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Sacrifice For a Friend: part 3
Quatre and Trowa looked at eachother. "I miss you Quatre."
"I miss you to." he responded softly.
"Do you still love me, Quatre?" he asked in a shaky voice.
"Trowa it doesn't matter. When you walked out I lost trust and faith in you. I just can't go back there I can't."
"you can trust me. I'll prove it. I don't know how but I will."
Quatre left and as he was walking he thought. I wish I could be with you Trowa. How can I be with someone that I have lost faith in. Who has no faith in me. You say you'll prove it and a huge part of me hopes your successful. It took everything in me not to crumble. I just wanted you to hold me in your arms. I just don't know if I can be with you after....
Quatre was feeling something inside. It was emotional distress coming from Wufei. Why hadn't he felt it before. Wufei still felt the guilt inside and it was tearing him apart. Maybe seeing him again did that. Quatre decided it was time for Wufei and him to hash it out. He didn't want him to feel that guilt no longer.
Trowa was so glad he was able to see Quatre again. He knew without a doubt that his love for him was stronger than ever. No matter what he would find away to win back his trust he just had to. He felt Quatre had residual pain from his experience he may have to be careful how he handles this situation.
Wufei had left the party early seeing Quatre again made him think of the past. How he screwed up and Quatre had to pay the price. Only if he hadn't gotten in that guys face. How could he ever make it up to his friend. His innocence was gone and Wufei felt like he was the one who stole it. Quatre wasn't raped but he might as well have been.
"Wufei." a voice said. He turned to see Quatre. Quatre apologized. "I owe you an apology."
"You owe me?" Wufei questioned.
"If I had known my coming here would have upset you. I wouldn't have."
"No I'm glad you came. It's just." he couldn't find the words.
"You still feel guilty. Please we need to talk about this."
"All right . It's my fault. If I hadn't got in his face it wouldn't have happened."
"You saved my life. I screwed up and we got captured. I always thought I brought it on my self. If you hadn't come back for me."
"You'd be dead. I don't regret saving your life and I never will."
"But you think I should regret saving yours?" he said and smiled.
"You. I.. That's not fair you tricked me."
"I don't regret saving you. I hate what I had to do but, it was worth it. Now lets say it together no regrets." Quatre and Wufei hugged. Wufei felt a lot lighter.
"don't ever tell anyone I did that." Wufei commanded. He asked how he was about seeing Trowa again and he told him about their conversation.
Wufei wished there was something he could do to help. He didn't know what hurt Quatre more. That he had to have sex with the general or that Trowa hadn't understood. He had automatically assumed the worst and so did the others. They should have known better after all this was Quatre we were talking about.
They went for a walk by the lake. Not talking just walking. A figure watched them from afar. It was Trowa. He was confused had he lost Quatre to Wufei. I have no right to be jealous. After all it's not like we're together. I hope I'm not to late to win back my angel. I hope he hasn't sought love somewhere else. What am I thinking Wufei doesn't even like guys that way. Snap out of it Trowa. I should be thinking of a way to gain back Quatre's trust. Not being jealous. Trowa picked up a rock and threw it in the water. Hoping with all the love he had in his heart that he wasn't to late.
Quatre sat on his bed in his hotel room. He pulled out a pictures of Trowa and stared at it for the longest time. Could Trowa and him ever come together again or was it to late. He stood up still looking at the picture and went into the bathroom. As he stood looking the mirror he remember that mans sweaty hands all over him. He was beginning to feel queasy. Quatre bent over the toilet and threw up. "When am I going to forget." He laid on the cold floor still holding the photo. He clutched it close to his heart. He then fell asleep.
Quatre woke up hours later. He felt uneasy inside. The memories were attacking him and it was making himself sick. He knew he would be all right as soon as he put a long distance between himself and the others. Seeing them all again made him think of all that stuff from the past. Stuff he had thought he buried. Apparently he was wrong it crept up on him again.
Frantically Quatre began to pack up his stuff. Shoving everything into his suitcase. As he was doing this someone entered his room. Watching him do this. "Quatre." He turned to see Wufei.
"You can't keep doing this." Wufei stated.
"doing what?"
"Running." he answered. Quatre sat down on the bed. Wufei sat next to him and put his arm around him.
"I just don't know what else to do." Wufei pulled him into an embrace.
Trowa was coming to see Quatre when he saw Wufei holding him on the bed. Wufei doesn't get emotional. That sun of a bitch. Trowa was mad he stormed in the room and attacked Wufei.
Wufei blocked a punch . Trowa said, "No wonder Quatre doesn't want to be with me . He has you."
"You're out of your mind. I'm not the one who walked away."
"You have got to be kidding me." said Quatre in an unbelieving tone. Quatre got in the middle of them to stop them but he got pushed against the wall in the process. When he hit the wall his head hit a picture and he fell unconscence.
To be continued
