A/N: Hey thereee! Welcome to chapter 3 of Letters From Home :) This chapter is starting off the night before Logan leaves and continues into the day he actually leaves. So also this chapter has some plot development of Kogan. :) We all love Kogan3 Anywhooo, here's chapter 3!
Logan woke to a deep sigh from the other side of his bedroom. Looking up he noticed it was still dark outside meaning he had only been asleep a few hours. He glanced over to his left, "Kendall?" He asked looking at the blonde boy who had now rolled over to face him. "Hey Logie." Kendall replied with a shaky voice.
"You alright?" Logan asked moving from his bed to sit on Kendall's. Kendall sighed, "No. I'm not alright." "Whats wrong? Are you sick!" Logan asked putting his hand to Kendall's forehead, only for it to be swatted away, "No no no. I'm not sick its just... You're leaving... and I don't want you to..." Logan sighed, "Kendall. I'm only going to be gone for 6 weeks at a time. It's like I'm visiting back home."
"It's not that easy to just imagine you are going home, because we both know you aren't. Besides, this place is a lot more dangerous than home. Think about it, Logie. If I'm a mess now, think about what would happen if you got hurt." Kendall replied with a long sigh.
"Kendall, I'm going to try my absolute hardest NOT to get hurt, and this first 6 weeks I'm away I'll be at training. Then I'll be back here, with you, for 2 weeks then I'm actually sent to Iraq. Which is where the real skills come in, and just for you, I'll do anything in the world to not see you unhappy. Even if it means being crazy careful to not get hurt." Logan stated, rubbing circles on Kendall's back.
"Please don't leave, Logie." Kendall gave Logan his best "puppy dog look" and his best child-like voice possible. Logan just gave a small chuckle and a sad smile, "Nice try, Kendork, but I have to go. Sorry Kendie." Kendall just frowned, rolling over to his back to look at the shadows that danced around the room from the light that bounced off of the light poles outside.
Logan glanced over to the clock on Kendall's bedside table. The LED lights showing the numbers 2:36. Meaning, he had to get up in exactly 6 hours and 24 minutes. 8 o'clock would come earlier than expected. "Kendall, you need to get some sleep. We have to get up soon. Go to sleep. Night Kendall." Logan got up to walk to his bed when he was pulled back down. "No. Stay with me." Kendall gave him yet another sad look that Logan couldn't help but fall for.
As soon as Logan laid down, Kendall was automatically glued to his side. "I sleep better with you here, Logie." Logan laughed at how Kendall sounded, the sleepiness evident in his voice, "I know Kendall. I know. Now go to bed. Goodnight, Kendall." "Ni Wogieee." Kendall replied in a yawn, meaning to say Night Logie, before he could even correct himself, he was asleep.
*Next Morning*
Logan woke to the annoying beeping of the alarm clock. Telling him it was around 8 in the morning. He tried rolling over to stop the clock but was stopped by the foreign weight that caused his body to not be abled to move. Logan looked up to see Kendall basically thrown across his chest. With a slight laugh Logan poked Kendall's side, "Kendallll... Kendalllll." Still no movement from the blonde boy.
After several tries of waking Kendall up, it finally worked. Still the blonde would not move off of Logan. "Do you want me to be late to security which means I would miss my flight?" Logan asked, annoyed. "Yes. Yes I do." Kendall replied with a smirk, "For you to be so smart, that was a dumb question Logie." Logan laughed pushing Kendall off of him -against Kendall's pleads- to go get a shower and get dressed.
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"Guys! I'll meet you at the airport, I need to get going or I'm going to be late for security." Logan yelled through out the apartment, earning an "Okay!" from Carlos before running out the door.
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Kendall heard the door shut and groaned. Logan was that much more closer to leaving him for 6 weeks. Can you imagine, the love of your life leaving you for 6 weeks? Kendall always knew he had 'something' for Logan for a while now. He figured it out by the way his heart starts pounding when he looks into his eyes, or when they make slight contact the blush he gets on his face, or that craving of wanting all of his attention just on him.
Shaking his head to clear the thoughts inside of his head, he opened the door to their shared bedroom. He was now dressed in dark black skinnys, a purple tee, with his gray vans. Not much, but just enough to please Logan. Which was all Kendall wanted.
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Kendall walked into the airport, followed by James and Carlos. All Kendall was looking for was those gorgeous mocha colored eyes and his signature spike of his brown hair. "Hey guys!" Kendall heard the voice to the one person he was looking for.
Kendall turned around to come face-to-face with Logan dressed in his uniform. A sad smirk appeared on his face,"Well don't you just look cute in that uniform, Logie-Bear." He gave a small chuckle, trying to make something good about him leaving, even though it wasn't working.
Logan gave Kendall a small smile and a sigh. "You don't have to do that with me, Kendall. Tell me how you really feel." Kendall didn't have any words to tell him about how he felt. He just simply tackled him in a hug, almost knocking the smaller brunette boy down.
"Don't leave Logan." Kendall begged in a small whisper. Logan just held Kendall tighter. He didn't know exactly how to comfort him, but he knew deep down the only way to comfort him was to stay.
James gave Carlos a quick glance. The tiny Latino boy was staring at Kendall and Logan, who were embracing each other tightly, with awe.
He looked up to James with a big smile on his face, "How cute are they? They're like the reunited couples!" James chuckled at Carlos before pulling him into a tight hug, "Don't ever leave me like that." Carlos just nodded, a slight smile tugging at the corners of his lips, "I would never do that."
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The worst feeling ever. Is sitting on the couch in the airport waiting, waiting for the love of your life's plane to be called. Kendall and Logan sat on the couch, as close as possible to each other. Logan was leaned into Kendall's chest, while Kendall played absentmindly with strands of Logan's hair.
"The strands in your eyes, that color them wonderful. Stop me and steal my breath." Kendall lightly sang, Logan's eyes locked onto his. "Emeralds from mountains, thrust toward the sky. Never revealing their depth." Logan finished out the second line of the song. Both boys smiling at each other. "Tell me that we belong together. Dress it up, with the trappings of love. I'll be captivated. I'll hang from you lips, instread of the gallows of heartache that hang from above..." Both boys sang the song in harmony.
"I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love suicide." Kendall sang. "I'll be better when I'm older. I'll be the greatest fan of your life..." Logan sang the rest of the line, butterflies filling his stomach staring up into Kendall's emerald green eyes.
"Flight 6 to Goldsboro, North Carolina is boarding now." Logan stood up slowly, "I guess this is my first step to training at Seymour Johnson Airforce Base." "You can always back out now, and stay with me." Kendall said while giving Logan a tight hug. "Sorry Kendall. Its too late now." Logan gave the other guys hugs before turning back to Kendall. "You know, you'll always be my best friend FOREVER. No matter what happens. I'll call all of you as much as I can. Bye guys."
Logan gave James and Carlos another hug before hugging Kendall who tried not to let go. He waved once, took a deep breath, and walked to the line. Ready for whatever got thrown his way. He took one last look at his now crying best friends, gave a shaky wave before turning and boarding his plane.
No turning back now...
A/N: Well, there was Chapter 3(: So our little Logie has officially left Kendie :( *tear* also I just HAD to mention Seymour Johnson Airforce Base because its like 30 minutes from me and they do all sorts of training. So I was like "What they hey! Lets put in in here." And that last little song was I'll Be by Edwin McCain (I think thats his name? lol) but yeah. Hope you liked it :D
