"Aunt Jenny sing to us! Please?" Trey Winston asked."Finish your spelling if I do?"
"Yes'm…"
"Ok go put these quarters in the Jukebox whatever pops out I'll sing you…"
"Ok…"
"Hey Paigey-poo how's the math coming? Jennasis stole one of her chips. Jax smiled standing the door way watching her. "Aunt Jenny what is Satisfaction by the rolling stones." Jenna giggled rolling forward "Don't play that."
"Here I like the irony in this one…" Pretty Woman poured out of the jukebox.
Jax laughed. "That's not funny Jenna."
"But still you laugh." she shot back at him smiling. She picked up Trey setting him in her lap she spun them in circles… Trey laughing as Jenna showered her seven year old nephew in kisses she sang loudly and with perfect pitch her velvety voice taking on sultry sound. She stopped next to Paige "Why the glum face my baby…"
"There's a school dance coming up and I wanna go but I think dad will say no."
"No he won't…"
"its sadie-hawkins…"
"Good the best kind…"
"I can't dance…"
"Opie Winston…. Get your ass in here and teach your daughter to dance…"
"I hate dancing…" he appeared in the door way.
"Its either you Jax or Juice…"
"Juice's skeevy ass isn't touching my child…and its unfair to unleash Jax on a hormonal thirteen year old little girl…"
"Then I guess your choice is made…"
"You can dance Uncle Jax…" Trey asked.
"Your Aunt Jenna loved to dance…" sadness appeared on his face for a moment.
"still do…" she offered him her hand "Just do it different now." their song poured out of the speakers. I've been loving you too long By Otis Redding "Thanks Op…" Jenna said. He shrugged and went back to teaching Paige to dance.
They danced for a bit with her in the chair. "One thing…" Jax stopped picking her up. She squeaked in surprise. "Need you closer…" he whispered. Clay walked in from the back. "little kids and dancing in the clubhouse what is happening to SAMCRO?"
"I came home Clay…" Jennasis teased.
"just don't turn him to mush…" he nodded at Jax
"Me never…" she turned kissing Jax. "Still love me?" "always…"
A few days later…
Jennasis went looking for Trey he was mostly likely playing in the bathroom. She overheard a argument between Tara and Jax.
"Are you sleeping with her?"
"No I swear Tara…"
"Your not Lying?"
"No, she means nothing to me." Jenna grabbed the beer Gemma was carrying to Clay. She tapped Jax on the shoulder. "Je-" she threw the beer in his face. "Fuck you Jax!" she turned to roll away. "Jenna wait please…" she whipped the chair around nearly hitting "Don't Jenna me don't… I told you I was no second fiddle but I thought he'll wake up decide he wants me… you can lie to her about sleeping together but do not say I mean nothing don't look me in the eye and say you love me. I won't lie or be lied to I'm done Jax…and unlike you I'm not a liar I mean what I say. Someone needs to find Trey." she rolled off instead of angry walk she had an angry roll he realized now. Opie's mouth was agape we quickly closed it following Piney's silent command to go after his sister. Leaving Jax on his own with Tara.
He found his sister out of her chair sitting on the broken freezer behind the club. Smoking a cigarette.
"Those things will you kill you…"
"So will a lotta things…" she offered him a drag. He took it.
"Like loving Jax Teller… its death sentence…"
"Jax would be blessed to have you and I'm not just saying that because I'm your brother… you're smart tough stronger than most men… your built for him… her… he's just trying to put the lighting back in the bottle its not going to work…"
"So He'll wake up?" she exhaled smoke.
"He will doesn't mean you have to wait for him…in fact if I was a good brother I'd tell you to run as far away from SAMCRO as you could get before we get you killed too."
"Hey now…"
"I should of let her leave when the ATF agent scared her."
"Love is deaf blind and incredibly fucking dumb…if Donna wanted to leave she would of no matter what you said… she loved you and your not to blame for what happened you hear me Op?"
He nodded. "I miss her to you know… she was my best friend too." Jennasis said.
"I know… god it all just sucks…"
"And it will for a long long while it'll get eaiser but never go away…"
"How did you function without Jax all that time?"
"One breath at a time Opie one breath at a time. And I sang this a lot…"
She sang. "even when the rain falls even when flood starts rising cause even when storm comes I am washed by the water…"
"and that means?" Opie laughed "Good comes from everything. The same god that was with you on top of the mountain is the same god with you in valley…It'll get better Op… Just hang on til then ok?"
He smiled "When did you become so wise…" she put out their shared cigarette. "Always have been…" she teased.
"What ya gonna do about Jax?"
"Thinking about fucking one of Luanne's porn boys just to piss him off I hear some of em' are packin' heat."
Opie laughed. "That'd damn sure piss him off but I see no need for you to contract herpes to get even Jen…instead I hear Donovan Sinclair is in town again…" Jennasis laughed outright and loud.
"Opie, you are a terrible best friend but a great brother…"
"No one fucks with the Winstons not even Jax Teller…"
"Damn straight…"
"By the way the beer to the face was a nice touch…"
"I try…"
"Take the kids for Ice cream with me…"
"Go round them up I'll wait here…" she was looking up at the stars when she heard Jax's Gravelly voice pleading "Jenna…"
"To late for apologies Jax…"
"I've always had trouble being the man you need for me to be."
"You chose her I mean nothing remember? So, the man I need for you to be doesn't matter or exist…"
"You always matter that's my problem Jenna one taste is never enough with you…"
"As long as she's in picture that one taste is all you get ." she finally pinned him with a searing look. For yet another time in his life he thought Jennasis Winston was human heroin.
"Aunt Jenny what ice cream you getting?" Trey interrupted the intense exchange.
"Butterscotch like always…: Jax answered for her.
AN: Thanks for all the lovely reviews hope I am keeping you guys hooked ! Also I wasn't aware of Opie's kids names or how many their were so I made them up if any of you know that info I will change it . The song lyric Jenna sings is washed by the water by needtobreathe check them out! Please hit the little green button and review! Meghan
PPS: there is a point to Jenna being able to sing just haven't gotten to it yet so please don't flame me calling her a Mary sue. I swear it all make sense Just stick with me ok I'll shut now thanks for reading… Meg
