It had been two weeks after that day when he last saw her, she was crying under the rain. That day sesshomaru held the miko in his arms smoothing her, why she puts up with the half-breed was beyond him.
::Flash back::
"Here, have rin take this and she'll be fine." Kagome said as she walked away. Kagome walked in the rain thinking to herself, never noticing the person following her. "I understand…that even though after all that I've given…after everything that I've sacrifice, I'll still be left with…nothing at all. But I don't regret it because…I've gain something different, yet still precious." Kagome thought to herself thinking of all the good memories she and her friends had. "Now I understand what you were saying sesshomaru, even so…it still hurts." Finally taking note that sesshomaru was behind her, kagome said, "I love the rain, know why?" kagome asked as she turn to look at him.
"It washes away heartbreak." She said as she smiled at him, tears running down her check. Sesshomaru stood there looking at kagome with wide eyes.
::End Flash back::
The girl had been running though his head for the past two weeks now, why he held her that night was beyond him. "Lord Sesshomaru, lord sesshomaru." a little girl called from beside him, turning he looked down at the little girl.
"What is it rin?" He asked as he looked at her.
"Will rin get to see lady kagome soon to thank her?" Rin asked as she looked up at him with a bright smile.
"Hai, she and her group is up ahead." Sesshomaru said as he turned his head facing ahead.
"Yah, rin gets to see lady kagome again." Rin said with all the happiness in the world.
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"What the hell is your problem?" Inuyasha yelled at kagome after trying for ever to get her to talk to him, but for some reason she wasn't.
"I'm not in the mood for talking inuyasha." Kagome said as she kept walking. Just when she was about to talk another step, she heard a little girl call. "Lady Kagome."
Turning around kagome saw rin running into her arms, opening her arms as the little girl run into them, kagome asked, "how do you feel rin."
"Rin feels fine lady kagome." Rin said as she hugged her mother figure.
"What have I told you about that 'lady' thing rin?" Kagome asked in a angry/playful way.
"Ma…rin mean kagome-chan does not want rin to call her lady kagome." Rin said by this time sesshomaru was there listening to the girls talk.
"Did…did you just call me mama?" kagome asked as a few tears run down her face.
"Rin didn't mean to kagome-chan, do you not want rin to call you mama?"
"No rin I would love that." Kagome said as she hugged rin tighter, letting go of rin she walked to sesshomaru and stood in front of him.
Sesshomaru had watch the exchange between the two girls with slight shock, when did she and rin get that close, looking down at her he waited for her to talk. "Hi sesshomaru." kagome said in a whisper.
"Miko." Sesshomaru replied.
"What the hell is this kagome, you ignored me for two weeks and now you talk to this asshole." Inuyasha yelled from behind kagome.
"Sesshomaru didn't call me kikyo while I was taking care of him when he was sick." Kagome yelled at the hanyou.
Inuyasha stood there to shock to move, "kagome…I."
"Its ok inuyasha, I know you love her there's nothing you can do about it, but I don't think I can do this anymore." Kagome said as she looked away from him.
Walking up to her inuyasha wrapped his arms around her and buried his nose in her neck. "Kagome I'm so sorry, you know I love you."
Kagome couldn't stop the tears that run down her check, she loved him so much. "Oh inuyasha." She said as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Now that that's out of the way, do you think we can keep moving now, the sun is going down." Miroku said from behind them.
"Ok then." Kagome said as she wiped the tears from her face. Turning to face sesshomaru she asked, "Sesshou, would you like to stay for a while, I would like to catch up with rin?"
Raising an eyebrow at the nick name, sesshomaru said, "very well then."
"Are you crazy kagome, there's no way in hell that sesshomaru is staying here." Inuyasha yelled from beside her.
"Inuysha, he will stay and that's the end of it." Kagome said as she turned and started walking to a clearing. Sesshomaru watched as she walk away from inuyasha, "how can she be so stupid as to fall for the half-breeds foolishness." Sesshomaru thought to himself.
After eating dinner and putting the kids to sleep, kagome decided to write a couple of more lines to her song. You see kagome wanted to become a singer, but with going back and forth into the past she would just write the lyrics. Looking up from her book to the sky, kagome was kikyo's soul collectors. Closing the notebook she looked to where inuyasha was sitting only to find him gone. "I can't believe he went after kikyo again, and after he said he loved me. Why do I continue to put up with this? Why?"
Getting up from where she sat, kagome went to walk in the direction where kikyo's soul collectors were coming from only to be stopped by sesshomaru's arms around her waist. "It would not be wise to go there miko."
"Why not it's not like they're having sex of something." Kagome said as she tried to once again get out of sessshomaru's hold. Hearing those words leave her mouth, sesshomaru couldn't tell her that's what they were doing, so he looked away.
Seeing the way sessomaru looked away from her kagome felt the tears in her eyes. "Let me go." Kagome said but sesshomaru just pulled her to him. "I said let me go sesshomaru."
Not letting her go, sesshomaru jumped into the air and out of the camp, her friends were sleeping and he didn't want her to wake the kids. Landing in a clearing by a small lake, sesshomaru finally let her go. Kagome fell to the ground as soon as sesshomaru let her go, "why? He told me he loved me, so why?"
"Will you always waste your tears on the half-breed?" sesshomaru asked as he sat beside her on the ground.
"Have you ever been in love sesshomaru? Do you even know what love is?" kagome asked as she gave him light punches on his chest. "I love him, yet he loves another and says he loves me, do you even know what that feels like?" Kagome asked as she held onto the top piece (I don't know what it's called) of his kimono and cried.
Grabbing her wrist, sesshomaru held kagome's hand so she could stop hitting him. "When you fell in love, you get nothing but betrayal." Sesshomaru said with sadness in his voice. "Loving someone means never having to say goodbye, yet when the time come it has to be done."
Kagome sat there looking up at sesshomaru with wide eyes, "so someone he truly loved left him, that's why his so cold." "Who was she?" Kagome asked as she wiped her tears with her free hand.
"Midoriko." Sesshomaru said as he looked at kagome.
"Y…you were in love with Midoriko?" Kagome asked with eyes wide with shock.
"Yes very much so, but she had her duty to forefeel, therefore it could never have been no matter how much we loved each other." Sesshomaru said as he looked into the lake.
Kagome sat there looking up at him; never in her life would she have thought the ice prince saw capable of love. "Sesshomaru…would you make love to me?"
Ok everyone, I'm going to leave it here for now. Let me know what you think.
Sesshou's one and only.
