I keep getting surprised about how many subscriptions I keep getting, me is very happy ^_^. Well for all of you who said James might be the dad, well, lets just say he will play an important part in the story but he's not the biological daddy. So I'm not posting tomorrow because I have way too much homework for wednesday but on wednesday I'll be posting another chapter, hopefully a longer one, it depends. But please keep reviewing and commenting what you liked and all. Any ideas you might have for anything let me know, it can make the story better and don't worry my friend only read the chapters a few minutes (not that much of a head start) before I post them and she's already bugging me to write more. My mind has been a bit evil these past couple of days so who knows what I'll end up writing.
I didn't know what to tell her, so I only told her I was feeling better and we kept on going on the road. She was taking me to the hospital to check on the baby, yup, she truly knew, hence the very comfortable clothes.
"Honey come on, let's get you checked up." She said making me realize we were at the hospital.
We got to the reception and they told us where the OB/GYN area was. We checked in over there. I could feel my mom's gaze; I hadn't answered her question yet. How was I going to tell her who the dad was? I could barely think of even telling her the story. I hate doing this to her because I know, I can tell she's worried. But she does have to know, this is killing me inside too, knowing that my baby won't know who to call daddy. It was killing me knowing that I would raise the baby alone and not share it with the person I love. Yes I would love the baby, but I love the baby's father too, I've always loved him.
He's the most lovable person I've ever met. He always took care of me when I needed it the most. He loved me like a brother, but I always loved him more because I knew he deserved more than he got. That was my mistake, falling in love, giving him my everything. It would have ruined everything if he remembered that night. I know everything would have changed and I just could never stand not having him in my life.
"Katie Knight?" The receptionist called getting me back to reality.
"Here."
"Please follow me." She said motioning for my mom and me to go inside with her.
We went inside the office and sat down waiting for the OB to come.
"Hello, I'm doctor Garwood, but you can call me Tisha. How can I help you today?"
"Well Tisha, my daughter is pregnant and we just wanted to make sure everything with the baby is okay." My mom said surprisingly calm, I say that because the doctor's face was priceless.
"Doctor it's okay, it surprised me too." I said trying to get the doctor out of her trance.
"How old are you again?" She asked.
"I'm eighteen."
"Oh okay, I thought I was hallucinating." She sighed in a way of relief. Apparently she has seen many mothers pissed off about it.
My mom and the doctor had a nice chat. They were complementing each other in every sentence that was related to the pregnancy care. They both gave me advice. My mom is very happy but it seems like she's too happy, I got to talk to her, but after this.
We started the check up, well sonogram. The jelly was freezing cold, but after a bit it was kind of soothing.
"Ready to see it?" The doctor asked with a big smile on her face.
"Very ready." I said with an even bigger smile.
I was slowly but surely liking the idea of seeing such a precious thing grow inside you. Yes, it still scared the crap out of me the thoughts on how would I raise him, or even if I would be a good mother.
And there it was. A little dot moving in water. It will be getting bigger soon enough. I would see if it's a boy or a girl, although mom already thinks it's a boy. I don't care, I just know this is a precious thing and I'm going to love it as much and more as I loved its dad.
Well hope you enjoyed this tiny chapter. If you review please tell me where are you from, I'd like to know.
