Chapter 3:Shattered
Shattered_Trading Yesterday
Author: MishaV946 / 946MishaV
Rating: M+ Course Language and Graphic Violence
Summary: Losing a loved one has Shattered this person...
Spoilers: Way after FN
Disclaimer: I opened my eyes this morning and went through my emails...nah still don't own them...
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Status: WIP
Warning: Graphic violence and Course Language...Alot of darkness too :(
A/N: Please read the first two chapters as they will be mentioned later in other chapters. For these next chapters you will notice that there are dates and times... yes they are Correct :)
A/N: ok for this chapter I've included the lyrics of the song in italics…
Chapter 3: Shattered_ Trading Yesterday
30 October 2024 21:00
"Talk to me people!"
'Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding.
Fall into your sunlight.'
"Male, early 20's, took a gunshot wound on the right temple. He went into cardiac arrest twice but we managed to stabilize him for now."
'The future's open wide, beyond believing.
To know why, hope dies.'
"Who found him?"
'Losing what was found, a world so hollow.
Suspended in a compromise.'
"This young man followed him on the space needle."
"Thank you. What's your name kid?"
"Dalton, sir. Is Alec going to be okay?"
"I will make sure that he will be. You have my word." Promised Dr. Carr
'The silence of this sound, is soon to follow.
Somehow, sundown.'
Alec's Flashback
30 October 2024 17:45
I am God's gift to woman…but only one truly captured my heart…
She looked beyond my exterior, beyond the hot sexy body that I would claim to have-well just to annoy her. She saw something that no one else could see behind my perfect Manticore mask. She saw the loss, my hurt, my pain, my anger, my rage, my friendship, my faith, my love, my lust, my claim…
Things got better when she saved me from the darkness I had crept into. We became one, best friends, lovers. I claimed her as my mate as did she after a bullet hit a bulls-eye in my lung on an Eyes Only mission…the last Eyes Only mission. I was hers and only hers, as I was to her…
I was a person.
Everything was going the way we wanted it to be. I started to live again. We even asked Joshua to prepare a crib for us. As ever Joshua was more than thrilled to do so, in fact he got Mole involved on the project too- much to our amazement he was just as excited as ever. Talk about change!
So everything WAS going perfect, then why did it have to go so wrong?
It was like things were too good to be true…
'And finding answers.
Is forgetting all of the questions we called home.
Passing the graves of the unknown.'
I don't know when it started. I suppose the moment I lost everything that meant the world to me. It felt like an icy iron jaw grip ripped my heart out of my chest and made me watch as it continued to beat away, lying there without a heart. That's how I feel; life is no longer worth living.
'As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading.
Illusions of the sunlight.
And a reflection of a lie, will keep me waiting.
With love gone, for so long.'
I bought a small hand gun, not exactly my style but it would suffice, shit that kid- Dalton. Why does he have to follow me all the damn time? He's not my keeper…
I make a b-line to a place that she held secrete, well I did too once upon another life time… good thing too because I lost him for the time being. The chilled air rushes through my body conflicting with the heated rage I feel right now. Damn, it's raining now too…
'And this day's ending.
Is the proof of time killing, all the faith I know.
Knowing that so faith, is all I hold.'
My fingers still clasped the hand gun. It's a beautiful piece, so shinny, smooth and bitterly cold…
'And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand.
Why my heart is broken, rejecting your love, without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on.'
I could still hear her screams in my head…
'But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning.
Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.'
Those damn Fuckers. They purposely left her cell switched on. Purposely wanting me to hear her screams as they raped her over and over again. But the speed of the car could only go so fast, not enough to stop them…
Then that sound, her agonizing screams, her pleas to leave our baby unharmed…failed.
The sound of the metal sawing together burned in my ears as if someone tried to cut my ears off with a par of scissors. Then silence for what seemed to be hours was just mere seconds. Another whimper from her causes my heart to clench tightly in my chest. Her screams got louder than before. I scream her name into the receiver of my cell in the hope that her enhance hearing can hear me…
My heart stopped when her screams were longer strong but weak ones, bastards! I scream indecent words not carrying any more. Mole jumps slightly in the passenger seat. I could smell his fear within my flared nostrils.
'Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent.
All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain.
All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over.'
I almost lost control of the car, serving slightly off the mountain edge, fuckers…
'Is that a blow torch? '
She screams again, deafening my ear slightly. My heart thumped so fast and hard I couldn't feel my toes and fingers beyond the pins and needles… All I saw was burning hot RAGE…
After what seemed like hours of torture, silence enveloped my ear…
A static echoed loudly, then an explosion. Voices that's what I heard, well more like shouting and gun fire…
'There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones.
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer all.'
Someone who probably cared for her, cussed, yelling NO!
What did that mean?
Tossing the phone aside, I pushed the car to its limits, endangering not only myself but everyone else in the van too. Ignoring the warning signs posted along the curb for an upcoming windy road ahead.
I slammed the breaks' to an abrupt screeching halt in front of the abandoned ware house…
'And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand.'
Forgetting everything that I was trained to do when entering enemy territory, I blurred to her scent.
'Why my heart is broken, rejecting your love, without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on.'
But something mingled with her scent, something like burned spiced vanilla and cherry…
'But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning'
It doesn't yet click until I skidded there.
Dropping to my knees, panting uncontrollably, I crawled to her remains. Clenching her clothes that they had discarded before they tortured her, tears rolling down my numb face, everything became a blur, but its' her I don't spot. So I rubbed her clothes on my cheek whimpering like a sad kitten. I stare at nothing until something caught my attention.
'Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent.'
Not too far away I see something that churns my empty stomach, feeling the acid cutting through my insides… my throats constricts, I can't breathe, the world spins around me. I can't hear a damn thing it's like I'm completely deaf… my shaky sweaty hands fumbled on the bloody stained corpse…
'All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain.'
It's my unborn son.
'All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over.'
The fucking bastards took him away from us! NO! They ruthlessly cut him away from her, from us!
Rolling my head back I screamed hauntingly that made my friends stop dead in their tracks sending a fearful shiver down their spine…
Pieces of her charred flesh and coarse burned hair lie around us. Pieces everywhere…
'There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones.'
Hers, only she would smell like spiced vanilla and cherry. What a combination, but it always seemed to smell good on her.
'To the place we belong, and his love will conquer all'
End of Flashback
The rage in me couldn't hold back, my tears mingle with the rain now. My sadness is beyond pain, beyond the hurt, and beyond the suffering- whatever…hmm her favourite word that I've become accustomed to timelessly.
Lifting up my hand like a machine, I stand in attention. Closing my eyes I see her smile, I hear her voice…
Max I whisper last. Everything's gone black.
'Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding.
Fall into your sunlight.'
End of Chapter 3…to be continued
A/N: *holding white flag* please don't kill me :(
… Changes have been made since my previous update (last year) Please bear with me :)
