Chapter 3: The Choice and The Lover

(In the elevator with Gibbs and Abby)

"Alright Abs, what with this letter?" Gibbs asked as he flipped the emergency stop switch.

"Gibbs, you don't need to know. It was my choice. This was way before i knew you or the team. No one should have been able to find me." Abby said in a small voice.

"Abs, you should've known there is always a way to find people. DNA doesn't lie. Now explain to me what happened so i can help you." Gibbs said pulling Abby in for a hug.

"I was 14 or maybe 15. It was a stupid mistake. And i pain for it. I had to make a choice. So i did. And now it's come back to haunt me." Abby said as she began to cry in Gibbs' arms.

"You had a child at 15?" Gibbs asked already knowing the answer.

"Yes. A baby girl. From someone who just wanted to get into my pants. The guy didn't love me. He hit me when he found out i got pregnant. I had to make a choice. Keep the baby an prolly never finish school or give the baby up for adoption and be able to finish school and become the forensic scientist i am today. I made the choice to put her up for adoption. I never met the couple i just had the baby and the couple pick her up at the hospital. I never held her and i only saw her once when she came out of me. I wanted no emotional attraction to her. I made sure the couple never knew my name or where i lived. But now, 21 years later, the girl is looking for me. And she found me. Gibbs, what am i going to do? I'm scared." Abby cried even harder in Gibbs' arms. Gibbs held her and just rubbed her back.

"Abs, it's gunna be ok. I'm not mad you hid this from me. I don't love you less because of your choice. You knew you wouldn't be able to support the baby and yourself. You made a choice to give her a better life. Why are you so worried about the team finding out?" Gibbs asked as he pulled away from Abby to look her in the eyes.

"It's not the team. It's just one person on the team. Gibbs i know your rule 12 says to never date a coworker but Gibbs, i love her. I just don't know if she loves me. And what if she looks at me different because of my choice?" Abby said.

"Abs, rule twelve went out the door when Tony and Tim started dating. And i don't think you have to worry about Ziva loving you because she already loves you to death. And she has a secret of her own. Talk to her. Tell her how you feel. Just be careful." Gibbs pulled Abby in for another hug.

"I will Gibbs. Thank you." Abby squeezed him once more then let go as he flipped the switch.

Both walked out of the elevator. Gibbs sat down at his desk demanding answers from McGee and Tony. Abby walked up to Ziva's desk.

"Hey, can i talk to you?" Abby aske Ziva.

"Sure, i would like to talk to you as well." Ziva said then looked at Gibbs for permission. Gibbs gave a slight nid and both women left the bullpen.

They went down to Abby's lab to talk.

"Abby, there is something i must tell you." Ziva started. "Abby, i love you. I have for a long time but i have a secret that no one really knows."

"Ziva, i love you too. And i too have a secret i want to tell you. But please you first." Abby said politely.

"Abby, i'm not like other women. I'm different in a way most women aren't. I was born with both male an female parts. Both work so i can get another woman pregnant and i can become pregnant. I just wanted to tell you before i even think of starting a relationship with you. If you think of me different please tell me. If you think i am weird or a freak i do not blame you. But i am offering myself to you with nothing hidden." Ziva said as a tear ran down her cheek.

Abby wiped the tear away from Ziva's face and looked into her beautiful brown eyes.

"Ziva, i love you with or without your male parts. You will alway be the most beautiful woman i know. And i will always love you. But after i tell you my secret you might not feel the same way." Abby looked down.

"Abby, what is you secret?" Ziva asked.

"Ziva, when i was 15, i had a child from a boy who didn't even love me. He just wanted to get into my pants. When i had the baby i gave it up for adoption. Now, 21 years later, the baby, who is now a grown woman, found me and wants to meet me. I made a choice. And now it cane back and bit me in the ass. I never wanted to get attached to her. Never! I didn't even hold he when she was born. I never met the couple that took her. Ziva, i'm scared." Abby said as tears started falling.

Ziva grabbed Abby's face in her hands and brought her lips to Abby's and kissed her softly putting all her love into that one kiss.

Abby felt all of Ziva's passion in that first kiss. Abby kissed Ziva back with the same amount of passion. They fought for dominance with Ziva coming out on top. Ziva was!'t sure when they got to Abby's futon she kept in the lab but they were both on it. Ziva was in top of Abby kissing her passionately.

Ziva felt herself getting hard. Abby felt Ziva's erection pushing against her thigh. Abby reached down and stoked her through her jeans.

"Oh god! Abby!" Ziva moaned into Abby's ear.

"You feel good Ziva. I want you. Now!" Abby whispered into Ziva's ear.

Abby unzipped Ziva's jeans and unbuttoned them before pulling out her fully hard 11 inch cock.

"Oh my Ziva. You're huge! You feel so thick!" Abby gasped at Ziva's throbbing cock.

"Thank you my little gothic angel." Ziba reached between Abby's legs to find her soaking wet. "Oh Abby. You're so wet. Is this all for me?" Ziva purred in Abby's ear.

"Yes. I'm so wet for you my ninja." Abby purred back.

Ziva grabbed on side of Abby's underwear and ripped them off. Then Ziva flipped up Abby's skirt and looked at the small patch of hair that was on Abby perfect little pussy. Ziva licked her lips and dove into Abby's hot wet core. Ziva licked up and down Abby's folds as she teased her with her finger.

"Ziva! Quit being a tease! Please! I need you!" Abby moaned.

Ziva smiled as she got up from between Abby's legs. "You want me? What do you want me to do Abigail?" Ziva said using Abby full name.

"I want you to fuck me Zee-Vah!" Abby said stretching out Ziva's name.

Ziva lined up her cock with Abby's entrance. Then she slowly started to push into Abby.

"Oh god! Ziva! You're sooooooooo big! Please keep going in! Fuck that feels sooo fucking good!" Abby moaned.

"You're so tight Abby. Damn! I'm not going to be able to hold on much longer!" Ziba said.

"Go! Fast! Fuck me fast and hard my israeli ninja!" Abby moaned into Ziva's ear.

Ziva nodded and started pushing in and out of Abby as fast and hard as she could. It didn't take long for Abby's organism to take over her.

"Ziva! I'm cumming! Oh fuck! ZIVA!" Abby screamed as her walls clamped around Ziva's cock causing Ziva's organism to come.

"Me too! Oh ABBY!" Ziva said then came deep inside Abby. Ziva spilled her seed deep inside of Abby's womb. Ziva pulled out of Abby and laid next to her on the futon.

"Ziva, i love you. All if you." Abby said cupping Ziva's cheek.

"I love you too Abby. Even with all your secrets." Ziva moved forward and kissed Abby.

"If you two are done playing grab-ass, can we get back to solving the case?" Gibbs said from the door-way.

"Gibbs! How long have you been there?" Abby said pulling down her skirt and picking up her torn underwear.

"Long enough to know you to are now together and may be having another little one around here." Gibbs said.

"Oh god! Abby! I came inside you! You could be pregnant! Oh Abby i'm so sorry! I should have remembered protection!" Ziva said as she tucked away her cock and buttoned her pants.

"Ziva! Calm down. I'm ok if i'm pregnant cause i know that it's yours. I would love to have our baby." Abby said cupping Ziva's cheek.

Gibbs cleared his throat and Abby an Ziva jumped apart. Gibbs walked over to Ziva.

"If you leave her or disappear or do anything to hurt her, you'll find out how small this world is cause there will not be a place for you to hide!" Gibbs said sternly.

"Wouldn't dream of leaving her Gibbs." Ziva said with a smile.

"Come here both of you." Gibbs said then pulled them both in for a hug. "Now, lets get back to work before Tony and Tim start doing what y'all were doing." Gibbs said then took Ziva with him up to the bullpen.

Abby sighed happy to have her lover accept het choice and stand by her. Abby was happy and so was Ziva. Abby looked down at her abdomen and silently prayed she was carrying Ziva's baby. She could already see their baby. She smiled to herself then went to process some evidence that Gibbs had left for her.

Author's notes: hello! Thank you for reading! Should i continue this story? I have another 2 or 3 chapters but not sure if i should continue them. Soooo review and let me know!