Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS I'm just borrowing the characters….

TONY

Vance is guilty he killed Jenny and I'll make him pay. For almost a year our team reunites but these are not Christmas. What kind of Christmas are those without Jenny, Ziva and Abby decorating NCIS and filing the place with little trees all over?

Sometimes I feel as if I died with Jenny, of course when I see Ziva, as long as she is with me, she is sleeping soundly next to me I don't have anything to be afraid.

I've got her. I've got my little ninja. She can take the pain away, she make me feel alive…

When Vance sends her back to Israel I felt blank…

He sent me as an agent afloat, I didn't mind. He could do whatever he likes to me BUT no to my family.

As a kid I didn't have a family.

For my father his job was everything.

My mother didn't care about me. Her whole life was her social life.

But Gibbs? Gibbs cared about me maybe he didn't show it but he cared.

As about Jenny she was there even when I pushed her away because if Jeanne. I thought that because of her I hurt Jeanne but I saw that she wasn't that innocent. I figured it out when Jeanne accused me for the murder of her father. Jenny was there she got me out of trouble

And when Chip frame me up for murder Jenny tried to do everything to find George Stiouart's new address and nickname and imagine that she didn't know me well back then.

So I don't bite it that Vance dissolved our team because he wanted to find the mol.

I hate that guy and I want to kick his ass out of Jenny's office…

A/N: I'm sorry for the chapters being so sort but I'm trying to make them longe. I hope you like it. Anyway let me know what you are thinking.