his spot as his body suddenly goes pale letting Sakuno go which she successfully escape. He seems to be afraid of Shiraishi's serious tone when he called him.

"You will behave yourself, right Kin-chan?" he smiles at him.

I look at his smile. That smile of his is not normal as I could tell he has menacing aura emitting within his body. Then I turn back my attention to Kintarou, covered with bullet of sweats, as his body shaken. Shiraishi asks his junior the same question as he replies with a small 'yes' he puts down his arms with that smile pasting on his face. His smile is different from the ones I saw earlier as I could sense his malicious thoughts disappear.

"Nice way to tame that junior of yours." I complimented him.

Shiraishi turns his attention to me and shrugs his shoulders. "That's the only thing I could come up to behave himself." He gives with a triumph smirk as if he was proud of his own work. "After all Kin-chan is almost like a little brother to me."

For one minute I remember my sister's well being as I turn my attention to her.

"Are you all right?"

To my shock that line was not me saying to Sakuno. Instead it was said by none other than Echizen Ryoma.

He must have arrived after he heard the commotion but then I recall he wasn't interested on the search party so why did he come here in the first place?

I hear my sister answer yes. This even fuels my anger even more.

Cocky brat! I'm supposed to ask her, she's my precious sister! Is what I want to say to him. But I shut myself up letting him do the job in my place. I turn my attention away from them just to avoid myself getting jealous still that feeling hasn't disappeared yet. I try to feign that feeling as I turn my attention to Shiraishi as he gives his lecture to his wild junior.

Still even I can't help worrying Sakuno but I can't let anyone know it. So I secretly take a peak on my sister is as I could see she is talking with Echizen with a smile.

To my shock I almost lost my hope when I saw her smile.

That smile is not something you could see everyday.

That smile is actually my most valuable treasure. She never show that smile to anyone except me and our family.

So why is she giving that smile to Echizen?

Thinking of it makes me really… angry as I clench both my hands together.

Until then I felt a hand weighing on my shoulder as I turn around and see Tezuka who came the latter as he gesturing to me reminding my manners. I neither answer nor look at him straight to his eyes instead I mouthed out 'I-know-you-don't-have-to-repeat-to-me'.

He gave me a silent nod then turns his attention back to Kintarou as he gives his lecture to Shiraishi on the wild brat's trouble.

"Don't worry. He will remember to behave himself." He promises to him as he turns to his junior with a deadly look. "Don't you agree, Kin-chan?"

I could see the wild junior is shivering when his gaze meets his captain's look as he reluctantly replies 'yes' as soon as Shiraishi's evil aura disappear.

"Are you doing home late, Syuu-niichan?" she calls me out.

I gave out a reply without looking her back as I proceed walking my way.

Once again I did not want to face her after I saved her from Tooyama-kun.

We head our way down back to our tennis club as soon we arrive we start our training session with our guests. As soon I could even take my tennis gear, I notice Sakuno was walking behind me.

"Syuu-niichan."

I didn't turn my attention to her instead I pretend I have my full attention to Shiraishi. I predict she would pout and walks to me but instead she tugs my uniform calling my attention. I halt my steps. Whenever she wants to call my full attention she would always tug my clothes behind me and I always answer to her.

This is something I should not ignore, I told myself.

In the end I did turn around facing her only to see her face brighten happily.

"You'll need this." She smiles at me.

She presented a newly packed lunchbox in front of me. I look at her stunned as I recognize her smile. The smile she always gives me strength and the reason to look forward.

This I realizes such a fool I was the whole time. I want to laugh but I note myself not to as I remain my stance.

Neither I answer nor react instead I fully accept the extra lunchbox from her hands. Just as she could take her leave I immediately stop her giving my thanks. Sakuno continues giving her best smile to me and mouth to me 'you're welcome' then she takes her leave.

I watch her go until I notice Kenya was watching me behind showing his interests of my little sister as I could see his eyes on her.

"Is there something you want?" I interrupt his thought.

He just shrugs his shoulders then eye at me then to my packed lunch box that Sakuno gave to me. "You're lucky your little sister makes you a packed lunch box." Kenya complimented me.

I did not deny giving out my true smile and mumble 'yeah'. For instance he seems to hear what I said as I immediately turn my attention to Eiji.

But then I caught the sight of my sister, who is two feet away from the fence, staring at someone in the court.

And I know she's wasn't looking at me, as I see her eyes were fixated on someone else.

Curious to see whom she is staring at, I follow the direction where she's staring at. As soon as I found whom she is staring at, I open my eyes in shock and devastating. Realizing I am about to burst out, I hurriedly excuse myself going to the restroom without looking at anyone.

I didn't rush out instead I calmly walk to the restroom in our changing room so others won't be suspicious of my action. As soon as I enter, I check out if there are anyone in here. Confirming there isn't anyone, to my relief. There I sit down on the bench while hanging my head down.

I caught my sister staring at someone. And I know that stare anywhere whenever I saw some girls eying at me lovestruck. The stare I caught is a stare when a person is in love. And the person who I saw is someone in our club.

I don't want to admit the fact that I saw my sister is in love to that person.

I recall that lovestruck gaze to that person which only makes me more angry.

But then it also breaks my heart as I realizes that to her, she only sees me as a big brother.

Not a lover or a boyfriend.

I was a fool to myself, I laughed.

Of course she wouldn't see me that way because we're siblings. Blood-related. Period. There's nothing else special between us. Except for me, as my love for her continues to grow everyday.

Again it pains my heart further as I realizes that I'm still ache for her even more even though I learned the truth that she only sees me her beloved brother.

Why? Of all people why does she has to fall for him? I cried.

Instead of yelling out I silently cry in my heart as I tighten my grip on the packed lunchbox in my hands which my sister prepared for me.

SIN 3 END


A/N: This chapter seems more angst than I thought especially the near last part. I hope this chapter is good enough. Took me so long and my friend seems so picky on my grammar.