Author's Note: Hey Guys! Thanks again to those who reviewed and messaged me on the last chapter. You encourage me to write! So here's another chapter! Please review and let me know if you are continuing to enjoy this story. Also just to note, I have not seen Season 5 of Lost Girl yet! I live in the US and our channel has yet to start to show it! I did see the first episode but that was it. I know there may be a Valkubus story going on there, but it does not relate to my story as of now. Thanks!

Tamsin-

She felt like the walls were about the cave in on her. The sharp pains in her stomach came in waves, as her breath began to get shorter and shorter. She felt her heart tighten inside of her chest and yelled out in pain as she clutched her fist tightly against it. Her legs began to give way under her as she collapsed into the wall behind her. She felt a scratching in her throat and the dry response when she tried to swallow. Her eyes began to sting with the tears she attempted to hold back, until she couldn't any longer and they began to run down her face. The big black mass resting on her shoulders held her down to the ground, like it was trying to drown her. She had no energy left to fight. And the thought of giving up, once again ran through her mind. This is what it felt like living with her darkness.

She sat on the floor of her small room staring into the clock. Tamsin knew she wasn't really focused on the clock itself rather than staring at the nothingness. Tamsin knew what it was like to feel like nothing. The only time she didn't feel anything was when she was with Bo. Images of their night together continued to run through her mind over and over. She could hear Bo's breath against her ear, and could see the way her back arched when she was inside of her. How was she going to tell her? How could Bo live with someone like this? Could she ever love her despite her darkness?

She thought back to when she was growing up, the first of one of her many lives, sitting on the concrete porch steps outside of her grandparent's bright blue house with her godmother, another great Valkyrie. It was a beautiful spring day and she was surrounded by the lily flowers her grandmother adored. Everything felt calm and safe. Until she looked across the street to see a giant black shadow, she couldn't make out a familiar shape, but for some reason she knew it was there for her. She began to look straight forward into the nothingness and began to cry. Her godmother looked down at Tamsin, and then across the street, and then back at the blonde haired girl.

She put her arm around her young goddaughter and said

"That is your dark. It is always going to be with you. You and I are very alike. But you must remember your strength. You are stronger. Do not let it beat you. You may feel afraid...but do not be afraid of it, because I will always be with you too. Right here." She said, holding her hand against Tamsin's chest over her heart. "Always."

From the corner of the room Tamsin could hear her phone vibrate, snapping her back into reality. She thought of her godmother and pulled herself to her feet. Wiping the tears from her eyes she made her way across the room to her iPhone that was lying on the ground.

She unlocked her iPhone to reveal a text message from Bo. "Where do you want to meet today?"

The Dal-

Tamsin sat nervously at a table. She could feel Tric watching her as he wiped down the counter for a fifth time. The Dal was empty other than the two of them, some sort of Fae holiday had everyone busy except the loner Valkyries, and apparently the unaligned Succubus. Tamsin continued to rub her boots together under the table, a strange coping habit she had picked up somewhere along the way. She felt like it had taken her two hours to get dressed, everything she had made her feel uncomfortable. She ended up deciding on her dark grey jeans, a black tshirt, and her light blue jacket. She should have just gone naked, she thought to herself, then of course her mind was full of images of Bo's perfect figure and the way it looked underneath her in her bed.

Just then Tamsin saw a figure begin to emerge through the door of the Dal. Bo walked in the room with a big smile on her face. Her hair flowed around her shoulders and was pinned up at the crown of her head. She had on her typical black leather jacket and fitted black tank top, with dark black leggings and boots. She never ceased to take Tamsin's breath away. She spotted Tamsin as soon as she walked in. Their eyes locked into each other's with such intensity that Tamsin thought Bo might walk over to her and begin the feed that very moment. Tamsin began to smirk as Bo finally broke eye contact.

"Hey Tric."
"Hello Granddaughter. Can I offer you a beverage? Your Valkyrie friend here has been patiently waiting your arrival."
Tric looked over to Tamsin where she immediately shot him a dirty look.

"Yeah. I'll have two of the house brews."
Tric poured her two glasses from the Tap, she grabbed them and made her way over to Tamsin's table.

"Fancy meeting you here" Bo joked with a dorky laugh.
"Yeah Yeah... Give me the beer." Tamsin replied, knowing deep down she needed the drink to calm her nerves.

"What's up Succubus?" Tamsin called out as Bo sat down placing the beers on the table.
"Well with you in that jacket…certainly my libido." Bo replied.

"So is this our first date?" Bo replied with a grin. Tamsin could tell Bo knew she was nervous, despite her attempts to keep her cool.

She felt Bo's boot under the table as it wrapped around Tamsin's ankle. As soon as they touched Tamsin could see Bo's eyes flash with desire for her. Tamsin grinned back, not being able to formulate a verbal response.

"And on that note….I'll see myself downstairs." Tric called out from a far and made his way down to his room.

Tamsin smiled. While she was of course happy to know that Bo was as into her sexually as she was, she was scared to have the conversation she knew they needed to have. She nervously took her finger and traced around the top of the beer glass.

"Is it more than that though?" She said looking down at the table the entire time.
"What do you mean?" Bo replied looking straight into the Valkyrie girls eyes.

Tamsin finally managed to look up at Bo. She looked as beautiful as ever. She could tell the Bo was open to and wanted to hear what she had to say. She could feel tears filling up in her eyes.

She took a deep breath and replied,
"I'm in love with you." She could feel her voice shaking but she continued. "I think always have been. Something about you draws every part of me in. I know that we had a tough start to this friendship, and I honestly never thought I would feel like this. I'm a Valkyrie. We are strong, and we don't need anyone else. But I…I need you."

Tamsin held her breath. She needed to prepare herself to hear that Bo might not feel the same way. That maybe it was just sex.

"Tamsin…"Bo replied with a soft and kind tone. The two began to lock eyes, the desire between them was strong. Tamsin looked down at the table, bracing herself for the rejection that was soon to come.

"I feel the same way."

Tamsin looked up at the Succubus. Unsure if what she had just heard was true or not.
"You do?"

"Yes. I really do. I also never thought I could feel this way. I'm a Succubus for pete's sake."
"I know. That's why I don't think I would be enough. I know you can't feed off just one person and be satisfied" Tamsin replied with a sigh.

"Feeding off you…" Bo began "Is different than it's ever been with anyone else. I feel completely full and like I don't need anyone else. Except more of you."
"Really?"

"Yeah." Bo continued. "Remember when I told you your Chi tasted different, that you tasted happy? Was that because of me? "

"It's always been because of you." Tamsin replied.

Bo took her hand and slide it across the table, interlocking hers with Tamsin. As soon as they touched it was like a spark of electricity. It took all the will power Tamsin had inside of her not to jump across the table and take Bo right where she was...and get her naked on the bar.

"We could always go back to my place" Bo whispered as she leaned over the table to reveal her supple breasts peaking over her black top.
"Maybe later. I need to show you something first. Let's finish these beers first."

The two cheers while never breaking eye contact. All Tamsin could think about was how you could cut the sexual tension in that room with a knife.

In an Alley-

"Tamsin, where are we going? We've been walking for almost an hour. If I had known you were taking me hiking I wouldn't have worn heels!" Bo cried out, trying to catch up to Tamsin who was a few steps ahead of her.

"Sorry Succubus. I should have mentioned today was a day to wear your Nikes."Tamsin replied. The nerves inside of her continued to build, she could not believe what she was about to do. She tried to stay focused ahead on the mission in front of her, which is another reason why she continued to walk a few steps ahead of Bo.

"Can you slow DOWN?" Bo yelled out.
"Okay sorry. We'll stop and rest for a minute." Tamsin replied. "We're almost there anyways."

"Where? All I see is brick and graffiti." Bo replied, looking around her puzzled. "However, this one is pretty good" she noted with a grin, pointing out a Banksy-like interpretation of two female cops making out.

Tamsin let out a small laugh as they both leaned against a brick wall. Tamsin looked down at her feet, wondering what she was going to say to Bo to explain what she was about to do. The fear inside of her felt like it was going to eat her alive. All she could think about was running away, maybe back to Bo's bed. But she knew if she was ever going to get a chance to be with Bo and give this undeniable chemistry between them a shot, she had to do this.

"Could you please explain to me what's going on? Kenzi's texting me every three seconds because she can't get in touch with either of us. I have yet to tell her about the other night…"
"Where we are going is far too dangerous to have Kenzi around for." Tamsin replied.
"OH…" Bo replied, puzzled. "Where are we going?"

The words inside of her refused to come out. She could not truly believe them herself. A part of her felt as though they would not be real if she didn't say them out loud. Tamsin reached down inside of herself and tried to grasp the strength she knew she had inside of her.

Tamsin turned to face the brunette. Both leaning against the brick wall, she hoisted herself off and planted her body in front of Bo's. Bo looked her up and down with desire. Tamsin took her arms and pushed Bo passionately against the brick, placing her body against hers. With no space between the two and Tamsin feeling Bo's body begin to shake for her she said,

"But first…you need to feed."

Tamsin took her hand and placed it around the brunette's neck gently, she began to lay soft wet kisses along her neck, moving her way up to the others girl's lips. They were soon kissing intensely, while their bodies grinded against each other on the wall. Tamsin pulled her face away and looked her deep in the Succubus' eyes and saw Bo's begin to flash blue. The succubus was hungry. Hungry for her.

"Feed." She said out loud with a moan.

Bo took her hand and grabbed the back of Tamsin's head. She pulled her blonde hair and tilted the Valkyrie's head back. A strong flow of Chi began to flow between the two of them. Tamsin moaned with pleasure as she gave all of herself to Bo. The feeling of Bo feeding off of her began to cause a sensation deep inside of Tamsin that caused her to exclaim out loud. Bo continued to feed. Instead of feeling exhausted, Tamsin felt stronger the more Bo feed off of her. She just wanted more and more. She could not get enough of Bo. After a while Bo ceased feeding by pressing her lips against Tamsin's for a final passionate kiss.

The two collapsed against the brick wall. Both sitting with their backs against it exhausted Bo turned towards Tamsin and once again asked,
"So…where are we going?"

"I'm sneaking you into Valhalla." Tamsin finally managed to get out of her mouth.