Dear diary,

I didn't know my life change that day…more like ended when Doctor Wilson told me of my disease. I watch my father fall apart with my very eyes as he told him of the symptoms and my most likely death that will soon fall after this disease take complete control of my body. I never really saw my father cry before… Charlie wasn't the one for showing emotions it was my mother that has her heart on her sleeve. My father loves me with all his heart and he wanted me to live like no other but I didn't want to live. My eyes were dry and it seem that frankly I didn't care about my possible illness and I didn't. without Edward it didn't seem that life was worth living anymore.

Love,

Bella swan